Morning Ladies,
Hope your all good.
I am starting to worry a little and the negativity is back. I'm worrying because I don't feel any different. I'm not sure how I was expecting to feel but I wasn't expecting to feel normal and I feel decidedly normal. I'm worrying that feeling normal is not normal if that makes any sense at all. I have no cramping, nothing.
Love and to you all.
Awesome, mercyme! I'll be happy when mine shows too! Can you send her my way when you're done with her?
Awesome, mercyme! I'll be happy when mine shows too! Can you send her my way when you're done with her?
Hee! Yes, she's all yours now
OMG, I thought she'd never show. I have one of the most clockwork menstrual cycles. I've been late maybe 5 times in 23 years. Started to think this was a really bad sign for the success of IVF... but can't dwell on that now. Onward ho!
Mercy - congrats!
Megg - I'm right there with you. AF should be here this time next week. But even if she comes I'm going to be on the birth control for 3 weeks so it's really a hurry up and wait thing.
Mrs F - you'll be PUPO before you know it! Believe me if I could have gotten rid of those cupcakes I would have!
Isi - I'm glad you'll doing better with the bloat and hormones. You'll be PUPO before you know it too!
Doodar - I'll be even more negative than you just watch. But MSG is right. With my first pg (even though I lost it) I felt nothing and every other month that I wasn't pg I felt everything. Even now I'm trying not to read into the metallic taste in my mouth. Lots of
Sammy - hope you're ok
Springflower - I think its normal to go through the pos/neg phase... i did the same. Try and stay positive and fingers crossed for you!
Wrighty - Good luck for EC tomorrow hun!!! Nice and early thank god!!!
Doodar - Hows our PUPO lady? Any idea when you are testing?
Yomo - Thanks for the well wishes and well done on getting through the EC - 8 eggs is great!
ICI - Thanks hun, i'm ok'ish. Im pleased the bloating has subsided a little... I had it badly with the 1st IVF but only a little bit with the second.
MSG - How you feeling?
Britt11 - I pus some weight on for sure, probably about 6lbs but im not exactly sure as I was quite bloated
Megg33K - Hope your ok and AF arrives really soon for you!
Maxxi - Well last night was another bad night but we have to try and get through this somehow. How are you?
Mrs F - That jacket spud sounded lurrrrvly!!!! Not long till EC now!
Look no more - How did the scan go today? Well i hope!
Mercyme - AF AT LAST!!!! WOOO HOOO!!!!
AFM - Well yesterday was a bad day for lots of reasons but the worst bit was when a colleague who is about 3 years younger than me came into the office. She started to talk in Dutch i didnt understand but then there were lots of cheers and hugs (yeah you know whats coming right) and then some chat and then she came over to me, knelt down and said "I have to tell you soemthing..." I KNEW what she was going to say, it was either she was engaged or pregnant... then she said "I'm expecting" and i thought SO FUCKING WHAT? I mean i know she was probably dreading telling me but i dont know why, it was 10 months ago and i'm not pregnant now so its not like I have said we are trying again. I felt like saying "Expecting what? I'm expecting a Ferrari but nobody ever brings me one!" Then laughing. But i didnt and just said "Noooooo its fine, really, ::laugh::, it was ages ago...." Then she said "Well it wasnt really was it?" Oh i just wanted to tell her to f*ck off... I find it so hard when colleagues announce pregnancies in the office. Its easy on here, i genuinely wish people the best and want them to get BFP's but when you see these people everyday and their bumps growing and its a constant reminder of how hard you have tried, in vein, its hard. I really don't care to be honest. She isnt a colleague who works with me and I hardly know her and I dont want her kneeling down in front of me feeling sorry for me in her "i know I now have something that you want but i feel sorry for you anyway" sort of attitude. It was probably her first month of even trying! I'm 3.5 years down the line now. It was really shit.
Sammy- I totally understand what u felt- I dread it whenever I go out for dinners and meet couples after a gap of a few months. "Who's pregnant next?" Its never me
My scan was okay- 23 follies but some are small. Dont know how many will be mature. But the Largest is 23 mm. Doc has decreased my stimmimg dose. I think tomm will be my last day of stimmimg. I should have about 16-17 follies over 16 mm by EC hopefully. Doc is a bit concerned about my endometrium lining which is not growing as fast and is 8mm today. I have to increase my oestregen pills. Wondering what is a good thickness of endometrium for IVF?
Springflower - I think its normal to go through the pos/neg phase... i did the same. Try and stay positive and fingers crossed for you!
Wrighty - Good luck for EC tomorrow hun!!! Nice and early thank god!!!
Doodar - Hows our PUPO lady? Any idea when you are testing?
Yomo - Thanks for the well wishes and well done on getting through the EC - 8 eggs is great!
ICI - Thanks hun, i'm ok'ish. Im pleased the bloating has subsided a little... I had it badly with the 1st IVF but only a little bit with the second.
MSG - How you feeling?
Britt11 - I pus some weight on for sure, probably about 6lbs but im not exactly sure as I was quite bloated
Megg33K - Hope your ok and AF arrives really soon for you!
Maxxi - Well last night was another bad night but we have to try and get through this somehow. How are you?
Mrs F - That jacket spud sounded lurrrrvly!!!! Not long till EC now!
Look no more - How did the scan go today? Well i hope!
Mercyme - AF AT LAST!!!! WOOO HOOO!!!!
AFM - Well yesterday was a bad day for lots of reasons but the worst bit was when a colleague who is about 3 years younger than me came into the office. She started to talk in Dutch i didnt understand but then there were lots of cheers and hugs (yeah you know whats coming right) and then some chat and then she came over to me, knelt down and said "I have to tell you soemthing..." I KNEW what she was going to say, it was either she was engaged or pregnant... then she said "I'm expecting" and i thought SO FUCKING WHAT? I mean i know she was probably dreading telling me but i dont know why, it was 10 months ago and i'm not pregnant now so its not like I have said we are trying again. I felt like saying "Expecting what? I'm expecting a Ferrari but nobody ever brings me one!" Then laughing. But i didnt and just said "Noooooo its fine, really, ::laugh::, it was ages ago...." Then she said "Well it wasnt really was it?" Oh i just wanted to tell her to f*ck off... I find it so hard when colleagues announce pregnancies in the office. Its easy on here, i genuinely wish people the best and want them to get BFP's but when you see these people everyday and their bumps growing and its a constant reminder of how hard you have tried, in vein, its hard. I really don't care to be honest. She isnt a colleague who works with me and I hardly know her and I dont want her kneeling down in front of me feeling sorry for me in her "i know I now have something that you want but i feel sorry for you anyway" sort of attitude. It was probably her first month of even trying! I'm 3.5 years down the line now. It was really shit.
Oh, people suck! But, I so much at that bit! OMG! I wish you had! I SO WISH YOU HAD!