I've got to go and meet up with some work mates for pizza this evening, and tbh I'm dreading it. My boss is going to be there, and I haven't seen her since I left the building in tears on my second to last day at the end of July - she had been really horrible to me and I felt so awful I didn't go in for my last day and was really feeling rubbish and tearful for a few weeks afterwards. I also know that they are all going to be comparing my bump to my colleague who is due 6 days before me and will also be there. They did that all the way through at work, saying "oooh, you're much smaller aren't you" and "are you sure your baby is growing properly". This girl is about 6 inches shorter than me for a start, and had a baby 18 months ago, so she's bound to look a bit bigger than me. I don't want to go, but I've got to - wish me luck girls!