LTTTC-after loss-TWW...

[Petzy]

Nat.. stay safe in that storm! Ugh how freaky!

We have more snow here than we have had in years.. it is brutal!! I hope spring comes with as much vengeance as winter lol..

Trying to start planning our trip to Florida for end of April...something warm to look forward to lol

Nat I am glad you have some answers but I wish they covered more for you! That is frustrating.... I cant believe the coverage is different for someone with a child already - so stupid!!

Stay safe and yay for CD1!!!

I think you are Barb are cycle buddies? hehe

xoxo

 

[Sis4Us]

Nat wow stay safe and hope ur power stays on!!! Sorry about theWutch but that just means u are closer to that BFP!!!

AFM.... I had to go to the dentist together that Root canal cuz my tooth cracked my FS told me to stay away but I couldn't !!!
Been kinda Calm and layed back which isn't me at All I might test this weekend I'm just afraid of a false ++++!!!

Erin I would call your Dr and just let them know I get clots too or really dark blood sometimes it might just be w the extra P u had since u had a Strong O !!!

Hope everyone else is well!!!

 

[barbikins]

Hello Girls! A quick up date. I've been uber busy this week.

Thanks for the replies! I came back from my CD3 & meeting with our RE.
He didn't have an explanation why my IVF failed except for the matter of the numbers. 50/50%. Anyhow, we can defrost one embryo at a time & hope they only have to defrost ONE!
I will go back on the 14th for ultrasound & transfer on the 17th FAMILY DAY!
It's Family Day here in Ontario, Canada on the 17th.
I'm really excited!

So I am taking, Estrogen twice a day until the 14th. And Baby Asprin.
Then I'll start Progesterone on the 14th, onward.
xo

 

[Sis4Us]

Great to hear Barb!!!

Hope u get ur Family on Family day how Awesome!!!

 

[barbikins]

I know right? It's a cool day
I'll at least be PUPO. My eggo WILL be preggo. It just needs to cling on!

 

[nimbec]

Hi Ladies

Sorry i've been quiet, the storms are hurrendous here and power is on/off so wifi is very intermittent!! I can only see a few of your posts so i;m really sorry if i've missed anyone out!

Nat i'm so sorry that the IUI is not free *******s!!! Clomid is prescribed on the NHS as long as you have a letter from a specialist advising them that this is your treatement, this is the same for all of the blood tests or femera (sometimes used instead of clomid) When i looked into it the costs varied HUGLEY from place to place and also area so i'd really really advise looking at a few clinics even tho you have been seen by this one if you have to pay you may as well get the best value for money! UGH i'm so sorry they have dropped this bombshell on you !!!!!!!!! Just a thought....if you had to save for the IUI why not do a round of clomid whilst you are waiting? maybe all you need? It doesn't even have to be a monitored cycle - mine are not at the moment apart from the 21 day prog test to check the clomid has worked.....

Barbs YAY for the new dates and being able to defrost one frostie at a time

Erin i think it was you who had the clot pass (sorry if i've got the wrong person!) yuk i've had this happen once its not pleasent but i'd look on it as a positive you will have a brand spanking new lining for an embryo to embed into

Meg hope you are ok?

Shanta ouch that sounds painful!!

Bex hope you are ok, sorry i can't see your post at the moment.


As for me BFN 11dpo so i'm OUT! surprise surprise! no point kidding myself i may get a late pos as i can feel AF is on her way Its so gutting even now i still manage to convince myself that i'm preg in the tww then i'm imagining lines on tests willing them to be there looking up at the light with them....CRAZY as i know when it is positive you don't need to do this! OH had a massive go at me saying he hates seeing opk's laying around and that i'm obsessing but honestly i don't feel like i am - i explained that i have to do this otherwise we have no chance of knowing when o is - bloody men! ha ! So onwards and upwards i can't complain yet as its only month 4 of seriously trying but it still hurts as i feel like its going to be like last time ....years and years ......but this time i don't have that luxuary as i only have the 5 rounds of clomid left - they won't give me anymore unless i'm doing IVF which hubby has said he doesn't want to do as he is happy with just having Harrison.....ugh emotions emotions!

