Lock, I felt the exact same when Hubby went back. It's been hard for both of us. He is back to working 60+ hours a week (lately 70+ because his store is short a manager and he has to pick up the slack since he is the GM), so it is just me and E here all the time, and dh is sad when he has to leave for work because he wishes he could work fewer hours so he could spend more time with us. we are both exhausted at the end of the day, so I can't just say "glad you are home! Take the baby so I can have a shower!" ...so this has resulted in me only being able to shower like every other day (and sometimes not even that). I feel gross all the time, but Hubby is more than pulling his weight with both work and baby, so I deal with feeling gross and enjoy the fact that he changes a couple diapers after a 13 hour work day. Welcome to the world of parenthood! Lol
Hope everyone else is doing well. Hope to see some more sweet rainbow babies soon!!!!