looking for at home AI buddy..currently ovulating!

[Brittles]

P.S. I sent you a FB request.

 

[mamidoll]

oh you poor thing . i feel so bad for you!! you are sooo strong..its amazing. i can sense how strong you are and i dont even know you!!! it just must be soo hard. i couldnt imagine. i just know you are going to get lucky soon!! you are ADORABLE btw! your DH is a lucky man! i like to stalk FB pics so i will be doing that soon. LOL. so glad you sent a request! i really hope get a sticky bean and can find a way out of your situation. its sounds mad stressful!! i know how it feels to love your job and then get screwed over! i was a nurse before i had my son..and it was the same way..LOVED my job..then got screwed over a few times and got totally turned off. when i got pregnant i went part time..then went to home care..then by the time i was like 6 months i had stopped working all together, havent went back since and have no desire to. its ashame. they would pick pick pick at me and i was the best second shift nurse they had..i ran a 60bed unit oversaw 5 cnas and another nurse..i kept that place in check and they totally beat me down to within an inch of my sanity!!! prob not as bad as your job but i get it..and its ashame! im sorry for your stress..try not to stress too much cuz you are right..if there is a sticky bean in there, its not good. DH has an interview tonite for an overnite job..he hasnt had one since last year..just been doing the day job. so if he gets it (which i really hope he does) he'll be leaving the house at 130 in the afternoon and not getting in till 8am. then when he is home he'll be sleeping...and instead of my first thought being..yay mo $ mo $, my thought was OH NO when are we gonna have time to BD/AI? so we are gonna have to really schedule our AI time carefully! hes gonna have to leave deposits for me! its ashame you cant freeze the stuff yourself! he needs this though..the damn taxes are taking forever to come back and we need the damn car fixed..im going nuts!
thats too weird that you are having the SAME symptoms!!! im trying so hard not to symptom spot!! but the gas..omg the gas! i dont know whats going on! its so bad that i cant help but wonder!? my therm busted today so i cant take temps..it said 85.1 today wtf?! i have to wait till i can walk to the drugstore down the street. thank god there is a shopping center in walking distance! im going to order a BBT off amazon anyways..i have the opk combo pack, a bottle of the fertile cm pills, pre seed and a BBT in my cart. im going to order when AF shows..but hopefully she wont!! hopefully i took your mind off some things heres your big ass drink! LOL! i just luv these smileys! oh and btw...its never rambling to me! i like getting to know you! remember im alone all day w/a toddler so its nice to have adult interaction! thats why im always on FB and stuff. i have a group of friends that i do hang w/. we all have kids 9 or younger..we call ourselves the playdate moms..LOL. cheesy! but i havent been able to meet up w/them cuz of my car and it sucks cuz the weather has been so nice here in philly! so take it easy hon..do something to keep your mind off of the situation and try to relax..read a book or something..IDOL is coming on soon so i will be on later. i want some vlasic garlic pickle spears..hmmm...LOL. i like them anyways! im an idiot! hang in there and i will t2ul!

 

[Brittles]

Om nom nom... now my mouth is watering for vlasic. Damn you woman! Today.. today and this whole weeks has been just oh so hectic. Was awake till like 3 in the morning crying, being upset and then finally taking a long shower and watching some boob tube and falling asleep on the couch. Sucks to sleep alone in bed, and at least if I'm on the couch, I can pretend I fell asleep there and hubby is in bed (happens ALL the time, that couch puts me into a coma ) Woke up to my hubby calling and said the house up in Missouri we were supposed to close on today. Well its basement was flooded... not like a foot of water or anything, but most definitely wet. We bought the house with the idea that it could be finished since it would be equal to about the size house we have now once we finish it. So now we are getting contractors out to finish it. The only good part is that its an estate house, and all of the money the daughter "earns", medicare is going to take. So she's willing to "fix" whatever and give us an allowance for it. So it was a headache for a while but glad it turned out the way it did.
Then I had an appt for my job I had to go do real quick and while I was there the realtor called and someone wanted to come see my house I have for sale! Yay! Except I wanted to buy a bunch of flowers and weed the beds, cause they were real bad. I'm glad I super cleaned the house yesterday! I scrambled and got 6 flats of flowers planted and beds all weeded in about 2.5 hours. Whew! I really hope someone makes an offer soon. I just got home with a frozen pizza. Guess thats the good thing about not having the hubby. Only cooking for myself and the kiddo makes it easy. I'll just eat lean cuisine meals and the kid can have whatever I can whip up in 30 min He's not too adventurous with food anyways, beef, chicken, pork, spaghetti, repeat.