The storm here is terrible keep safe ladies i hope you are ok and weather is not as bad as here - we have trees down , flying fences etc!

 

[barbikins]

Nat, are you CD2 today?
And where the heck are you?! Do you have no power? xo

Nimbec, you're the best person for Nat to hear from since you know the healthcare system & such there.
I'm sorry you got a bfn its still possible for a bfp!!!
I hope that you get your bfp very soon. You can always keep trying even when you can't take Clomid anymore so hang in there. How long were you trying to have Harrison again?

 

[nimbec]

Thanks Barbs it took 4years :S i'm worried as i don't ovulate without the clomid so theres no chance of a bubba however i'm more than happy with just Harrison I feel so privaleged to be able to just have him - i'd ideally like 2 tho and close together...but i guess what will be will be as they say! I get so frustrated that my body doesn't behave as i'm sure you ladies all understand - it really erks me when ladies just do it ince and get pg - what the hell!! Sorry rant over lol and i really do know how lucky i am its just a scary thought of the pressure of ttc long term again... Hope you are ok? Storm has passed a little here. I think Nat will have it worse than me - i really hope she is ok, they have been evacuating people... thinking of you Nat and hope you & family are safe & warm!! xxx

 

[nimbec]

Update: spotting bright red blood earlier well bit more than spotting and now looks like normal brown spotting of beg of AF really strange as only 11dpo I have always had lp's between 13-15days ...any thoughts ladies? Xx

 

[eyemom]

Shanta, yooooowwwch, sorry about your tooth! Hope it's feeling better quickly! Good luck testing.

Barb, I'm so happy you're feeling good and you have a plan to go forward, yay!

Becky, ugh, sorry the weather has been so crappy! I hope you're not really out, but I know how it is when you just know. Oh just saw your update and I have no real thoughts. I'd want to hope it's IB but I guess it's probably a little late for that. It's probably nothing bad, but still I hope it's just a one off, it's so upsetting to see anything out of the ordinary when ttc.

to you all

 

[natjenson]

Hi ladies....Internet signal is shocking here so bare with me...

Becky....that was some great advise love...I thankyou you from the bottom of my heart...I guess the other day I panicked lol...
So as soon as I read your post I phoned my gp and hopefully I Han get into see him on Monday to ask for the chlomid....that was a good idea to try a cycle or two before the iui...now I just have to sweet talk DR G to prescribe them lol.
I got a feeling he may say no untill the clinic sees what they want to do with us first.
Yes yes...the weather....it's horrendous isn't it....very scary...the marines are now helping us in the south west.....luckily my family and I have escaped anything happening to us....well apart from the wind litterally through Peter into the road "ON HIS FACE!" Bahahahahahahahahaha....li know I know it's very mean of me to laugh but I have this condition (lol) where I laugh at people if they hurt themselfs...lol not in a malicious way I just get the attack of the giggles.....
People rallied arond pete to help him but I just stood there in hysterics....
I got him home and nursed him well tho and his leg I can now report altho very bruises and cut is looking much much better.
As for the weather now it's "ok" but I know it's the calm before the storm.....we have round three hitting us in roughly 4hrs....this is supposed to be the worst on the way...and it will last Alll the way through till tmr night.oh geeees.
I think I saw that Wales has been told to brace too so I wish you and your family all the safty too...take care love.
Oh and I saw that you have had the spotting and huge temp drop... ...I'm sorry your cycle seems to be taking a turn for the worst.and I totally get how you gp feel about the journey taking years again...this actually makes me have slight panic attacks when I think about it...
Surly the docs wouldn't let you have go with no assistance with meds if you don't ovulate on your own...that's out of order...maybe a change of gp could help you with this dialema??....this is a very difficult situation for you I get that,lol.and I know how annoying it is when people say to try and relax about the worry but try not to let the pressure cooker get on top of you Hun...HOPFULLY you won't need the next 5 rounds of chlomid and you get your bfp ASAP.


