Hey guys! I've not posted on here for a while due to all the above. At me the mo, we're trying to make a go of things and "concentrate on us" (which means at the mo, I'm am not even remotely allowed to mention anything to do with babies and my wants n needs/broodiness).
I am going along with it for now, my reasoning being, I need to be sure I am not pushing the baby thing just because I feel there is something wrong in our relationship. I need to be sure I'm happy with him baby or no baby.
I'll be honest I'm feeling resentful at the min as it feels that yet again, he is putting himself before me (yesterday he went out n spent thousands on a new motorbike). But I think I need to give it one last try and stick to my original make or break deadline of Feb-2011. In the meantime I'm thinking about going into training to do a 10k run, I'll have fully paid of my car and another few pounds will have bn paid off our mortgage putting me in a better position financially to go it alone.
So, thats where things stand at the mo!