June 2015 Rainbows!!

[kerri28]

We are due with our rainbow on June 7th but will deliver at 37weeks in may. This little ones due date is just a week before what would have been Hannah's due date this past summer. I'm so terrified every second of every day. It's so easy for so many people to tell me it will be fine this time and extremely rare it could happen again. All I say to that is "you told me it was extremely rare to have a sudden unexplained stillbirth in the first place!" I have next to no trust in any provider at the moment. We saw the heartbeat Monday and have scans every two weeks and every test recommended. I'm still scared. I don't know how I will ever relax. I'm scared to be excited and it all ripped from me again.

 

[Radiance]

I'm due June 10th!

Congratulations!!

We are due with our rainbow on June 7th but will deliver at 37weeks in may. This little ones due date is just a week before what would have been Hannah's due date this past summer. I'm so terrified every second of every day. It's so easy for so many people to tell me it will be fine this time and extremely rare it could happen again. All I say to that is "you told me it was extremely rare to have a sudden unexplained stillbirth in the first place!" I have next to no trust in any provider at the moment. We saw the heartbeat Monday and have scans every two weeks and every test recommended. I'm still scared. I don't know how I will ever relax. I'm scared to be excited and it all ripped from me again.

It's awesome you've seen the heartbeat!! My scan is next week at nearly eight weeks. I hate when people say that. I'm in the 1%, I've lost two sons, a daughter and have had two early losses (chemical or blighted ovums). We lost our sons and daughter for different reasons and most of them very rare. That worry is always there but I found celebrating the small milestones made each step closer to the big day. I am also due around the same time as my daughter Hope was. I'm suppose to get induced a little early, so I could deliver on her due date.

 

[Radiance]

I hope everyone is doing well!!

I've been doing great. I am dying for junk for all the time though I do love mash potatoes and grilled onions right now as well. I have two appointments next week, first is OB and the second is scan. I've had a very strong feeling most of this pregnancy that we are having a girl. I had an incident today where my 48 pound child jumped off the couch onto my back. Took the wind right out of me. I've cried on and off since it's happened. I'm not showing any bad signs but obviously I can't help but worry. I plan on going to the ER when my husband gets off work tonight.

 

[Radiance]

Tonight I got to see my baby and heartbeat for the first time!!! Scan was absolutely perfect, baby measured a few days behind. I'm pretty excited! My six hour visit was worth it.

 

[jaan613]

hiiiiii.
does the worrying and stressing get any easier?? *sigh* i guess for me i just can't wait to see/know of a heartbeat. im getting so impatient and the fact i'm having no symptoms is scaring me! i keep peeing on tests (i know, i'm crazy) just to see those double lines....i know it doesnt confirm a healthy pregnancy but still!
wish i could just relax and enjoy. trying to be positive and say a prayer everytime i feel or worry i may miscarry again.
how do you women try to stay positive and strong?

 

[smoore]

I have surprisingly just felt very calm since finding out. I think part of it is knowing how hard stress is on the body. I haven't had the horrible worry that I thought I would.

 

[pink_phoenix]

hi ladies i just wanted to join this lovely group.

first of all id like to say my heart goes out to you all that seem in the same position as be, still worrying about this pregnancy due to a previous loss. i wish you all the very best this time around xx

im about 7 weeks pregnant almost 4 months to the day since i lost my angel on my birthday.
it was an unexpected pregnancy but defo doesnt make it hurt any less.
this time round we were trying and really felt like it was going to take forever. i only tested as i had a massive tattoo session booked in.
felt fine up untill a few days ago now i cant stop sleeping and the time i am awake i feel constantly im going to be sick. just sitting up or walking to the toilet makes me queasy

Really hoping this time round goes much better. i had brain surgery about the time i would have conceived last time so hoping it was all down to the amount of drugs that was in my system at the time.
I also had to suffer the loss of my beloved pet dog which i cant imagine helped much either.

im still learning to live with the effects of the brain surgery but im completely drug free and have been since the op so fingers crossed i should be ok this time.

my EDD is 20th of June which is just before fathers days so that exciting for me and my partner. Also June is the month my dog originally came to live with us in 2001 so got alot of good memory's and times of that month to look forward to


hope your all well and having a good halloween weekend

pink xxx

 

[Radiance]

How is everyone doing?

My first high risk appointment with my new high risk doctor is on Monday! I'll be 13+3 Not much to update! I'm still exhausted and I have started getting severe nausea at 11.5 weeks.

 

[Radiance]

hi ladies i just wanted to join this lovely group.

first of all id like to say my heart goes out to you all that seem in the same position as be, still worrying about this pregnancy due to a previous loss. i wish you all the very best this time around xx

im about 7 weeks pregnant almost 4 months to the day since i lost my angel on my birthday.
it was an unexpected pregnancy but defo doesnt make it hurt any less.
this time round we were trying and really felt like it was going to take forever. i only tested as i had a massive tattoo session booked in.
felt fine up untill a few days ago now i cant stop sleeping and the time i am awake i feel constantly im going to be sick. just sitting up or walking to the toilet makes me queasy

Really hoping this time round goes much better. i had brain surgery about the time i would have conceived last time so hoping it was all down to the amount of drugs that was in my system at the time.
I also had to suffer the loss of my beloved pet dog which i cant imagine helped much either.

im still learning to live with the effects of the brain surgery but im completely drug free and have been since the op so fingers crossed i should be ok this time.

my EDD is 20th of June which is just before fathers days so that exciting for me and my partner. Also June is the month my dog originally came to live with us in 2001 so got alot of good memory's and times of that month to look forward to


hope your all well and having a good halloween weekend

pink xxx

For some reason I missed your post!! Congratulations!! How are you, baby, and pregnancy going?

 

[pink_phoenix]

hi ladies i just wanted to join this lovely group.

first of all id like to say my heart goes out to you all that seem in the same position as be, still worrying about this pregnancy due to a previous loss. i wish you all the very best this time around xx

im about 7 weeks pregnant almost 4 months to the day since i lost my angel on my birthday.
it was an unexpected pregnancy but defo doesnt make it hurt any less.
this time round we were trying and really felt like it was going to take forever. i only tested as i had a massive tattoo session booked in.
felt fine up untill a few days ago now i cant stop sleeping and the time i am awake i feel constantly im going to be sick. just sitting up or walking to the toilet makes me queasy

Really hoping this time round goes much better. i had brain surgery about the time i would have conceived last time so hoping it was all down to the amount of drugs that was in my system at the time.
I also had to suffer the loss of my beloved pet dog which i cant imagine helped much either.

im still learning to live with the effects of the brain surgery but im completely drug free and have been since the op so fingers crossed i should be ok this time.

my EDD is 20th of June which is just before fathers days so that exciting for me and my partner. Also June is the month my dog originally came to live with us in 2001 so got alot of good memory's and times of that month to look forward to


hope your all well and having a good halloween weekend

pink xxx

For some reason I missed your post!! Congratulations!! How are you, baby, and pregnancy going?

Thank you
I'm doing much better now, sickness is more manageable now, just the tiredness keeps kicking my butt.

Xx