Oh and my job... much easier than a nurses, I assure you. I work in what would be the equivalent of the patient records dept of the hospital. Except with missiles instead of people
I'm a lucky girl with snagging my DH... He is me... but with a penis. We are \like the same person, but not in an annoying way. We crack each other up.

Well guess you're gonna have to give the DH a hand to keep him motivated when he's all sleepy.

Sucks about your BBT... I hate when stuff breaks. Hopefully you wont need that next month. Instead we will be comparing our morning sickness and sore
I'm sure I'll be doing some light FB stalking myself too! You are beautiful. Both you and your boy have AMAZING eyes! I am such a sucker for blue and green eyes... probably cause I could never have them!

I hope you get your car fixed soon or a new one. Like I said I hate when stuff breaks. Seems like the minute I put the house up for sale, everything decides to break

I haven't really noticed symptoms today... probably cause I was running around like a chicken with my head cut off I do have a lot of lotiony CM Like need a panty liner!! I never... NEVER have CM. That's why I use the fertile CM and the preseed. Plus they upped my dosage of clomid and that stuff is supposed to dry you out.

Oh and I am always around... usually more when I am at work. Its very boring and not a whole lot to do. So there's a lot of down time in my office. I like to be on FB and BnB haha

Well I'm gonna get some more tv time in. And get this munchkin to bed. Talk to ya soon!

 

[mamidoll]

you are too funny! lots of creamy cm is a GREAT sign!! i have none..just watery and occasional creamy, clumpy and stringy..gross..lol i promise i will write you a better note tmrw. had to take more gas ex for this gas pain..its horrible, im beginning to think i have a bug! i just got an overwhelmingly tired feeling and NAUSEA..prob cuz i was trying to wait for hubby to get home to eat but now im so sick to my stomach and dizzy i dont wanna eat! ugh i feel horrible. i will def t2u 2mrw though! damn woman you are busy!! where do you find the energy! sorry bout the other house and hope you have some luck. oh yeah..thanx so much for the ego boost! LOL. you r beautiful too! try to get some rest nite!

 

[Brittles]

Good night Sleep tight.

 

[mamidoll]

hey there! my facebook has been messed up all day! the page looks all crazy! so whats up? that totally sucks about your house. hope its not too bad! how are you feeling today?? im mad emotional today..woke up so depressed i wanted to hide, then i got a burst of energy and put a big puerto rican dinner together for tonite for hubby as a congrats dinner (the interview went well, he has another on mon or tues) now i feel like im going to burst out into tears!!! but the emotional stuff is nothing new, it just normal PMS..i have no sore bbs, just freaking itchy, LOL.. watery cm (normal), i used my last opk yesterday it was -. so basically nothing to report. im getting ready to count myself out at 4 dpo! i feel like a nutbag! LOL im trying so hard to remember what it felt like before i found out i was preg w/DS. we werent trying (but not preventing) so the only reason i knew was because i didnt get AF and ive never skipped one! i do remember being a hungry hungry hippo and getting very STRONG implantation cramping..i didnt know what it was at the time but now i do. thats how painful if was..i remember it distinctly! it was like a deep nagging ache in my uterus radiating to my butt that would get strong then subside and so on..i kept running to the bathroom, it felt like i was gonna break wind or have explosive diarrhea . but nothing ever happened..i would sit on the toilet forever trying to fart or poop TMI!! so i keep looking for that feeling..although i know it would be WAY early at 4 dpo. i remember having that pain the week AF was due, so i also thought it was her coming! well see! like i said i hope for sticky beans in our easter baskets instead of jelly beans! im due right on easter sunday!! well thats enough rambling for me today. kinda took my mind off things and makes me feel better to get it out! my fave part of the day is coming up..munchkins goin for a nap..its my time to put my feet up, get something to eat and watch my cooking shows, sometimes i take a nap..not always but i like having that option! i prob will today cuz im dead tired and my muscles feel like jelly..again PMS. hope you are doing ok. hope you arent too sad today. are you able to talk to DH or skype or something? i hope so! have a great afternoon and i will t2ul!!

