I've seen Beau!

[Snowball]

It's been 1 year and 4 days since our little boy was born sleeping. In that time I have never seen him. We decided we didn't want to see him in the hospital so he was taken away as soon as he was born. We were given a envelope of photo's the hospital took to keep and have had that in my bedside table ever since.

Today the urge got too much and I ripped the envelope open. I peeked in for a start and then I looked. He is beautiful, he has chunky little arms and legs. He just looks asleep in the pictures.

In a way I'm glad I waited. I have dealt with accepting his death so much easier without them but they are my closure. I now know he's not coming back but I want to spend the rest of my life keeping his memory alive. He'll forever be my little man xxx

 

[AppleBlossom]

hun, I'm glad you felt it was time to look at them. It's so sad but now you know what he looked like you can have him in your memory properly x

 

[maddiwatts19]

i'm so proud you managed to find the strength to look at your gorgeous baby boy
you are such a strong woman.. thinking of you all at this time, and i know he's looking down on you, watching over you and protecting you all xx

 

[moomin_troll]

so sorry to hear ur loss, im actually crying reading this. ur really brave looking at his pictures im not sure who id react if i had gone thru this.

good luck ttc x

 

[polo_princess]

 

[princess_bump]

oh sweetie you're an amazing women, so so strong, so glad you have finally seen them, thinking of you so x x

 

[helen1234]

your very brave hun and you have dealt with this in your own way in your own time too
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[Nikkinoonoo]

 

[Alexas Mommy]

 

[Vickie]

 

[hayley x]

Aww I bet he looks gorgeous. Glad you waited til YOU was ready and not when others tried to make u feel ready. xxx

 

[leeanne]

 

[Jemma_x]

 

[kookie]

 

[smith87999]

 

[BlackBerry25]

Beautiful little Beau

 

[chella]

It's been 1 year and 4 days since our little boy was born sleeping. In that time I have never seen him. We decided we didn't want to see him in the hospital so he was taken away as soon as he was born. We were given a envelope of photo's the hospital took to keep and have had that in my bedside table ever since.

Today the urge got too much and I ripped the envelope open. I peeked in for a start and then I looked. He is beautiful, he has chunky little arms and legs. He just looks asleep in the pictures.

In a way I'm glad I waited. I have dealt with accepting his death so much easier without them but they are my closure. I now know he's not coming back but I want to spend the rest of my life keeping his memory alive. He'll forever be my little man xxx

Just wanted to say how i admire you in ur post u hav written and the way u dealt with what happened, bet ur lil boy was handsome lil fella , just wanted to send u some

All the best in trying again and i hope real soon u have some good news as u deserve it xxxxx

 

[CarCam]

I am glad that you waited until you were ready. I bet the image of his beautiful face is such a wonderful image to hold.

 

[Rainstar]

Hi there,

Just wanted to say your post really touched me and wanted to send you lots of hugs. I know your little boy is smiling down on you x

 

[Sandie_Cali]