This book will not be for everyone, it has abuse of many sorts, the terrible death of a child through neglect and also features a cot death, stillbirth and miscarriages.
This book has me almost speechless with shock but was so gripping that I read it in one sitting. Just when you think it cannot possibly get any more shocking or distressing it somehow does.
Brendan and Sherilyn have everything but all they want is each other. By the time they meet at work they have already abandoned their unsatisfactory families and carved out high-flying careers but their meeting starts an obsessive love. All they want and need is each other, to the point that when they have their daughter Samantha they resent her intrusion into their lives and a spiral of abuse and neglect ends in the telling of this shocking, distressing story by those who played their part in it. From a concerned neighbour to a harrassed social worker, a police officer driven to breaking point and the disbelieving families of Sherilyn and Brendon we get every point of view, including theirs.
Everyone but Samantha has a say in this story, perhaps because she had no voice herself throughout her life.
It's rare to find this sort of abominable coldness in a character and yet here it is in two. With no perception of what they have done, no acceptance that they have abused and killed their own child and at one point this terrible proud happiness when the policeman's discovery of her body is described in court (their reaction is noted with shock by the court usher) they truly are two of the most cold, unfeeling and quietly psychopathic people ever to appear in a book I have read. They are frightening, and yet at the end of the book Brendan has this one moment of humanity that makes you wonder why he can empathise with a strangers child but not his own.
This book is not for the faint-hearted and it is not just the death of Samantha that some readers might find distressing. Sherilyn's mother is mentally fragile following the loss of four other children and those losses and her feelings about them are described.
I don't think anyone can read this book and not end it feeling shaken and upset but I would still recommend it as being the first book by an author with amazing insight and talent. It's well written and well thought out, designed to make everyone think that this could happen behind the closed doors in their street and makes the reader wonder how much responsibility they might bear if it did. This book took hold of me from the minute I started it and did not let me go even after I finished it. It's going to be on my mind for a long time and although I can't say I 'enjoyed' it with it being such a terrible subject, enjoyment isn't the only criteria for great book and that's what this was. A great book that shook me out of my comfortable reading habits and kept me gripped right until the end.