 

[Brittles]

Literally laughed out loud about the TMI part. I must admit I have been doing nothing today except sit on BnB and peruse the forums. I have a few more symptoms and hoping they are not in my head, or just from having nothing to think about except being preggers. I was testing my HCG shot out, last time it took 6 days, today is day 6 (tonight to be exact) but the test is super + and it hasn't gotten any lighter in the past 3 day. WTH?! I also noticed that line you get on your belly above my belly button. When I had my son, the line below my belly button never went away, but the top did. From the shot you think?! (*,) I also felt like butterfly wings flapping, in the ol baby maker. Scared the shit out of me. Maybe it was just gas in my intestines though. I've been a cow eating everything in sight today. I go back to work tomorrow, hopefully that will distract me. Hopefully I don't have to work this weekend, or 12 hour shifts. sigh. My nose has been picking up smells that even a blood hound wouldn't pick up. I hope these are all in my head because of boredom. Cm has dried up today though

You cant count yourself out!! Its WAAAAAY to early for that. still 10 or so days of hell left
YAY! Glad your hubby got another interview Thats great! Hopefully he will get the job!
I wish mine kid would take a nap! You're so lucky! Mines driving me crazy today! I think I'm gonna try and rest a lil maybe get a nap in too if I can get the lil one to relax. I'm super tired today even though I got like 9 hours of sleep! Might be the rainy day. TTYL

 

[mamidoll]

i dont think its in your head!! i was stalking forums today..LOL..and i ran across something cool..google early pregnancy factor..way interesting and it'll make you feel less nutty! it is actually a blood test (though rarely ever done) that can pick up a certain hormone 24hrs after conception!!!!!! very interesting. it'll give you something to do as well! wow thats crazy you are still getting a dark + on your hpt..i dont really know how the trigger shot works other than it makes you ovulate right? but it sounds like a pretty good sign. i love the little cow! ive been lazy today too! i know i am gonna get to the point when lil man doesnt take a nap..i will be so heartbroken..LOL! i love that time of day!!!
well DH just got home and is outta the shower so im gonna put kiddo down and have something to eat w/him. THANK GOD my gas went away!!! it was horrible, DH almost had to sleep on the couch! but the dinner i made tonite has onions and red beans in it so it'll prob be back w/a vengence..LOL i keep getting lite lil aches on the top of my r bb and my blue veins are way visible but there i go symptom spotting..AHHHHH
have a good nite..have a nice day at work tomorrow..i hope you dont have to work the weekend too..ewww

 

[Brittles]

OMG. You're like my TTC soul mate!! I know ALL about EPF!! I swear this stuff is true! My THIRD HPT of the day finally started to get lighter so I may have just been freaking out. and SUPER SS! I am exhausted and the kid has been driving me nuts. Everything has been pissing me off. I even CRIED earlier when my movie wouldn't stop skipping (it was streaming over the wifi) That's just ridiculous! Finally locked (not really, but I was tempted) the kid in my room with the iPad and a movie so I could have some peace and quiet. I soooo want a lil bro or sis for him to play with. Some days he has wayyy too much energy and drives me BONKERS.
YAY for blue veins!! Thats a great sign
I'm gonna hit the hay I'm super tired and gotta get up early. Have my Progesterone check in the morning! And then off to work. Hope you can get some good The hubby too

 

[Brittles]

OMG! I am soooo excited. Just got my 5dpIUI progesterone check (supposed to be day 7 but would have been on Sunday) so it should still be rising but I am at a WHOPPING 27.3!!!! Last IUI I was at 12.9 and had to be on supps. None this time AHHHHH!!!

