It feels like it's going fast to me. Only sixteen more weeks to get everything set up and organized and baby shower, birth plan, hospital bills paid and then choosing a name, family will be here. Who and for how long? And I only have four boxes of diapers so need more stuff, it goes on and on in my head. I'm excited but I do feel the time until our lives are changed completely just ticking by. My husband got into bed last night and put his hand on my tummy where little man was bumping and kicking away and just started laughing... he said, babe you are actually growing a person. Like there is a real life human inside you right now. I just laughed and said, want me to make it crazier. The person I'm growing is literally half of both of us... I know we are not the first couple to go through this but I had no idea how it would feel to actually be making a person. It's pretty much the biggest thing that will ever happen to us. Ever. Like our biggest most defining moment most connected intimate part of our entire lives is happening right now. And I stopped bothering to go to the bathroom when I needed to fart weeks ago and my husband asks about my going poop every single day. And I have linty pocket tums and I am going to cry if he doesn't give in and drive me six hours to Utah so I can have an in n out burger.