Hi,
Heres my story lol . I had tender breast and soreness. I didnt think of being pregnant until the other night i checked with a home test and it was the first to come back saying pregnant im really scared and shocked because im still young and not really ready im a type 1 diabetic too. I went a clinic the other day and their test came back pregnant too. I dont know excatly how to feel other then my breast hurt sometimes and i have cramping and using bathroom #2 ....ew lol. But i guess im still in denial and dont believe it im scared because of diabetes and never want it to cause the baby harm i went yesterday and done blood work to confirm it and findout how far along i am..im going to know today or tomorrow and im excited but scared i would never think of abortion and its making me so angry hearing that word and i dont want to do adoption i want to keep the baby but its still wierd to me hearing the word baby to me and it gives me chills because its wierd to think ...me? pregnant? i dont know if anyone ever felt like this..ive been with the guy for almost a year ..and hes very good to me and supportive. I just started a job at walmart a couple days ago and had monday off which looked bad but thats when the clinic test said pregnant..i cant tell if im sleepy because of work or sleepy becauseof beingpregnant and im not sure how excatly to feel..i have to go by a chart to make sure my diabetes levels stay bewteen 80-120 but they usually stay anywhere bewteen 120-180 and i feel like crying because i dont want it to come out deformed because of diabetes i know theirs pently of people that are diabetes pregnant or had healthy babies but its different looking at them when now its your responseability to make sure its healthy like they did..i know its possible but im scared and this is all new to me i just want to know that i seriousy am and how long..and then i want to do everything possible to keep myself healthy..