I'm driving myself mad

[Mrs_W_]

I really need someone to snap me out of this stupid cycle I'm in right now, I feel like I'm going around in circles

I was referred to a fertility clinic a week ago today and I'm already inpatient and wanting to chase them up and find out where my appointment for the consultation is. I know I won't get an appointment so soon but my mind isn't accepting that!

I should be using this waiting time to lose more weight, I am about 10lb over the expected criteria weight/BMI as I had a bit of a bad time on my diet and I put on, so I should be grateful I have to wait so I can diet and finally when I do get an appointment I won't be turned away because I'm a few lbs overweight. But no, I want the appointment and I want it now but if I get turned away, I'd never forgive myself!

Why am I thinking like this?! It's ridiculous!

 

[arizonagal]

Just go workout! It will get out your frustrations and help with the weight loss-I hope you get an appt soon though