I am so very new to this and have no idea how or why I stumbled across this website but I noticed as I read thru some of the other posts, I slowly felt a lil comfort from the words from the other woman that are unfortunately in my same situation...
I have been apart from my angel, Emma Gail for 5 long, horrible days now and I do not see any improvement, I actually feel worse as time passes and wondered if that was "normal"? My doctor asked me if these thoughts consumed my day and I just laughed at him and said " who doesn't think or feel totally consumed when you loss a child?"
My Emma was born at 19 weeks and 4 days and find myself feel a sting of aggervation when I hear someone call her a miscarriage or act as if she wasn't a real person YET... When she was born she was completely formed and was the most beautiful lil girl , weighing a big 8.7oz and 6in long she was my precious baby, not a group of bloody cells (That's my vision of a early miscarriage) ..I do not know at all that is just my vision... I have also noticed that the more I speak of her or do things for her I feel better, I feel as if no one will forget her or over look her cuz that is one of my biggest fears.. She will NOT be forgotten..
I'm sure this is very scattered or random, not polished but like I said I have never done this before & thought I'd give it a shot...
Thanks so much for listening and I too pray that peace and comfort subsides in you as well.... XOXO
I have been apart from my angel, Emma Gail for 5 long, horrible days now and I do not see any improvement, I actually feel worse as time passes and wondered if that was "normal"? My doctor asked me if these thoughts consumed my day and I just laughed at him and said " who doesn't think or feel totally consumed when you loss a child?"
My Emma was born at 19 weeks and 4 days and find myself feel a sting of aggervation when I hear someone call her a miscarriage or act as if she wasn't a real person YET... When she was born she was completely formed and was the most beautiful lil girl , weighing a big 8.7oz and 6in long she was my precious baby, not a group of bloody cells (That's my vision of a early miscarriage) ..I do not know at all that is just my vision... I have also noticed that the more I speak of her or do things for her I feel better, I feel as if no one will forget her or over look her cuz that is one of my biggest fears.. She will NOT be forgotten..
I'm sure this is very scattered or random, not polished but like I said I have never done this before & thought I'd give it a shot...
Thanks so much for listening and I too pray that peace and comfort subsides in you as well.... XOXO