Ugh I just want to dream about something other than my kids or husbanf being harmed..and I can't seem to do that. Seems to make me feel better to talk about them, and this one really shook me up. Last night I had the worst one yet: I didn't know what was going on through like the majority of the dream really. Through out the dream I was making all these plans to get people together and gathering flowers. I was picking fresh flowers and people were helping me. People kept looking at me with such sad eyes. Then I would break into tears and cry a bit and go back to my planning. It seemed to go on forever like that. Then finally we started driving somewhere, and it ended up being a cemetery. We walked right to the spot we were headed, and from a bit of a distance I could see all this pink stuff around the headstone we were headed towards. I started to shake and sob and then when we got close I sat down on a bench that was in front of the stone and set the flowers near it along with a letter. There were tons of letters there, all saying "Love Mama". Then I saw the stone and it said my 5 year old daughter Lily's name and the death date said 2014. For some reason that was all I could see of the death date.I woke up shaking and crying uncontrollably. I have yet to have a good pregnancy dream and just wish this would stop!