I really need a rant.
Meant to have my first midwife appointment today- took time off work, got there and she said the doctor never referred me to the hospital so as far as they are concerned, although I was on their list to be seen today they can't do the official bits and bobs.- proper made me feel like it was my fault.
Also, she said based on my last period, I am actually 11 weeks (doesn't matter what the early scan said) but she said the timings are getting too tight to have the tests for downs etc cos they can't fit me in for a few weeks.
I mentioned my lack of symptoms the last 4/5 days now and she just said I can't reassure you and we can't scan you everyday- great thanks!
So left feeling really sh@t and wondering what's the point in all this when it feels like this bean has passed away anyway.
I'm sorry, I'm off my anti depressants and feeling really low.
Meant to have my first midwife appointment today- took time off work, got there and she said the doctor never referred me to the hospital so as far as they are concerned, although I was on their list to be seen today they can't do the official bits and bobs.- proper made me feel like it was my fault.
Also, she said based on my last period, I am actually 11 weeks (doesn't matter what the early scan said) but she said the timings are getting too tight to have the tests for downs etc cos they can't fit me in for a few weeks.
I mentioned my lack of symptoms the last 4/5 days now and she just said I can't reassure you and we can't scan you everyday- great thanks!
So left feeling really sh@t and wondering what's the point in all this when it feels like this bean has passed away anyway.
I'm sorry, I'm off my anti depressants and feeling really low.