I'm almost 13 weeks pregnant and not at all ready to announce it. This pregnancy was a surprise, we found out in January and I'm embarrassed to say I was very depressed about it. I'm much better now, no longer depressed really and there are moments when I get really excited about it. But there are other moments when I just start crying over it too. I had an ultrasound on Tuesday and it helped to see the baby. But then last night I just broke down crying. I get so emotional sometimes. I was reading posts on here from women who miscarried and I felt so bad for them. I can only imagine how traumatic that would be. And yet I'm struggling to get excited for my own baby.
My husband and I already have four kids, all boys. I worry about how we're going to handle another one. I also had postpartum depression with all my kids and I'm not looking forward to that. I never sought help for it before, just tried to hide it. I'm going to get help this time so hopefully it won't be so bad.
I think I'll have to announce it in the next two or three weeks. I already have a baby bump and I know I can't hide it for too much longer. I feel bad for getting sad about it. I know I'll feel excited by the time the baby arrives but it's taking me time to get there. I'm sorry for the depressing post, I think I just needed to get it out.
My husband and I already have four kids, all boys. I worry about how we're going to handle another one. I also had postpartum depression with all my kids and I'm not looking forward to that. I never sought help for it before, just tried to hide it. I'm going to get help this time so hopefully it won't be so bad.
I think I'll have to announce it in the next two or three weeks. I already have a baby bump and I know I can't hide it for too much longer. I feel bad for getting sad about it. I know I'll feel excited by the time the baby arrives but it's taking me time to get there. I'm sorry for the depressing post, I think I just needed to get it out.