 

[mamidoll]

yay! thats terrific!!! so so happy for you! maybe this is your month! LOL you are MY ttc soulmate! you and i had the same kinda day!!!! every lil thing the kid did today, every noise he made drove me up a friggin wall! i even got to the point when i was like..i cant even handle him why in the hell am i trying for another! i even txt Dh and was like OMG can you plz see if you can get off early tonite! LOL! i freakin busted out crying watchin some show last nite that wasnt even sad!! i actually think i have a touch of a UTI. i have that nagging pain in my bladder (or maybe/hopefully its my uterus)
ive been headachey, tired and irritable..they are all classic UTI signs but the weird part is it doesnt burn when i pee, im not overly thirsty and my pee is normal, not dark and concentrated like when you have a UTI. it almost feels like im on AF, my bbs ache, they arent sore to the touch though..i keep poking at them..LOL i actually laid in bed all afternoon and let the munchkin run around upstairs from room to room tearing up anything he wanted..i even let him go jump on the bed in the guest room, which he's not allowed to do. he thought it was great! so needless to say i got a lot of chores to do tmrw! im curled up right now in my chair under a blanket waiting for DH to get outta the shower and im going to bed, he can put the kiddo down tonite! my fave show ghost adventures is on tonite so im going to relax in bed and watch that. hopefully ill be better tmrw, i wanna take some advil but am not just in case. have you got to talk to DH? im so glad for you! its your month i know it! try to relax and get some rest..do you have to work this weekend? hope not. i was just thinking last nite..too bad you are so far away..it would be cool as hell if we could hang out and let the kiddies play while we gabbed about our symptoms! nite nite doll!

 

[mamidoll]

hey how are ya? i cant stand this waiting....well we are what 6dpo? i am 6 according to ff but i think i ovulated on sat so i might be 7. i have no more UTI symptoms...so im hoping what i felt yesterday was implantation??? i know its too early to be feeling anything and my nursing logic knows its too early too LOL so im not looking into anything.. i have cramps and achey bbs still but im just chalking it up to PMS..just passing through..be on later dear!

 

[Brittles]

Hey! I've been having a pretty good day. Spotting is still there, kinda off and on. I'm 6dpIUI and the wait is killing me too, I actually went to Michaels to get some activities for the kiddo. And I decided to try knitting and crocheting. So far I have given up on crocheting, but I think I can get knitting... I'm an artsy, fartsy crafty kinda person. Plus keeps me busy working with my hands instead of peeing on things I got this inflatable bowling thing, and I was on the verge of gagging/throwing up with that little tab in my mouth while I was blowing them up. When I was pregnant with my boy, the only time I threw up was brushing my teeth. Bad gag reflex. Appetite is down today, although when I went grocery shopping I bought some Vlasic's
Other than that no more symptoms, HPT still shows the trigger shot Hoping its negative tomorrow so I can know its a true positive! If it never goes neg, you know I'm gonna be questioning it until its super dark

Hoping our cramps and your sore boobies are good signs. Would be nice to have a bump buddy You feeling better today though?

Hubby finally got internet, so I should be able to skype him tonight
Luckily, people where I work had to work this weekend, but they felt bad for me so they didn't make me come in. Ex is Reserve and had duty this weekend, I'm not very comfortable with using babysitters. The people I used to use got divorced and the wife moved away, and the other people I use ONLY in case of emergency cause they are not the cleanest people... ok... they're actually slobs and gross. I hate having to use them.
I know I should "relax" but gotta get the lawn mowed tomorrow. I would let it go, but with it being up for sale, its gotta look perfect all the time Also bought some more flowers to plant. I'm thinking I will get up super early tomorrow and plant flowers and then mow when the kiddo wakes up, and before it gets too hot. Gotta keep myself busy or I'll be poas every 4 hours Especially since I know I have like 40 left

Less moody today? Kid didn't bother me too much today. Hope your kiddo isn't driving you bonkers
When are you gonna start POAS?

