Mamas or soon to be mamas who are morbidly obese, lets be buddies!

[Eve]

I had one of their breakfast sandwiches on an english muffin and it was good, but I removed the meat.. it was like a big slice of thin pepperoni which was fine but not on a breakfast sandwich for me. I haven't tried anything else yet... the sweets look very very tiny.

 

[hello_kitty]

Did dance excercise yesterday and sprained my back. Can barely move now which means no excercise for next few days. On the plus side I am 219.8 today!! It's been a year since I've weighed below 220. I officially have less than 20 lbs to lose til I reach 200 and less than 10 lbs to reach 210.

 

[Eve]

Sorry about your back HK but so awesome for being under 220!!

 

[hello_kitty]

Thanks Eve! Hopefully I'll be at least 218 by this friday.

Hops everyone is doing well.

 

[MommyCandice]

So the new years hasnt really brought me any good news weight wise. I keep hovering around 250 and cant lose it. Time to haul ass i suppose.
I hope you all are doing well

 

[Eve]

I haven't been even trying My weight is the same... I need to get out and walk but it's sooooooo cold here right now.

 

[hello_kitty]

Im not doing too good either, 222.6 today , which is technically a lost since ive been weighing around 223 -224, but im not even going to be thrilled because I want to weigh less than my lowest at 219.

 

[Eve]

I find the winter months so hard to get motivated through. It's warming up here some so I think we will go for a walk later, after lunch!

 

[hello_kitty]

I feel so depressed sometimes. I have been feeling unwell in the past few months, and have no idea if its related to me being obese, there probably is a correlation. Given my weight and height, I am not just obese, but morbidly obese. My doctor sent me for an u/s of all my organs beccause I've been feeling nauseous and vomiting last 2 months and I am so nervous right now worrying that they'll see something bad.

If anyone happens to me as a result of me being obese, I will never forgive myself because I let myself end up this way and risk of robbing my children of a mother. I've said this so many times that I will start again and stick with it, but always lacking motivation. Its not just for me anymore, I'm doing this for my kids as well to make sure I can live with them as long as possible. I made a vow at the end of last year but so far its almost 3 months into the new year and no notable progress. I weighed 229 the other night and after dieting got it back down to 222.8. Hopefully I can really stick to this. I exercised for 45 min last night and it felt so wonderful, I dont know what has been holding me back...

 

[Eve]

I totally feel you. I suffer from depression and anxiety and I worry and stress over my weight but then the depression makes me feel like saying "fuck it" (pardon my language). It's a daily battle and many days I'm losing. I worry so much about my health.

 

[hello_kitty]

I get what you mean. I've had those moments. I would go several months at a time literally being a couch potato. Those are the periods of time where I would also suffer from headaches, dizziness, and nausea. Went to the doctor and they couldnt find anything wrong. I know its probably due to me being so sedentary.

I had to do research on obesity for a class and the things I found where very alarming. I just cant go on like this anymore. I'm scared I'm going to die young. Today is the 5th day of consecutive exercise for me, as well as eating healthy. I've been so paranoid that I always excercise even if I am feeling lazy. I dance for 20 minutes first thing in the morning, and hit the gym for another 30-40 minutes when dh comes home for his break (he works close by). Dh comes home at around 9 pm every night and if I am up to it, I spend another half hour at the gym. When I feel like giving up, I just tell myself staying active will prolong my life span.

I havent lost any weight, its that time of the month again, but I try to brush it off saying its not just about the weight anymore, its about overall health.

 

[Eve]

^Whohoo, keep it up girl. That's great and regardless of weight loss, your heart thanks you for it

 

[hello_kitty]

Thanks, hopefully I can practice what I preach...it gets so hard at times which I wasnt so overweight to begin with.

 

[hello_kitty]

Its been really quiet in here though, I wonder how the other girls are doing.

 

[Eve]

I'm going to try and make a poached egg this morning.. wish me luck!

Hope everyone else is doing well

 

[hello_kitty]

I ate bad yesterday but I managed not to give up on the exercising. I worked out for a total of 48 minutes. Today is day 2 of eating bad because I met up with my sibs near their school and we went out to have lunch. We did a lot of walking though so got some workout, and about to go exercise some more for another 30-40 minutes. I seriously hate being fat...I think I am beginning to suffer from back pain.

 

[Eve]

I ate bad too yesterday, had McDonald's as that's where mum and gram wanted to have lunch...

 

[hello_kitty]

ate "semi" bad yesterday, and about to head to the mall so will probably eat bad again today. I honestly think the exercise really helps with putting on the lbs though. My ovulation period is over so I am beginning to lose the water weight. Was 229.8 when it started, 227.6 today. Sounds really bad as I havent weighed that much in awhile but I heard that if its just water weight, it'll come back down fairly quickly.

 

[Eve]

I don't seem to gain... regardless of what I eat, which I find strange. I've been this weight (or more) for years and years now... I really need to stick to a healthy diet though as I'm sure I'd see amazing results. I do get a decent amount of exercise daily as I chase kids all day

 

[hello_kitty]

I've been this weight for at least 5 years now. When I got married in 2010, I was 198 and between then and 2011, I gained 20 lbs and was pretty much the same weight since. I feel like the amount of food I ate put in maintenance mode, which means I wouldnt lose but wouldnt gain. Went to the doc today and he said if I dont do something about, serious things would be in tow for me in the long run. I really dont wanna die young so hopefully I can stick to this.

Down to 225.8 today, so lost 4 lbs of my water weight. Friday goal's is 222.8, which would be my average weight before the water weight gain.