Just thought i'd explain my journey & say hello!

[HopingCarter]

Kika, no offense, I love you lots--I TRULY DO, but I would have wanted to hear that from her. I understand you read her journal to check in on her, but that news is for her to tell, IMHO. Sorry, if I'm coming across rude, but I would prefer Tara would tell us what her results were and how she feels about them and such and such lol..

Anyways, sorry to hear that TARA! FX'd for tomorrow if you plan to test...was it stark white, a shimmer of shadow, anything...??

 

[LoolaXx]

you're right.. there's a reason why she hasn't posted herself to tell us yet. I hope she's not too disappointed as it is really early still (even though disappointment is a major factor of ttc so I bet she feels like shit right now, excuse my French) Let's hope it changes!!! we love you tara!

 

[HopingCarter]

Louisa, I am doing well today! I actually got up and was jumping around like a crazy person this morning just knowing that I'm gonna be a mommy. Like sis, you don't even know how I'm happy and excited I am right now (well, I'm SURE you're gonna be there this month)!! It's like I can just feel that this is my time, and I can't wait til October to see his/her/their cute little face(s) lol!! I'm kissing 'em for us both!!

 

[HopingCarter]

you're right.. there's a reason why she hasn't posted herself to tell us yet. I hope she's not too disappointed as it is really early still (even though disappointment is a major factor of ttc so I bet she feels like shit right now, excuse my French) Let's hope it changes!!! we love you tara!

Yes, Tara, I know a BFN is very disappointing but we are behind you 100% and definitely understand if you need some time today, but I do know that 10 dpo is still early and I have hope for you whenever you choose to test again. Love you lady.

I'm sorry Kika, I don't want you to be offended, I truly Love You and I hope you don't disappear. You're intentions were good

 

[LoolaXx]

awwww shara!!! you are so so so so so cute. Believe me, I can feel your excitement from here and I feel it for you. I can feel it for you all, until I can feel it for myself! FX
well there's good news in one department- my OPK got dark today! Not a positive yet but tomorrow or Thursday it will be! Yay!

Kika Shara is right ..
Please don't disappear again we was all itching to know, so we get that you was just letting us know I'm sure tara doesn't mind, don't go quiet woman or i will have to hunt you down
I'm at jess's and I got a bump pic .. I can't believe she's only just gone 11 weeks!!! Give me 10 and I'll post

 

[HopingCarter]

Jess! Can't wait to see it

 

[LoolaXx]

Top down ..

 

[LoolaXx]

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Twinsies!!!!! my nieces and nephews!!! So excited I want to cry. Haha

 

[HopingCarter]

AWWWWWWWWW!!! Jess such a cute bump!! Get well soon so that you can log on and we can make fun of you and your ridiculously cute twinbump!!

 

[Kika7]

Kika, no offense, I love you lots--I TRULY DO, but I would have wanted to hear that from her. I understand you read her journal to check in on her, but that news is for her to tell, IMHO. Sorry, if I'm coming across rude, but I would prefer Tara would tell us what her results were and how she feels about them and such and such lol..

Oh I honestly didn't give it much thought when I spurt it out, I'm so sorry, hope Tara, doesn't get mad at me I didn't mean to be stupid ugh

 

[Kika7]

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Twinsies!!!!! my nieces and nephews!!! So excited I want to cry. Haha

Awe, so cute and exciting, I want to cry too

 

[Kika7]

Kika Shara is right ..

Oh I know now and I feel so dumb :/

I honestly didn't mean to speak for Tara or anything, I didn't think much besides if i said it may be we could all go there give her the thumbs up and support her...

I know better now, hope she forgives me and you guys too

 

[tag74]

Thanks everyone for the nice support! I truly appreciate it. I am a bit disappointed but know its early. My BnB buddy who tested with me today DID get her BFP so that is amazing. I am very happy for her. She is 2 days ahead of me.

I am not upset...I know everyone who follows my journal were anxiously waiting and work has been horrendous yesterday (and this week) with a huge deadline but I needed to take a break and let you guys know personally.

My plan is to test again Friday at 13dpo.

I have to sign off for work but promise to catch up on everyone's comments later tonight - I love those bump pics though.

Let's keep everything crossed for Friday. xoxoxoxo

 

[HopingCarter]

YOU ARE NOT STUPID!! You see, that's why I said I didn't mean to sound rude!! I just meant that when it's news, I'd rather hear it from the horse's mouth (not that she's a horse, but you catch my drift ). Mostly because I want to be nosy and also, I want her feelings on her experience, that's all. I guess I just a pet peeve for that. Like my mom told some lady on the bus I was pregnant, and when I saw her at women's group last night, she's all "congratulations" which I don't mind the congrats, but I DO mind that my mom telling my business. It's just me, Kika. DAMN HORMONES

 

[HopingCarter]

Aww Tara, I'm glad to see you're in good spirits about it, and I do believe it was just too early. EXd for Friday!! hey 10 dpo on the 10th, 13 dpo on the 13th, That's got to be a sign right LOL

Kika, are you like a leaky faucet too!! Like I've been wearing thick pantiliners lately due to my "leakage" of CM but it's only getting wetter lol! It's only this clear/cloudy color CM that is lotiony like. It's weird! It feels JUST like AF but no blood. Please tell me you, Jodie, Jess, or Kim is having this. Or th Louisa and Tara had that before. I'm so weirded out right now

