March/April BFP's who's going for it!! NEW LADIES COME JOIN IN!!

[mackjess]

Leather I'm sorry you have all these feelings. Honestly I think they can sneak up on all of us, especially after the heartbreak of a loss. Most of the time I am feeling positive and things are OK, but WHAM doubt will creep up on me from nowhere. Like I'll be at work around others, then all of sudden I notice I'm alone walking down the hall to go somewhere I just feel lost and desperate and want to go crawl in a corner and wish I didn't have to go anywhere or do anything. It's very hopeless and all-consuming when you feel like this, but you keep trying. It's survival or something, we all keep going forward and pushing on. I think you are very strong and brave for sharing, and that you will be rewarded for your efforts and see a BFP soon. Hopefully sooner rater than later.

 

[runnergrl]

Leather. We are all here for you girl. You will get your baby. God wants to give us the desires of our hearts, just have faith and believe in His perfect plan and perfect timing (I know easier said than done as I am struggling with this myself) And come on here and vent to us whenever you need to

 

[HisGrace]

Leather We understand what you're going through. Trust me I know what it's like to be bombarded with negative thoughts especially when things don't look like they are going like they should. When I was in limbo with my threatened miscarriage I didn't have faith that our baby was okay. The only faith I had was the faith that God would get me through. And I believe sometimes that's all the faith He's asking us to have. Faith that no matter what happens we know that He'll get us through. So don't beat yourself up. We're human. We will have good days and bad days. Just remember Who your strength comes from. And know that we're all here for you. And just like you had faith for me and our baby when I couldn't, we will have faith for you and your baby in those moments when you can't. You're not alone in this. We're here for you.

 

[meggiemay93]

Leather praying for you to have a bfp soon! Hang in there!

 

[MamaTex]

Update: For the first time I have been paying closer attention to my cervical mucus. Sorry if TMI but I wiped and the discharge was yellow. I had been treated for a UTI before now and finished my antibiotics. I have not felt any symptoms from a UTI so I do not think it is an infection. It was thick and I went to almighty Google to find out more information. It doesn't help me too much as I am not exactly sure where I am in my cycle in regards to ovulation. If I start CD1 as the first day of bleeding of my miscarriage, I should be due for a period soon I hope, maybe by this weekend perhaps...

Today I had my first regular doctor's appointment after my miscarriage. It was nice not to be stuck in a room full of pregnant women and babies for once!! I was at this community health center as a new patient at the first time. I was impressed with their organization and eficiency. I got my blood pressure checked out and did some blood work to determine if I had diabetes so I can get that under control so I can be the healthiest I can be when TTC or when pregnant!

Leather3280: I am hoping the sensitivity to smell and all the other symptoms are good signs!! Thanks for sharing your story. It is just a reminder of the hard journey we're all going through. You in particular Leather have weathered quite a storm. It takes a lot of strength for someone to reach out and to share a bit of themselves. It's what I call Texas tough

meggiemay93: Hope you are still in the running. That is some late Bd'ing but a little lost sleep in exchange for a little one will be worth it I have to try to get it in before 10pm or I might not be as energetic as I could be right when my husband comes home from work

BeautifulD: Evaps? Still trying to work my head around all the terminology and acronyms

 

[Leather3280]

Mandi2205: Thanks so much for the comment I'm so humbled that I can touch other people's lives with my hardships. I want God to touch other people's lives through my story. Also thank you so much for the encouragement. Always know that my fx for you and that your little rainbow baby will find you soon. I'm praying for a turkey baby for you as well

 

[Leather3280]

Mackjess: Welcome to our beautiful ttc group. I appreciate the reminder that we are never alone and that there is always someone going our hardships as well. Mack keeping my fx and lots and lots of baby dust to you.

 

[Leather3280]

Runnergrl: Even though we have never meet I feel I've known you for years. You are such a comfort to me. Your positivity is such a blessing as well. I also appreciate being able to vent on here as well. So much so you might regret it later. It an amazing feeling also to know that live quite close to each other.

So I promise right this moment that(even though I feel like I will be getting my period on Sunday or Monday)I will be happy no matter the outcome.

