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[MeaganMackenz]

OMG. That was an EPIC journey just to get a FRER.

Had to go grocery shopping - had a coupon where I would get a $25 giftcard to the grocery story if I spent $250. So I was going to get my groceries, and a FRER and just use the gift card for the FRER. Got to the grocery store and they decided to put all the tests behind the pharmacy counter. Well, personally I like to hmm and haw a bit on tests and check prices before I decide.. and not while someone is staring at me waiting for me to decide. So I decided to get my groceries and gift card and go to the other store closer to my home.

Go to the other grocery store with my gift card - walk to the pharmacy section and they do infact have the tests on the shelves, but they are completely SOLD OUT! No Clearblue, no FRER and no no name brand!!! Nothing.

So I ended up having to go to walmart.

Freaking ridiculous. Im laughing it was so stupid. haha

 

[slg76]

wow that is hard work for just buying an HPT. Sold out?? seems so odd. Must be a Canadian thing

 

[EMSwife1124]

Good luck Sara

Meagan that sounds like me except the new Walmart near my house always seems to be out of anything going for.. not just HPTs lol
BFN on the digi this morning at what I think to be 12 dpo.. going to wait until Thursday to test again. Hopefully I'll get my birthday BFP

 

[MeaganMackenz]

Totally gutted.

 

[Jbaby90]

Sorry Meagan fx it's just a late bfp!!

 

[MeaganMackenz]

I don't think so

I'm getting really close to quitting TTC. I'm not cut out for this

 

[Jbaby90]

Sometimes I think the same thing but then I think how badly I want my rainbow baby and it keeps me going!

 

[MeaganMackenz]

We have two kids, maybe a third just isn't in the cards.

Can't help but feel defeated. Both my kids happened quickly- I went into this thinking it would be the same.

It's negative nancy day, I'm sorry ladies. I had so much hope for this morning.

 

[EMSwife1124]

Sorry Meagan

 

[slg76]

sorry Meagan

 

[LeahLou]

It hasn't even been a year Meagan! Don't give up so easily!

 

[MeaganMackenz]

Im not cut out for this, this kind of routine disappointment. I think hubby is close to calling it a day too.

I have lots of thinking to do

 

[slg76]

well they say that when you stop stressing about it is when you will get pregnant. Maybe if you "give up" you will have better luck It's such a hard call. TTC is temporary and you get the joy of a child forever. But, the stresses that ttc puts on you and your marriage are real and hard to deal with sometimes.

Good news from me, my progesterone level came back at 7 which means I ovulated again this month. I think that makes 4 months in a row. Take that negative-nancy-fertility-doctor!! I think I'm 9 dpo today. Tick-tock tick-tock waiting to test haha, not really, I already tested but of course it was negative.

 

[MeaganMackenz]

Yay Sara!! thats fantastic news!!

Im just so disappointed this month - We had a good rhythm with trying, I had a couple symptoms and a small glimmer of hope with yesterdays test. Sigh.

But im happy for you Sara

 

[BeautifulD]

Meagan, I felt like that last cycle! I was crushed when I kept getting bfn after evap after bfn and then af came. I was so hacked off with it all I decided that the following cycle I couldn't be bothered. And I had a can't be assed attitude for most of my cycle. I was convinced that it was going to be another bfn cycle as our bd schedule was poor. I ended up with the shock of my life!!

I think sometimes it does you good to take a step back from ttc a bit and give yourself a breather

 

[MeaganMackenz]

Thanks hun,

Im having a horrible debby downer day. Im hoping that by the time AF comes and goes Ill have a renewed TTC attitude



Congrats

 

[BeautifulD]

Thank you

Hey every single one of us gets them hun, its tough going! be kind to yourself sweetie x

 

[LeahLou]

TTC is hard, so it's ok to have breaks!!

Struggling today too. My friend just found out she's pregnant and is still playing volleyball, football, softball etc and it's hard knowing she's putting her baby at risk.. Blehhh why do people that aren't trying seem to get pregnant easily!

So happy for you Sara!!!! Fx this is your month!!

 

[MeaganMackenz]

I must be in the denial stage

Starting to question if im less DPO then I thought, maybe im only 10 or 11 lol.

Googling ewcm like a mad woman trying to figure out if it happens before during or after ovulation.

AF is suppose to come thursday, so maybe ill use up my FRER if I dont have it by then on thursday, cant imagine if anything was going to change it would happen in 1 day... so no sense testing tomorrow

 

[BeautifulD]

Oh it does change in a day... In a matter of hours for me. I had complete bfn on two tests with fmu and a bfp with a frer and one of the tests that I'd used in the morning with smu, it wasn't even 3 hours between poas either as I was throwing a tantrum and poas on them to get rid of them

I'm sorry you're having a tough day too Leah