LTTTC, want to be buddies?

[babyjla]

Ohhhh thats so exciting!!! I hope so! Let us know what happens! I'll be listening for you're screams lol

 

[dodgercpkl]

Haha Thanks!! What all symptoms have you been having? Any sign of possible implatation?

 

[babyjla]

Oh man, I have had symptoms like CRAZY. Only 3dpo I started getting hungry all the time, and I started getting heartburn! I was like, okay this is my FIRST round of clomid so maybe its because I havent ovulated in so long. That kept up and 9dpo I woke up to a strange feeling in my lower abdomen. It was like a burning/tingling sensation right below my belly button, then I got a real sharp pain in my belly button. It kept up for about 10min, it wasn't painful just different. I have never felt anything like it in my life. I think that was the implantation. AFTER that I started getting sleepy to the point where I go to bed earlier and take naps during the day. I was crampy with back pain for about 2 weeks after, and I started noticing a lot of discharge. Sometimes with PCOS I get a lot of discharge at random times, but it only ever lasted like 3 days max. This has lasted for 5 weeks. Its not SUPER a lot, but it is enough that when I wipe, I sometimes have to wipe twice to dry up (maybe tmi). At about the end of October (which if I am would be my 4th week going into 5th week) I started getting sharp pains in my breasts here and there throughout the day. They didn't hurt all the way around, just a sharp pain that would last around 15 min, go away for an hr and come back in the same spot. They have continued to get progressively worse, with more sharp pains but sometimes they go away completely. Like three days ago my breasts hurt real bad two days in a row, and for the last day they havent hurt at all besides if I lift them or push on them. But when they hurt all over they tingle and feel real hot, and my nipples are even hot to the touch. Sometimes my nipples are so sensitive it aggravates me to put on a tee shirt, and sometimes they are fine. This has also never happened to me. Atleast not that I remember. When I was 16 me and my hubby accidentally got preggy (I had a m/c at 10 weeks) and I brushed all the symptoms off like they werent anything, so now that we're trying I'm paying attention to detail lol. I've been pretty moody, my hubby says my fuse is SUPER short, which I guess I don't realize it til I think about it. I do yell at him a tad more lately, but that could be just stress. But the things that NEVER happen to me are the cramps, sore breasts and pains in breasts, and heartburn. My DR said over the phone that the clomid and stuff wouldnt cause it, and IF I had ovulated that MAY have caused it although not common, but it should have gone away. All of these symptoms seem to come and go except the CM. He told me if I didnt get AF or a pos test by the second week in Nov to start the provera again. But I just feel in my heart that that is a BAD idea. So I'm going to make sure first that I am or am not. If not IDK what to expect when I really am lol. But this is super long so I'm going to give you a chance to breathe!

 

[babyjla]

Oh yeahhh, I forgot 2 things. My sense of smell is better than a hound dogs nose lol. I can smell practically everything. I'll be talking about something I smell and my hubby will be like, I dont smell ANYTHING till we get closer to it lol. And....Well now I've forgotten the other thing. Thats something I'm doing a lot lately too lol, forgetting things!! When I remember it I'll post it haha. But I have felt bloated a lot too. Which is scarey cause I SOMETIMES get bloated right before AF, although its not common. OH, it was EMOTIONAL! Lol, thats the 2nd thing... Well now like the 5th on this post but WHATEVER lol. I'm starting to notice some days I just feel like crying over EVERYTHING. Watching 16 & Pregnant on MTV made me cry like a baby. Listening to George Strait songs will killlllll me lol. But that is extremely uncommon for me. Because I never cry over anything, I think my hubby has seen me cry like 10 times in the 4 yrs we've been together lol. But before his post gets as long as the other, I'm going to go see about waking him up! LOL

 

[dodgercpkl]

Hehe no worries! It's fun to be excited and more fun to have someone else going through the same thing that's just as excited!!

I haven't noticed anything with my breasts or nausea, but I've noticed that I've been LESS irritable lately. lol Maybe that's a negative sign though. I've been having trouble sleeping the whole night through lately, but despite that I seem to be having good energy which is unusual for me.

Today my temp took a HUGE jump and FF moved my O day. I don't think I believe the new O day, but we'll have to see what it does as the week goes on. My temp rising is a good thing though I think.

I bet all those symptoms must be driving you crazy at times! It really does sound like something, I mean those are all classic signs and if you have never had them before, it's gotta mean something! I totally don't blame you for being leary of taking the provera without digging deeper first. That's one of the things that scared me about provera! Are you going to fight for a blood test if the symptoms keep going into December, or will you stick with POAS'ing?

 

[dodgercpkl]

OMG! I totally forgot to add that yesterday it felt like I was going to the bathroom every 5 minutes later in the night. If I had anything to drink at all it came right back out pretty much right away! And this morning I noticed that my nipples are slightly tender if I brush them with my arm or something.

 

[babyjla]

Well Idk what my doctor is going to want to do. I know he'll do a urine test, but if it comes out negative I don't know that I believe it because my home tests are neg and I don't believe them lol. IF he lets me do a blood test, I think I'd like to. But I've heard they can tell from an exam also. Not sure about that one. And yessss! Mee tooooo! I have been peeing like no other! I can't believe I have to pee so much. And what makes me mad is a lot of times I'll go and then its only three or four drops. It drives me nuts! And yes, they symptoms are making me crazy as well.