 

[Leather3280]

HisGrace: I love having women on here that share my same faith and knowing I'm not alone is a very peaceful feeling as well as up lifting. I will keep you in my prayers that your baby will be safe and sound for the rest of the nine months and that he or she will be happy and healthy as well.

 

[meggiemay93]

Runnergrl: Even though we have never meet I feel I've known you for years. You are such a comfort to me. Your positivity is such a blessing as well. I also appreciate being able to vent on here as well. So much so you might regret it later. It an amazing feeling also to know that live quite close to each other.

So I promise right this moment that(even though I feel like I will be getting my period on Sunday or Monday)I will be happy no matter the outcome.

That is a great attitude to have! I find I have a better look on things after my period comes than while I'm waiting to see if it's gonna come or not.

 

[Leather3280]

Meggiemay93: Thanks I will do my best and I will trust God for what ever outcome. I look forward to a bfp soon for you as well and my fx for you. Major baby dust coming your way.

 

[BeautifulD]

Hey BeautifulD: Thanks I hope we can be bfp buddies! Never had one of those either. Well I tested yesterday bfn and this morning with another bfn. I think I will wait a couple days. I'm pretty regular so I'm supposed to get af either Sunday or Monday. I think I will wait until around than. My DH and I are both hoping this is it. Fx

Runnergrl: thanks a lot mammy, I woke up pretty early today at 4am had to do the bbt adjuster that Garfie told me about,so the bbt at 4am was 98.16 and the adjuster put me at 98.96 four hours later but I thank it's a bit high, so I ah adjusted it down myself to the current temp it's at on my chart. I just keep waking up to early, like 5:55am or 4am and having to adjust my temp and it just so annoying especially this morning being adjusted to such a high temp and it like cant be possible.

Garfie: what's the earliest you have ever taken your bbt?

Never: I appreciate you cheering me on I need the encouragement a lot. I tested again this morning another bfn. I went back to sleep at 6am and I'm still resting in bed.

AFM: Again I want to thank all the ladies on here for all the positivity and encouragement. I also want to apologize for not being able to hold onto it for myself. It's just when it comes down to myself I have a hard time staying positive, thinking now that all the symptoms I've been having are just my body doing something wonky and it couldn't be pregnancy symptoms. I have to tell you ladies an awful truth about myself and that is I used to hate myself and I would bash myself all the time. Probably cause when I was growing up I was ignored a lot(the dreaded mild child syndrome) I would hole up in my room and just be myself all the time. I felt why go outside and play when there was no one who wanted to play or hangout with me. My sisters didn't want me to hangout with them and there friends so they would run away from me. So I pretty much closed myself off from a lot of people until I was sixteen yrs old. Than I finally opened up and ended up making everyone cry cause I shared all my pain of growing up and feeling like no one wanted to be my friend. There were even times to where my younger sister Amanda would say you did or said something really stupid in front of some college people( after her telling me that I would berate myself mentally, telling myself no wonder nobody likes you or wants to hangout cause you act stupid all the time). Then there was a time when I was 18 yrs old to where I felt I was just a burden to my family and if I were to just disappear it wouldn't matter they would forget about me and I could just live alone and not be a burden anymore. When I was feeling this way I was actually staying at my uncles place in Montana, they lived outside an Indian reservation, and I walked five from there place, caught a ride the rest of the way into town with a semi driver, and I walked around the Indian reservation until night time and than hid under some bushes to keep warm until morning and than walked around town again in the morning. A Indian bother and sister found me and told me my uncles were looking for me. It was a pretty humbling experience to actually know someone cared enough for me to come looking for me. Than when I was 19 tried committing suicide by slicing my wrists but felt like The Lord wouldn't let me. You see these are a few things why I have a hard time being positive about good things. Like becoming pregnant, it's the greatest desire in my heart to have a baby to nourish him/her with my body to feel them move and kick in my belly, to hear their heart beat, to see a 3D ultrasound to see who he/she looks more like. But normally when it comes to getting pregnant I think maybe God isn't going to bless me because I was never meant to be a mother in the first and I end breaking my heart.

