PCOSMomToTwo
Mommy to girl and boy
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DH - 1% morphology
ME - low progesterone
DD - 6
MC between 5-6 weeks July 2008
MMC 12 weeks fetal demise July 2010
IUI #1 - 20.3 million sperm post wash, 63% motility....Clomid 50mg days 3-7, Progesterone supp. 200mg 3x a day. BFN
IUI #2 - 10.5 million sperm post wash (clinic sais bare minimum amount for them to do IUI), 89% motility....Clomid 50mg days 3-7, Progesterone Supp. 200mg 3x a day....BFN at 10dpo IC cheapy test...BFP urine Answer brand test....HCG levels: 14dpo = 147, 18dpo = 952, 20dpo = 2577!.... Emergency Scan at 6w 3d due to cramping, bad back pain and red/pink spotting.....TWINS!!! Holy Cow!!!
There is a light at the end of every tunnel. Even though I was only ttc for 20 months, I was falling into a depression about my body and lack of being pregnant while the whole world around me seemed to obtain pregnancy and motherhood so easily. I started coming to terms that I may not have more children and be very greatful for the daughter I do have. I started daydreaming of a convertable car, lots of vacations, boob lifts, etc.....
I started congratulating pregnant women I don't even know and understanding that its a gift, and they were chosen. I would bring myself to buy gifts for newborns for their "birth" day of family members and almost be ok with it. I would start up a conversation with a random pregnant woman about her bump or gorgeous children.
Maybe it was my change in attitude, maybe it was my turn, maybe it was the perfect timing of my IUI or the additional vitamins I made DH take.....whatever it was, I am grateful every single morning when I open my eyes.
I think about all of you wonderful women all the time. I hope to see some more numbers here with a BFP after it!!! A healthy forever one!!!
WOW!! Thank you for sharing!!! It is so uplifting to hear stories than have lower sperm counts with GREAT success!!!! Do you know how many follicles you had??