 

[mamidoll]

Sounds like you got a lot to keep ya busy! which is good. i keep going back and forth w/myself..no its too early for symptoms..then im like well there is a chance i could be 7 or 8 dpo so i could have symptoms! ugh its nuts. like i said before my nursing logic is telling me its PMS but my heart is telling me something different!! i just dont wanna be crushed!! i mean its not like ive been trying forever or anything! just on and off since oct..so this is the first "official" try.
glad you got outta work this weekend. you prob really needed the time! i know what you mean about having the house pretty all the time..our house we are in now is for sale. theres nothing wrong with it other than we got it from my mom when she passed who got it from my gmom..we redid the inside all pretty new to our taste big ol pool and all..and then when we probated the will they told us we had to pay 15K in inheritance tax..so im like ok..payment plan??they wanted the whole damn thing. who the hell has 15K just lying around. so we hired a lawyer who also happens to be a realtor and the loophole is...if we have it for sale we dont have to pay until we sell and it can come straight outta the proceeds. we know where we wanna go and what kinda house we want but we've only had 4 people look at it since august. i dont care. it can stay on the market forever. LOL but yeah you gotta have it ready for when they call and are like "we are showing the house today" damn you woman you got vlasics!!! LOL. i was a candy whore all day..sweets sweets sweets!! my right bb keeps getting shooting pains in it and it feels like someone is holding a match up to my nipple..just on the right! i had bad cramps when the kid was in the tub..i woulda swore AF was coming early if i didnt know any better.
have a great day tomorrow..i think its gonna rain here again. so we'll be inside..i hate having to keep the kiddo inside especially on the weekends when DH is off and we can all be out there together. try to take it easy on the yardwork just in case..hope you get that REAL soon. i only have 2 tests so im going to wait. ugh. my first try prob will be on the 5th which is 3-5days before AF. have a good nite!

 

[mamidoll]

p.s. im glad DH got internet. now you can skype him when you get that real

 

[mamidoll]

one more ps and i promise ill shut up! ive been having crazy vivid dreams..i usually dont dream or at least dont remember them. last nite i had a dream i was taking care of a female patient and had to give her opks and when i was trying to read them they were all crazy with all these color codings.

 

[mamidoll]

ok so i couldnt hold out any longer i poas today of course. wtf was i thinking was gonna happen at 7dpo? i knew damn well it was too early. im such an ass..$7 in the trash! hubby is all bummed and i keep telling him it means nothing..i could very well still be preggers! i had bad AF cramps this am, actually sat in bed till like 11..i mean they felt EXACTLY like AF was here, making my legs numb and tingly and everything. theyve gone away now, i feel fine now, nothing to report. how r u? i know you have alot to do today so when you can i'll talk to ya. have a good day!

 

[Brittles]

Aw. save those FRERs! Get some cheapies, even some ones from the dollar store would be good. But ya, bfn means NOTHING right now. And if you're an ass what does that make me? I'll be testing like twice a day now that I know the trigger is gone I so hope we get out BFP here in a few days. I would be sooo excited

So just about got done with mowing the lawn, and I broke the SOB. It broke last weekend too, same thing with the blade wheel thingy, now on the other side :^/ Glad I got it all mowed though. Hubby is ordering the pieces and will be back down here next weekend to get more boxes and stuff And I can have him fix it then. Gonna take a shower after I eat this sammich and then get the house cleaned up until it cools down. Still gotta weed eat, edge and blower the sidewalks. sigh. never seems to end around here. But I guess thats a good thing to help keep my mind off the 2WW. Of course now that the trigger is gone, most of my symptoms have gone... Guess that damn nurse was right... Hope you are havin a good day!