This is why I want to apologize to all of you ladies and ask for your forgiveness on my negativity. I just wanted to share a little about my dark side and to let you know a little more about me. But always know that I will always stay positive for all of you that you will all get your long awaited bfp's. I was totally positive for HisGrace and never doubted even once that she could still get her bfp and she ended up being pregnant. I will believe it for y'all until you confirm the old nasty witch had come. So I will always be here routing for you or other words be your cheering section. For me it will just take an act of God.

Honey, you have no idea how much I relate to what you have said, I'm feeling soooooo negative about this cycle and to be honest I really feel like giving up. I guess that's what losses and such does to a girl. Also the evaps I've been getting. Testing from 4dpo is ridiculous and not something I will be practicing next cycle! You're more than welcome to pm me or visit my journal ANY TIME ok? we're not alone

 

[Leather3280]

Mamatex: Your words to Gods ears I'm hoping all those things aren't just some funky feelings hehe. Like whahoo let's give Lila some weird symptoms until comes. But anyway I like to think of myself as Texas tough if not mentally than physically

 

[Leather3280]

BeautifulD: Thanks I'm still hoping that we could be bfp buddies!



AFM: No matter what in my experiences growing up and now I still have hope cause my Father gives me that hope. I had lost hope that I would never find someone who would love me for me and I sometimes wonder if my husband does or not. But than all of a sudden he says something that reassures me. We had a pretty rough 6 yrs of marriage. We've been married for 8 yrs now and the last two years have been a lot better. I almost lost hope in our marriage in the first 6 years but God kept me from leaving and He kept giving me hope that everything would be alright. For me if it weren't for God I would be a shell of a person.

 

[mandi2205]

Mandi2205: Thanks so much for the comment I'm so humbled that I can touch other people's lives with my hardships. I want God to touch other people's lives through my story. Also thank you so much for the encouragement. Always know that my fx for you and that your little rainbow baby will find you soon. I'm praying for a turkey baby for you as well

aw thankyou leather and me you my fx always,almost made me cry reading that then, you sound like a very thoughtfull caring woman and its nice to know you , god will bless you also with a beautifull child you will see, xxx

 

[nevergivingup]

Wowsers....i missed a bit...chatty TTC Women...LOV-ING IT!!

Leather: What more can i say other then diddo what the other women say. Hey youre not alone, believe it or not, i was just like you, didnt have friends growing up, my older siblings always beat me up, they def didnt want to hang around me. I came up alone and trust me the story goes on, BUT it takes time, it took me 23 years of my life to find meaning and to actually love myself enough to not care what others thought about me and 23 years of my life to stop running from God doing trying and doing crazy things to myself bc i needed attention or rather i needed to find meaning to my life.No marriage is a picnic, mine sure isnt but ma'am When you put that little bit of faith and trust in God, ma'am he will lead the way to a world of happiness. My DH led me to christ and my life has been tried many times afterwards but nomore do i run or hide bc i now know God is my armor and shield and i put all my trust in him that he knows whats best for me, not me. Even though i found christ i still was tried, i had 2 m/c's at 24, never in my life would i thought i would have to go that, and i hurt everyday, i cried in the shower, i cried in my Dh arms everynight bc i didnt know why. But my losses was my blessings bc i did take those pregnancies for granted thinking i was invincible and now God has blessed me yet again with a 3rd pregnancy and every day i thank him so for this blessing he has bestowed upon me and my DH. I never gave up, yea i cried and i ask why but as long as you get bk up and keep fighting God will bless your womb. And never ever think that you're not meant to be a mother, in God Word he promise to us women that if we beileve on him we will be mothers of many. You are not meant to be a barren women. Read about Hannah and Elisabeth or even Mary who gave birth to baby Jesus they were barren women but they prayed and ask God to bless their womb with a child and God did just that even in their late ages. His word is still true and God is still in making miracles you just have to be patient and let him work his miracle on you in his timing. Im still not out the clear but all i can do is pray everyday and put my trust in him that whatever his will is it will be. Head Up Chin Up, faith in God.

HisGrace: i loved your comment, it was sooo sweet. Thank you for that! Your baby is such a blessing.