Wow ...shanta...so sorry about your tooth Hun...I hope that is much better for you today...I hope too when you test that the trigger is gone and that you get two beautiful lines for real.

Bex....how are you doing...have you o'd yet dear?....how is the weather your end? I hope it's not as bad as were have been getting.

Erin...are you taking the chlomid this cycle again?...yes I agree with Becky on the fresh lining thing...brand spanking new lining...just waiting for eggy to Nessle in.

Barbs.... ...et on the 17th.....and on family day too. ....what an exciting week it will be for you...valentines and et...some super duper lurrrrving coming your way then lol...
I'm so excited for you...I'm am getting this overwhelming feeling that this is going to work this cycle...

Meggy?...how are you dear?...I am flabbergasted that you are 10 wks already...3 more weeks till 2nd tri and your out of the "worry woods" ....lol altho I get that the worry may never truley go away for you...its ok to worry Hun...Yaye for Florida too...when you return you will most likely see the difference in your waistline and getting into this favourite jeans of yours...baby stepping on your fashion toes lol...
Meg...have a try of this....lay flat on your back...get nice and relaxed and gently feeling your uterus...your should start to feel the swelling of the uterus and maybe even a hardening ...that's baby...the flutters will start sooo soon I can't wait for you be telling us that you "may" have felt m&m move...
Are you keep a personal diary of bump pics?....I love to look back at mine...altho I cringe when I look at my 36 wk ones...gees I was a chunky monkey back then lol hahaha


Anyways ladies....cd2.5'here lol....kind of confused as to when what day is what bc...the heavy spotting/light flow started right before I went to bed...so I just counted cd1 as the full flow (the next morning)....that right ladies?

Feeling great about this cycle...(so far) ...ordered my opks this morning...grrr it took a while tho bc I had to keep resetting my wifi.
And hay...Yaye for me....I didn't order any ic's....I'm going to try and hold off for 11dpi this time for real and test with my superdrug cheepies.they are 10 mui and I trust them...if I get anything on that I will go and buy a frer.
Will test every 48hrs ...


Good luck everyone...

Natalie xxx

 

[Petzy]

Hi nat! I emailed you! I hope you are keeping safe in the storm hun.. I love that story about Pete but I am glad you did take care of him after laughing at him LOL

As for your questions - I am not keeping a bump journal, no - I dont think I will want to remember getting so big to be honest lol.. I am already popping out of these pants I am wearing right now at work and it is NOT a good feeling haha..

I will have a bump before Florida most likely because I will be 5 months already by then...so no jeans for me! haha

yes... 3 weeks until 2nd tri but I do still feel some fear.. its improved but it is there... will see how I feel if I make it to week 13

 

[wannabemummyb]

Hey Nat,

Think i ov'd yesterday, had pains around my left ovary. Lots like i'm in the 2ww.

The weather is windy and wet here, with lots of trees and branches down.

Hope your all well... Happy weekend

 

[Sis4Us]

Happy Friday Ladies!!!!

8Dpo here took a Wally cheapie only got a ghost line so looks like I'll be good to test Sun!!!

 

[natjenson]

Was going to updat e my journeL with a drunk ass text...but y'all think I'm being irresponsible ttc'dr lol...
So I just wanna say...woooohooooo.
I deserve to be drunk -btw i never drink..(we'll once in a blue moon haha) .so tonight I drink.fak ittttttt!.lol

Hahahahahahahahaha

Natalie xxxccxcx

 

[natjenson]

Oh shoot/shit ....haha wrong thread! Oooooops lol bahahahahahahaha


Natalie xxxxxxxxcxx
P.s I thought I was on my journal page.hahahahahahahahaha

 

[natjenson]

Pps....everything can't be 100% serious right? We need a little fun right?....let us hair down petals....haha maybe if we do we get up the duffins.lol bahahahaha.

Ok ill shut up! Lol hahahaha-BED TIIIIIIME!!

Natalie xxx

 

[Sis4Us]

^^^^^^ Nat!!!

 

[wannabemummyb]

Good on you Nat, letting your hair down once in a while is good for the soul xxx

 

[Petzy]

Lmao love drunk Nat haha !!