Looking for a friend! TTC #1

[DaTucker]

I've heard that so many times: "Stop stressing, stop trying, it will happen." I'm like, bitch please...sorry for the language lol. My mother even had the nerve to say something about how we needed to get a move on, even if it's just adoption. People who have never been through it just don't understand.

I'm now on my 34th cycle, and it doesn't get easier, Tbh. Atm I have 2 of my closest friends who are pregnant, one of whom had said she didn't want to get pregnant for another 2 years. My baby sister who is unemployed and living with my mother is 2 months along. I can't help but being jealous about it. I've definitely been where you are!

 

[ProjectEmily]

Not many ppl do understand unless they themselves have had infertility issues. Bless my Dh for trying to understand he also really wants a child but I'm the one who can't give it to him, he has a son from a previous relationship which just adds salt into my wounds...the 1 march seems years away at the moment ! Where u able make an appointment ?

 

[DaTucker]

Well I did a pr-screening for one yesterday and I am now waiting for them to call back to schedule an appointment. I'm getting desperate here!!

 

[liloldme]

Hey you to .. its hard whe your upset over the ttc game. Like you say people say stop stressing its easy for those they might have just got pregnant without thinking. Ive not been "trying" as long as you two but its still upsetting every month.. so i can imagine after how lng you two its heartbreaking. both my sisters have 5 and 3 and seems every one of my friends are announcing or having one. Underneath the smile im screaming i wish it was me. Af is due sunday and feels like its fizzling out this cycle. Big hugs to you both xxx

 

[DaTucker]

We have to stay positive ladies!!!!

On a negative side note, though: I had a super rough day at work today, then on my lunch break the gynecologist calls me and says they can't schedule me until freaking August....I burst into tears right then and there! I'm going to start looking into a Dr. at a big city about an hour away from where I live...

OK, NOW LET THE POSITIVE VIBES BEGIN!!

Btw, lil, Sunday is days away yet, you can still get that positive!

 

[liloldme]

Yeah august seems so far away see where you get looking into that. Good luck . I tested at 10dpo bfn i cant see me getting it this one so like you say positivity hurry up af i can move onto the next cycle x

 

[DaTucker]

So what's the news, lilold me?? AF or no AF?

 

[liloldme]

hey she showed a day late. im never a day late but i was having the actimal drinks everyday for bloated and digestive system they contain b6 and vitamins which i think lengths your LP. or could be stress im not sure so back on the ovulation time soon. how you? x

 

[DaTucker]

Stress is very well known for pushing back AF!!
I've been busy with work, I'm in my fertile week and should ovulate in 3 days! Which is awesome bc my birthday is on Sunday. Maybe I'll get some luck.

 

[liloldme]

i suppose yeh i dont think i have been as stressed as first few month tcc. i know what you mean though. i
im just putting it to the back of my mind. just sick of people saying it will happen when it happens , dont think bout it you wont get prg. best thing for me is not to mention it and rant on here lol. ah that time again. im nxt week. i hope you get your birthday wish x

 

[DaTucker]

Rant away!! I love this place for that purpose alone lol.

I'm supposedly ovulating today, I'm kind of hoping I do tomorrow, though, bc I want one more day of bd!!

 

[liloldme]

it soon comes around doesnt it.. so im ovulating this weekend. we was going to give it a break but how can i when i want it so bad so just trying to keep myself busy. also im trying concieve plus for first time this cycle hear alot of good so will see. good luck catching the little eggy ill pop back in see how you are

 

[ProjectEmily]

Hello to you both! Sorryhave not been on here in a while but the break has done me good ! So here's my update... I am still taking the Duphaston , till the 4th of Feb when I go and see my obgyn who will see if my cyst has shrunk or not . On the 15th of Feb we will be going to see a fertility specialist ( so excited and nervous ) so hoping to start whatever treatment by march . Dh has done his sperm analysis and here are the results... in brackets I will include the normal values that the lab have provided.
Sperm count 152 million/ml ( 10-250 million)
Ph 7.5 ( 7-8.3 )
Morphology
Total normal forms 64 % ( 14-100%)
Motility 65% (30-100%)
Viability ( adequate forward progression ) 74% (30-100%)
MAR ANTIBODY test negative.

Then at the end of the results it reads
" THE SEAMEN SAMPLE SUBMITTED IS NORMAL "

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it really is such a relief to have that out the way , of course Dh thinks he is the 'man' now ! And I'm really glad that everything is ok with him , but still a little sad that it is now ALL my fault ! But I will get over that when we holding our little miracle !
Hope you are both well.
LILOLDME do u have watsapp on your phone ? If u do, pls inbox me your cell number so we can also chat on there , Amanda has it too and it really is gr8 to get a word of encouragement out the blue sometimes! Xxx

 

[liloldme]

Thats good news for dh...dont get your self down hope to hear some good news soon .. watsapp..ive currently got an old phone at the min awaiting new one ill send it when it come ill download the app its a good idea xx

 

[liloldme]

Hiya how are you guys ??..im 5 dpo today im thinking i tried not to chart anything this time just go with the flow.. i normally o around 12 after af so going from that. X

 

[DaTucker]

I'm not sure what dpo I am. my temps were erratic bc of my new puppy waking me up at odd times....I'm praying af comes in the next few days so it's over before my appointment!!

 

[liloldme]

Ah i see . Good luck with the appointment . x

 

[DaTucker]

Helloooo ladies AF got me, but no worries here. how have y'all been doing?

 

[liloldme]

ah sorry the witch as showed. im ok 11dpo so symptoms really af due saturday been really dizzy 8 9 10 dpo but not sure if it related . just plodding along im not testing i dont think just going to wait for saturday. whens your appointment ? x

 

[DaTucker]

Tomorrow at 9:15.

Dizziness actually is a good symptom! I don't blame you for waiting, though, I didn't test at all this cycle!