Snowball
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It's been 1 year and 4 days since our little boy was born sleeping. In that time I have never seen him. We decided we didn't want to see him in the hospital so he was taken away as soon as he was born. We were given a envelope of photo's the hospital took to keep and have had that in my bedside table ever since.
Today the urge got too much and I ripped the envelope open. I peeked in for a start and then I looked. He is beautiful, he has chunky little arms and legs. He just looks asleep in the pictures.
In a way I'm glad I waited. I have dealt with accepting his death so much easier without them but they are my closure. I now know he's not coming back but I want to spend the rest of my life keeping his memory alive. He'll forever be my little man xxx
Today the urge got too much and I ripped the envelope open. I peeked in for a start and then I looked. He is beautiful, he has chunky little arms and legs. He just looks asleep in the pictures.
In a way I'm glad I waited. I have dealt with accepting his death so much easier without them but they are my closure. I now know he's not coming back but I want to spend the rest of my life keeping his memory alive. He'll forever be my little man xxx