Mama Bears TTC a rainbow - join us :)-- (69 ladies so far)-(29 BFP's!)

[lesh07]

Well ladies today marks the 1 year anniversary since we started ttc our baby (And unfortunatly my 31st birthday) I feel heartbroken as I was really hoping to be pregnant by now and expecting a new bundle of joy! But fate was cruel and took my baby away. I should almost be 23 weeks pregnant. (December lost) I have refused to celebrate my birthday today as all today reminds me is a whole year of trying so hard for something that I haven't got. I won't even open any cards. I was so optimistic about trying 1 year ago but I feel as if I have just zipped forward a whole year with no changes in life.

I know how lucky I am already in life but it doesn't stop the heartache. Feeling very depressed. xxx

 

[lesh07]

Congrats krucli. xxx

 

[Button#]

Lesh- so sorry you're having a rough day.

 

[Squig34]

Sorry it's a tough day for you Lesh

 

[Angelbaby_01]

I am so sorry lesh that you had a hard day hun.

Krulci, did I miss your shbfp? Congratulations hun!

 

[LeahLou]

I know how you feel lesh. Our 1 year mark passed in February. After so many losses, I just feel numb to it all. Even if/when I get a bfp, it's hard to get excited. I feel robbed of the happiness so many others can have. But your not alone. Happy birthday though! Hoping 31 is the greatest year of your life!

 

[lesh07]

Thanks ladies. Starting to wonder if continuing to try is the best thing for me as each month is just full of constant sadness. Hubby said he thought the year had gone quick! I said it probably has for you! But told him to imagine thinking of just 1 thing every min, of every hour, of every day for 1 whole year and you can't think of anything else no matter how hard you try! Then it seemed long for him too. xxxx

 

[Angelbaby_01]

Thanks ladies. Starting to wonder if continuing to try is the best thing for me as each month is just full of constant sadness. Hubby said he thought the year had gone quick! I said it probably has for you! But told him to imagine thinking of just 1 thing every min, of every hour, of every day for 1 whole year and you can't think of anything else no matter how hard you try! Then it seemed long for him too. xxxx

I am so sorry hun.

 

[confuzion]

We hit our 1 year mark in March. Definitely hard. .

Knowing it will all be worth it one day is what keeps me going.

 

[Renaendel]

We hit our one year back last November. It is hard, and we are here with you.

 

[lesh07]

Thankyou hunni's. love you all. And baby dust to us all. xx

 

[Leinzlove]

I'm sorry Ladies! I wish you all your SHBFP yesterday!

Kruici: Beautiful lines! Congrats. I'm due November 22.

 

[jmandrews]

Yay congrats!!!

 

[Button#]

I have a completely stark white hpt now so next time I see two lines it'll be the real thing. No positive OPK yet and I'm spotting/ light bleeding. If I don't get a BFP this time I'm hoping that at least AF will be on time. I normally spot for 2 weeks or just over before AF.

How is everyone today?

 

[Leinzlove]

Button: Can't wait for you to see those lines again.... It's not going to be long. x

 

[TTCSweetie4]

I was wondering if I could join you guys. This month will mark 1 year of TTC since our loss. Positive opk and temp drop today. Very excited but anxious to start tww.

 

[Button#]

Good luck!

 

[Squig34]

Good luck TTCsweetie!

All well here Button, fairly nice weather and not much to report! How are you?

Happy hump day everyone!

 

[Button#]

Love happy hump day Squig!

Just found out my friend is pregnant with her second, so happy for her but made me a bit sad as I would have been due first.

 

[confuzion]

Hope you ladies are in good spirits (I know it's tough for us TTCAL gals).

Update on me (for those who don't know already lol, which most of you do I think ) - BFNs and basically just waiting for the witch to show so I can try again in May.

TTCsweetie - welcome hon!! I will add you to the list now. Good luck in your tww. Please keep us posted!