 

[mamidoll]

you crack me up!! just b/c symptoms are gone doesnt mean diddly! you could have a bean in there!! glad the trigger is gone though cuz now when you test you will be sure to get an accurate result and you will know that will be real! oh wouldnt that just be amazing if you waited to test this weekend and got a bfp when DH was home! i would just cry of joy for you!!! wow you are a busy busy woman! i wish the weather was warmer up here. we had a week and a half of super beautiful days but now its cold again. that sucks about the lawn mower. wtf did you do to it..LOL.
well we are in testing week! im trying so so hard to hold out until at least friday which is 2 days before AF. i wanna wait until sunday when shes due and test then if i dont wake up w/ her. but i dont think that is gonna happen. ima be out tomorrow so im going to go the pharm and get ONE hpt..a good one..maybe either the first response or the CB digi. that way i will HAVE to wait..1. cuz ill only have the one and 2 b/c they are super expensive. i wish i could get to the $ store, thats what i used when i found out i was preggy w/DS bu the $ tree store is too far to walk to and not worth it to take the bus, by the time i pay for the bus i might as well just buy a expensive one from the pharmacy i can walk to. LOL. i go to my weekly appt tomorrow for my pain management and to pick up my weekly meds (its actually a methadone clinic but i go there for pain management for a chronic pain condition) its the beginning of the month so they will prob give me a urine screen. the urine results come back in 72hrs and they ALWAYS test for pregnancy because they have to adjust the dose accordingly right away so there is enough meds for me and the baby so neither of us will go through withdraw. it would be awesome if i got a call from them before i POAS here at home! but 2mrw ill only be 9dpo which is still early and i dont know how sensitive their lab is. the med wont hurt the baby but the only downfall is..is that my baby will have to detox for 5 days in the NICU, and there is a chance he/she will be a 1lb or so smaller than normal but since my son was 8lb 2oz i dont think that would be a prob in my case. LOL. i feel nothing today, no sore bbs, no moodiness dont even feel PMSy, i do get some slight aching cramps and pin pricks every now and then but i cant tell if thats normal or not ..much better than yesterday tho, a lil tired but then again ive been doing chores all morning. kiddo is getting on my damn nerves but hes xtra super whiney today for some reason. anyways, gonna put him down, eat my frozen pizza and watch tv in bed. i have no dinner planned for tonite..dont really wanna spend the $ to order out either...hmmm what to do. have a great day. talk to you tonite. so glad you are gonna see DH this weekend. bet you are pumped!!!

 

[Brittles]

hey... my internet went down last night from a stupid storm. Its STILL out this morning, I had a very very faint positive last night...I think Well I think its either evap or I've got line eye. There something there, but I can't tell if it has color and it so doesn't show up within 5 min. More like 15-20 I woke up every 2 hours from midnight until 530am. Had to pee sooooo bad! Took one this morning still I know its only 9dpIUI and I am going nuts cause I have plenty of time left, but still!!

But! I did get great news yesterday. A few weeks ago I was googling hardship cases for military couples who are separated from one another.. just TRYING to find something or someway to get out. And I stumbled across this waiver program that waives up to 2 years off your enlistment (too many people are in the Air Force so they are down sizing) of course none of our management will share this memorandum, cause they're stingy and want to keep their little slaves Any way, I applied for it, and yesterday it got accepted! Our personnel center has to verify that I am eligible and then I will be out 31st of August!! So no 2.5 years away from the hubs, only 5 months!!
I'm so excited, so at least if I don't get preggers I know I'll get to go be a wifey and finally do all the things I want to do. Now I just need that and this will be the best week ever! I think thats why I wanted a positive yesterday, it would just make that day perfect
How are you doing today lady? Hope your appts go well! Stay strong for us, I can't I crumble under the pressure and POAS like 3 times a day
Oh how exciting would it be to find out that you're preggers from your blood test!! I am not sure if they are going to do it, but a few months ago, my period was like 2 weeks late, and I kept getting bfn, I thought it might be an eptopic I was scared. So the base doc ordered a blood pregger test, before I could even make it in to the lab, AF started. I had to have my yearly cholesterol test done (mandatory for military) and I notice on the screen the HCG order was still in there. How exciting would it be if they really did it and we both got today because of other appointments!! I'll keep fx'd for both of us!!