...katie...????????????????????

[ashiozz]

!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HES FINALLY SLEEPING.. but I lost my phone, I think in the couch, like IN The couch to a point of no return.. .so i had to activate an old one. Mitch said hes going to try to find it when he gets here lmao.

ah today was NOT my day.

 

[gigglebox]

oh no! i hate couches like that mine is like that i'm pretty sure it ate one of my favorite earrings. i dug around like hell trying to find it but no luck...

 

[gigglebox]

did you get a decent nap/break?

un-pregnant newer moms: do you still get phantom kicks? i just got one today. it's weird.

c-section club: how does your incision site feel? mine feels totally fine, but every now and then i turn the wrong way and it hurts on the inside...

rroooar outside.
me: "is that your dad?"
hubs, looking out window: "no."
me: "good, i didn't want to put on a bra."

 

[ashiozz]

Haha, Ive never felt a phantom kick, am I Strange?
My incision site feels fine, a tad itchy? I think its from the skin healing or maybe its because I cant soap it because my doctor hates me?

I live in a bra, but its because my boobs are massive and i feel they're too easy to notice if theyre not in one. lmao

-.- I did not get a break really as usual, mitch has hung out with tyler but he basically asks me to do everything when it comes to "make him a bottle and Ill feed him.."..... No one makes bottles for me, when i told him i wanted a break cuz i was getting yelled at all day he said, "are you sure you wanted a baby"... Im tired of being asked that when I have days when I DO NEED A BREAK. 24/7 with Tyler is really hard work and treating me like I dont deserve a break is irritating me, and if i ask for a break it doesnt mean it's because I Dont like my child. -.- Now hes in the shower and Tylers out here asleep -.-

 

[..katie..]

Ash, smack your husband. Do it.
I put a screaming patrick in his crib today, closed the door, went to the other room, decided I couldnt stay in the house, and walked outside and sobbed today. Theres only so much yelling one can handle. If I didn't, I was going to throw him. or bite him. or something.
GAH. Nothing like rage directed at a person who doesnt deserve it, eh?

Got my IUD today. didn't hurt going in at all. I'm cramping a little now, not a lot. Bleeding a bit. Excited to have no more children for at least five more years.

feeling fat today.
feeling grumpy at my mom today.

LIA! That's adorable!!!!!!!! I hope it is just a game and not a real cough.

 

[..katie..]

OH, and yes, i'm still getting phantom kicks. Sometimes they make me want to cry.

 

[ashiozz]

You got the IUD? Mitch is scared cuz of an episode of doctor oz that was on last night.. i guess the guy got cuts on his penis cuz her string was cut too short.. 0.o

 

[..katie..]

wow!!!
yeah....its low dose, free, and longer than any of my relationships. patrick will be in school by the time i need a new one, so im happy with it

 

[Menelly]

OK, prayers/candle lighting/sacrifices of small animals or ex boyfriends/etc. needed. My hubby just interviewed at his job for a supervisor position. It'd be a 70% raise! And he's one of 3 they interviewed, so it seems like he's got a good shot.

PLEASE let him get it! <begging> It'd be AWESOME.

 

[gigglebox]

ash--you SHOULD hit him! he'll be so taken aback he won't know what to do.

yes, i'm promoting spousal abuse today. i guess that's the kind of moon i'm in.

blah i'm still waiting to hear back from my OB if i'm definitely not a candidate for an IUD.

i just accidentally cut Des while trying to trim his nails. hubs had to console me while i consoled Des i feel bad--but it turns out it was nothing a bottle couldn't fix!

 

[gigglebox]

good luck with the job situation lia! how exciting!

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sadly, my OB told me IUDs are, like, a $500 initial cost

 

[gigglebox]

katie--could he have the reflux?

des was so fussy today, then he finally shit! it was intense lol; but it was like someone gave me a new baby after. anyway don't feel bad about walking away. it's fucking tough, this baby thing. you're doing great! just don't give in to the urge to shake him...

that reminds me, did kristen turn out ok with the tough time with baby thing? i didn't see her talk about it; on facebook she seems always happy with him so i'm hoping the tough time is done...but i wanted an update!

my cat is hunting a mosquito. i knew she wasn't totally useless!

 

[..katie..]

should have been irresponsible like me and gotten pregnant as an unwed teenager!

 

[..katie..]

lia- luck!!!!!!

 

[ashiozz]

OK, prayers/candle lighting/sacrifices of small animals or ex boyfriends/etc. needed. My hubby just interviewed at his job for a supervisor position. It'd be a 70% raise! And he's one of 3 they interviewed, so it seems like he's got a good shot.

PLEASE let him get it! <begging> It'd be AWESOME.

sending sacrifficed ex boyfriends souls your way

 

[ashiozz]

good luck with the job situation lia! how exciting!

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sadly, my OB told me IUDs are, like, a $500 initial cost

Thank god for meeting my max out of pocket costs for the year! lmao

 

[ashiozz]

katie--could he have the reflux?

des was so fussy today, then he finally shit! it was intense lol; but it was like someone gave me a new baby after. anyway don't feel bad about walking away. it's fucking tough, this baby thing. you're doing great! just don't give in to the urge to shake him...

that reminds me, did kristen turn out ok with the tough time with baby thing? i didn't see her talk about it; on facebook she seems always happy with him so i'm hoping the tough time is done...but i wanted an update!

my cat is hunting a mosquito. i knew she wasn't totally useless!

I assume she is doing better. Im not sure, I know her facebook is positive.

Yes, do not shake the baby, I find sometimes I have to put Tyler down in his swing with a pacifier just for a few moments so I can let my rage fade. I would never shake him, but I do get the urge to yell at him and that's also not good.

=/

 

[ashiozz]

No spousal abuse, he'd probably leave and call me psycho then we'd divorce and I dont wanna fight for custody of Tyler.. Plus I love him or something, but we revisited the subject and he says he was kidding =/ makes me uncomfortable to talk about... ><

 

[Menelly]

good luck with the job situation lia! how exciting!

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sadly, my OB told me IUDs are, like, a $500 initial cost

Thanks.

Does your insurance not cover birth control? They HAVE to know that an IUD is cheaper than a repeat csec. >.>

 

[Menelly]

No spousal abuse, he'd probably leave and call me psycho then we'd divorce and I dont wanna fight for custody of Tyler.. Plus I love him or something, but we revisited the subject and he says he was kidding =/ makes me uncomfortable to talk about... ><

I forget who's the aspie ones around here, isn't Mitch one of the aspie types?

If so, say this to him: "Joking about whether I want my child or not is not funny and never will be. I will be hurt and get mad at you 100% of the times you try this 'joke'. Don't do it, I mean it."

There is no way to misconstrue that, and all men are shit at taking hints, and Aspie men are so much more shit at taking hints than even normal men. Bludgeon him with a 2x4 in the "not a hint, it's a fucking command" category.