So.....Butterfly, blessedmom, Indigo, Tulipgirl, Redclaire, FionaJames - two days to go and counting!! What's 'appening?????????
Hi girls thank you one and all , from the bottom of my slightly sore heart. A few hours later the realization that this month hasn't worked , tears are done and i need to pick myself up a bit and stop feeling sorry for myself , for us.
I'd never ever want to cause a divide between ttc for a first or tenth for that matter . If anything I now have a new found a deep respect for you girls going through it to get your first baby. I feel like I should apologize to the world because only now do I get it. However , were a lot luckier than some . I just want this for my two imps as much as for us. I think I've placed this crazy pressure on myself because I hoped to crack it before 37 . This will be our last and I keep feeling like were running out of time. Which is stupid and doesn't help. I don't smoke am fit etc but yes the facts are fertility is an issue at our age. Not impossible though given all the lovely bfp here.
Hubby and I had a talk and we've decided enough enough of trying in the dark , time for intervention , and the whole range of tests. Then well go from there.
Thankyou again , feel a bit daft , but better perhaps just a wee bit bruised rather than broken.
Counting my blessings . Especially as hubby ( only just ) avoided a lorry that
lost it's load , they drive like loonies here ....blind loonies. Not going to get anywhere with this ttc nuttiness without him about that's for sure !
Thanks for putting up with me , seems your stuck with me for now. Bring on the July merry go round
your first post on this made me cry and my heart ache for you, but I'm glad you have talked to your wonderful hubby and are forging on. What a lucky lady you are to have such a patient and loving guy! It is just what you need. Bring on the july merry go round, indeed!!!! 
Hi Bubba, glad you are going to get intervention towards your 3rd. Hope I didn't upset you by what I said, sometimes I just say it how it is and I'm not too good with words (or people!?£$!). Really hope you do get your third and complete your family and you have lots of time so don't pressure yourself
So.....Butterfly, blessedmom, Indigo, Tulipgirl, Redclaire, FionaJames - two days to go and counting!! What's 'appening?????????
So.....Butterfly, blessedmom, Indigo, Tulipgirl, Redclaire, FionaJames - two days to go and counting!! What's 'appening?????????
Hanging in there Jax! AF a day late but think she will turn up on her broomstick very soon as have only had BFNs and an evap on the ICs
Thanks Bubba, you are a honey
Am not really sure what to make of this.
BFN's on IC's and can hardly see the line on the FRER now. Am so upset.
Will go and buy another packet of Frers and a digi but i now fear the worst. Been some brown blood spotting as well today.
Am removing my tickers as its all to upsetting.
Am so confused.
x
Am not really sure what to make of this.
BFN's on IC's and can hardly see the line on the FRER now. Am so upset.
Will go and buy another packet of Frers and a digi but i now fear the worst. Been some brown blood spotting as well today.
Am removing my tickers as its all to upsetting.
Am so confused.
x
Am not really sure what to make of this.
BFN's on IC's and can hardly see the line on the FRER now. Am so upset.
Will go and buy another packet of Frers and a digi but i now fear the worst. Been some brown blood spotting as well today.
Am removing my tickers as its all to upsetting.
Am so confused.
x
for you.Am not really sure what to make of this.
BFN's on IC's and can hardly see the line on the FRER now. Am so upset.
Will go and buy another packet of Frers and a digi but i now fear the worst. Been some brown blood spotting as well today.
Am removing my tickers as its all to upsetting.
Am so confused.
x
! I promise I will do the research when I'm back in Toronto, things have gotten a bit crazy here. When would you be testing in July? I think I'm listed for the 27th? Would be nice to test around the same date 
is here, as anticipated! We won't be really trying in July, as that would bring us to an April baby (which would be in the middle of DH's final exams- he's going back to university to do a teaching programme), but in case we have another "oops" I'll still list myself...
Am not really sure what to make of this.
BFN's on IC's and can hardly see the line on the FRER now. Am so upset.
Will go and buy another packet of Frers and a digi but i now fear the worst. Been some brown blood spotting as well today.
Am removing my tickers as its all to upsetting.
Am so confused.
x
for you. I agree, you should see your Dr and have the blood test. Praying everything is ok.
So.....Butterfly, blessedmom, Indigo, Tulipgirl, Redclaire, FionaJames - two days to go and counting!! What's 'appening?????????
arrival as i've been spotting for 4 days (and too long in the tooth to keep fingers crossed for implantation!) I'll be adding myself to the July testers list too very shortly. hope everything is ok. x to all you lovely ladies. x x x