 

[dodgercpkl]

I hope the doc will do a blood test for you... Ugh I feel like stamping my feet and forcing the week to fly by! lol

 

[babyjla]

Haha, I agree!! I have one week and 3 days before my appt. I wish it would hurry the heck up!!

 

[dodgercpkl]

Ugh I had slight cramping, backache, achy upper legs, and bloating tonight. No spotting or blood though, so either I'm getting my period soon (usually I get these things DURING my period though, not before) or I have a few more symptoms to add. lol

 

[babyjla]

AHHH! I'm so excited for youuuuu! I was pretty bloated last night, but thats the only symptom I had besides CM. Well I am just super excited for Thanksgiving! I've been trying to keep my mind preoccupied with things like finishing up my school work for the semester and getting the Christmas stuff together to be put out. My hubby is going away this Thanksgiving to go camping (he did it every year growing up, now he only goes every other year) and I'm going to miss him We are stuck together all day long haha. He's my best friend. Everyone is always asking HOW CAN YOU STAND TO BE AROUND YOUR HUSBAND 24/7 AND NEVER WANT HIM TO GO AWAY FOR EVEN ONE DAY? But I can't help it! He's an amazing person, and he feels the same way about me haha. He is still on the fence about going, but I'm making him go because his dad wants him to. So I'll be spending Thanksgiving without my love, but I'm sure I'm not the first wife to not have a husband there, and it is better than him NEVER coming home. Well, hope everyone is doing well and ready for Thanksgiving! Only two days away!!

 

[dodgercpkl]

Haha! I'm the same way with my hubby! I hate the hours we are apart from each other for work and if I had my way, we could both work from home and be together all the time. lol I think part of that for me is from all the times I had to say goodbye at an airport and not have a clear idea of when I would see him again. I love hearing that someone else is just like me in that!

I'm sorry you'll be alone on Thanksgiving though. *hugs*

My temp stayed up today and I still have that... weird feeling that something is different in my body. But I can't wait for Thanksgiving either!!

 

[babyjla]

I'm sooooo ready for fried turkey and cranberry sauce! Yummm! Ugh, its going to be sooo good. Haha, yeah thats nice to know! Most people like for their hubby to leave for a few days or something, NOT ME! Haha. So I tried to put on my "tight" jeans today, and I cannot button them. So obviously I have gained a little weight from all this eating I've been doing. It was a little upsetting actually haha. Because I havent gotten a positive test, yet I cant even button up my pants! AHH! Well, I guess I'll just have to stick it out and see what the doc says. Although that is KILLING ME!


---My best friend had her baby today, he was 2 months premature. He weighed 2lbs, 13oz and was 13 & 1/4" long. Please keep her and her baby in your prayers, we hope little Landon makes it through! The doctors say he looks healthy and should be fine. Congrats to the happy new parents!!! ---

 

[dodgercpkl]

Ugh yeah I can get why that would upset you a bit. Hopefully you'll find that there is a really good reason for it very soon!!!

I hope everything stays good for your friend and her baby!

 

[babyjla]

Thank you! And yes it was very frustrating! Especially since all my other jeans happened to be dirty, and that pair was a last resort! So I had to throw on the old sweats and head out the door! I hate going out like that haha. I always feel like everyone is staring at me, like they NEVER had a day where they just wanted to (or had to) wear sweats lol

 

[dodgercpkl]

Mmmmm! I love sweats! They are my "I don't care what I look like I wanna be warm and comfy" pants of choice.

 

[babyjla]

Ahaha, me too! I'd wear em all the time if I could. So last night I had an interesting craving. I had a peanut butter, jelly, and potato chip sandwich. For some odd reason I just seen a bag of potato chips and really wanted to put them on a pb&j haha. So anyways, it was delicious, but not thinking about it... I dont think I'd eat it again. Its kind of repulsing haha. I'm not sure if it means anything, but it was SO strange. My hubby thought I was nuts. Haha.

 

[dodgercpkl]

That COULD be a good sign though! Hopefully it is. I can't wait for stuffing tomorrow! It's my favorite food!!!

 

[babyjla]

I am soooooooooooooooo ready for tomorrow!!! I never had a fried turkey before I got with my hubby, but man are they good! My parents won't eat it because its "not traditional" Which I think is stupid! Good food is good food, traditional or not! It's still a turkey, its just SO much juicier. And it cooks SO much faster! Ugh, I have been sleeping for 2 hrs and I am still super tired. I could go back to sleep for weeks I feel like.

 

[dodgercpkl]

I am soooooooooooooooo ready for tomorrow!!! I never had a fried turkey before I got with my hubby, but man are they good! My parents won't eat it because its "not traditional" Which I think is stupid! Good food is good food, traditional or not! It's still a turkey, its just SO much juicier. And it cooks SO much faster! Ugh, I have been sleeping for 2 hrs and I am still super tired. I could go back to sleep for weeks I feel like.

Haha! They'd hate my house and our Thanksgivings because the only traditional things are the stuffing and apple pie! Everything else changes from year to year. This year I think we are having ham and chicken, green beans, and I'm not sure what else. The fried turkey sounds delicious!