Okay to the lovely lady who asked ab Evaps: i dont know if someone answered but it stands for false home pregnancy test, not accurately reading maybe bc the ink in it but you'll know its an evap if youre testing really early unless you dont know where you are in your cycle.

This Thread is sooo darn AWESOME, like what in the world its sooo contagious!!!! LADIES YALL ARE LIKE THE BEST EVER!!! And just bc AF shows dosent mean its over or you should give up, AF only last up to 7 days for some women, and you'll be right back in the game closer to your BFP!!!

 

[nevergivingup]

CONGRATS TO OUR LOVELY LADIES Lisalee, Nevergivingup, Sweetz , Lpjkp, BayBeeEm, HisGrace, and Bamagurl we def have more to Come SO CATCH THOSE EGGIES LADIES


Our June BFP's LOVELY LADIES:

Lisalee1:June /Symptns 2Day:getting an appetite back. Less sore boobs, m/s going away. 1st HB: 169@ 8wks/ 2nd HB: 167@ 12wks

Nevergivingup: June / Symptns: always XTRA CM, gassy ,appetite, and pimples EDD: March 5, 2013/ 1st HB: 130 @6wks/ 2nd HB: 162@7wks / 3rd HB: 161@12wks / 4th HB: 154@18wks *GENDER: IT'S A BOY *


Our July BFP's LOVELY LADIES:

Sweetz33/ July1 Tested / gassy,lot of CM, appetite is insane! Peeing constantly. Twinges, kicks, baby aerobics in belly lol. Sore back. Insomnia. emotional roller coaster. And the newest lackoffittableclothes! 1st HB: 145@8 wks, 2nd HB 166@11 weeks 3rd HB: 167@ 4th HB 138 @ 19wks *GENDER: IT'S A BOY *


AUGUST BFP'S LOVELY LADIES:

Lpjkp: Tested Aug 24 / Symptns: Sore boobs / 1st HB:

BamaGurl: Tested 1st HB: 171 /Symptns: m/s. Cold


SEPTEMBER BFP's LOVELY LADIES:

BayBeeEm: Tested 1st HB: 142 / Symptns: Tinge of M/S.

HisGrace: Tested 1st HB: 146 /Symptns: Sore boobs



SOON October BFP's LOVELY LADIES::


Leather: 6DPO/ In TWW Symptns: Muscle aches, sweats on and off

Kanicky: CD13 w/ Clomid "O" as we speak....

Aspe: DPO/ TWW



Soon November BFP's Lovely Ladies:


Hopestruck: CD/ Soon Nov. BFP

Stork: AF showed / Turkey Baby coming Soon

Garfie: AF showed / Turkey Baby coming soon

Runnergrl: TTC, waiting for "O" or BFP / Turkey Baby coming soon

Shefali83: AF came / Ready to TTC

Sirbaby:AF came / Coming soon a Turkey baby

Tybabydreams: Waiting to "O"

Mandi0225: AF showed / Turkey baby coming soon

BeautifulD: 3DPO/ In TWW

Jessandaj: Waiting to "O" M.I.A

Wantnum2: Waiting to "O" M.I.A

MamaTex: Waiting to "O"

Mackjess: Waiting to "O"

MeggieMay93: Waiting to "O"


Waiting To Try BFP's Ladies:

Angelserenity: waiting to try

 

[Leather3280]

Never: You are right, I just need to trust God and not worry. It is harder to do than to say but I just need to start doing. I've just been so stinkin' bored of late and there is nothing really to do here at this house. I would take my dog for a walk but there are a lot of Mosquitos out right now and I'm tired of being bitten up. I'm looking forward to going back to the other house we were staying at before this. It's a lot less boring and I'm going to take my dog for a lot more walks. I just need to vent I think and I feel much better.

 

[HisGrace]

Leather - A cool front is coming through the state this weekend. It should kill off the mosquitoes so you can go back out and walk your dog.

 

[Leather3280]

HisGrace: I'm so looking forward to that and actually i decided we both needed to get out today. So I said to heck with the Mosquitos and went for a walk and guess what no Mosquitos Hehe. Go figure.