 

[Kika7]

YOU ARE NOT STUPID!! You see, that's why I said I didn't mean to sound rude!! I just meant that when it's news, I'd rather hear it from the horse's mouth (not that she's a horse, but you catch my drift ). Mostly because I want to be nosy and also, I want her feelings on her experience, that's all. I guess I just a pet peeve for that. Like my mom told some lady on the bus I was pregnant, and when I saw her at women's group last night, she's all "congratulations" which I don't mind the congrats, but I DO mind that my mom telling my business. It's just me, Kika. DAMN HORMONES

Oh, I know!!! I have to remember to pause before I say/do things now! I've never had issues with that and actually i did research and wrote a paper on unconscious, automatic, intuitive thinking/reacting vs thoughtful, logic and rational ones...and I can't believe I'm doing it

Oh Shara, i woukdn't like mom to spread the news too but if she does it's just cause oh just think how happy she must be and bursting with happy news oh bless her

Guys I know we haven't talked about it...but I haven't told anyone besides dh and you... No one else knows...only one other lady I met in a pros and cons vaccines discussion...so no one who could link me to real life yet...

I'm waiting to see if the baby's alive

And on that note!!!!-->> I've progress!!! I've an appointment with ob on Friday they said she'll explain everything and send me to tests. I'm hoping next week would be the testing/ scanning week and I'll be 10 weeks so it's a good time to see baby

The PCP I chose doesn't accpet new patients until April and I said "oh what should I do, I could wait but I'm pregnant..." And they said "oh here's a number of ob, call her and explain the situation and see what she says"

I don't understand how I could see an ob unless I'm referred to it by PCP, anyone, please...

Also what's the difference between seeing a OB and seeing a midwife? I want to see the cheapest person. And I'm kinda scared of the giving birth expenses --> on the pregnancy forum they are saying home birth is more expensive than hospital birth :/ it's all free in the UK ...

But anyway I've an appointment to look forward to

Hugs

 

[Kika7]

Aww Tara, I'm glad to see you're in good spirits about it, and I do believe it was just too early. EXd for Friday!! hey 10 dpo on the 10th, 13 dpo on the 13th, That's got to be a sign right LOL

Kika, are you like a leaky faucet too!! Like I've been wearing thick pantiliners lately due to my "leakage" of CM but it's only getting wetter lol! It's only this clear/cloudy color CM that is lotiony like. It's weird! It feels JUST like AF but no blood. Please tell me you, Jodie, Jess, or Kim is having this. Or th Louisa and Tara had that before. I'm so weirded out right now

Shara, That's such a good sign! Everyone is like it and I was the same last time. I would feel warm liquid gushing out and I would think it's AF but it was CM lotion like...

This time I've nothing it does worry me a bit but I try not to think about it too much. I'm very very very dry and making love feels painful...there's only dryness in there. I googled it yday and dryness may be a sign of low progesterone which I used to have in the past or also pregnancy diabetes which I won't be surprised if I had cause I eat a lot of fat food...

So leaking is a great sign, i used to go through 3-4 pairs of undies last time cause I didn't have pads...

 

[HopingCarter]

Pheeeeeeew! OMG, I didn't know that. I didn't have that the first time. It was wet, but this is on another level lol. I was only having this type of wetness during my TWW which is why I didn't know I was preggers the first time, but at almost 6 weeks.....no way! I was dry too like you Kika CRAZY

 

[LoolaXx]

Shara, I did have this before!!! I had to wear pads (which I never normally do) because of the CM which back then I had no idea what the hell it was! Mine was just like a lotion and sometimes watery and it DID feel exactly like a CM period rather than a blood period you're right .. It's all good, girl! That's a fab sign. Jess hasn't mentioned anything about having it but I should think so, all she cares about right now is how sick she feels, bless her heart. When my time comes, I'm not looking forward to MS at all lol.

Tara I love the positive attitude and I'm glad you're not too down about it. I have a feeling you'll get a different result on Friday. Let's hope!!

Kika that's amazing news about finally seeing an ob(?) not too sure what that stands for, but I'm glad you're finally seeing SOMEONE. Will you be having a scan or just some bloods done? Woohoo!!!

Shara I feel you.. Because I would be so peed of my mum told people. Anything to do with ttc, is nice to hear come from that persons mouth, especially when you finally get pregnant! That's the buttercream, icing AND cherry on the cake so of course you want to be the one to tell people news that you've been wanting to tell for so long. Again though, her intentions were probably good! xx

 

[HopingCarter]

YAAAAAAAY for your appt!! I can't wait to see baby!! You'll see, he/she's alive and you're gonna be so taken back when you see that HB

And, Yes, in the US you can choose an OB without having a PCP's referral. What if you don't have a PCP, but still need to visit the OB?? Now there are some OB specialists by referral only, I'm sure, but mostly you can choose one yourself. And the difference between an OB and midwife here is, if you're pregnant or not but seriously I think that true. If you think about it, everytime I went to the doctor and they go gynecological work pre-pregnancy, they were called an OB, but as soon as I got pregnant, they were like "your midwives...."..I think they just specialize in pregnancy and delivery more than OBs though TBH lol. IDK