Aidan's Mummy
Mummy to Aidan and Oliver
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Of the labour
i am absolutly petrified. I know it sounds stupid and he has to come out but now its getting nearer and nearer the reality is starting to kick in. And thinking about it the other night actually reduced me to tears . I'm not scared of the pain as much i'm just scared of something going wrong. and i know its dramatic but me or Aidan dying. I mean people seem to take a great pleasure in telling me horror stories. One lady on a bus just randomly started talking to me and telling me how she was an inch from death, lost pints of blood and it could have gone either way with her living or dying. I mean why do people tell pregnant women this it just makes my anxietys worse .
Sorry for the ramble i just needed to get it out
xx
i am absolutly petrified. I know it sounds stupid and he has to come out but now its getting nearer and nearer the reality is starting to kick in. And thinking about it the other night actually reduced me to tears . I'm not scared of the pain as much i'm just scared of something going wrong. and i know its dramatic but me or Aidan dying. I mean people seem to take a great pleasure in telling me horror stories. One lady on a bus just randomly started talking to me and telling me how she was an inch from death, lost pints of blood and it could have gone either way with her living or dying. I mean why do people tell pregnant women this it just makes my anxietys worse .
Sorry for the ramble i just needed to get it out
xx