March/April BFP's who's going for it!! NEW LADIES COME JOIN IN!!

[bamagurl]

I'm still in limbo. My loss was on June 15th. If this cycle was 28 days I should have started Saturday, but I haven't yet. I took a test late in the afternoon & it was negative.

How are you doing mamatex?

 

[MamaTex]

I'm still in limbo. My loss was on June 15th. If this cycle was 28 days I should have started Saturday, but I haven't yet. I took a test late in the afternoon & it was negative.

How are you doing mamatex?

Hmmm. Maybe your cycle is off by just a bit but it could be a BFP on the way I hope!!

AFM I am feeling okay. I got a call back from the doctor's office. Instead of going in to see the OB Thursday they want me to come in tomorrow. I am not confident it is good news, but who knows.



I am interested to see what happens to my cycle if I end up losing this baby. After having Sky, my cycles gradually averaged 30 days so I wonder if they will get shorter or longer. I enjoyed having an extra day or two to be period free. Haha

 

[Mrs Guala]

About to finish ovulating so now the nervous wait to see if i finally get my BFP after mmc in February.... Feeling very excited and positive this month so we will wait and see xxxx baby dust to all xxxx

 

[MamaTex]

About to finish ovulating so now the nervous wait to see if i finally get my BFP after mmc in February.... Feeling very excited and positive this month so we will wait and see xxxx baby dust to all xxxx

Yay!! Can't wait for an update!!

 

[garfie]

Mama - I follow you in FB any news on the bloods yet or is that what the dr wants to see you for do you think?

BIG as always

X

 

[MamaTex]

Mama - I follow you in FB any news on the bloods yet or is that what the dr wants to see you for do you think?

BIG as always

X

They ordered a blood test for HCG and to also check for a variety of disorders. The reason for the call yesterday was for me to come in this afternoon to discuss them.

 

[Mariahs Mom]

Hey Ladies, it has been a while!!!!!

Hello to all the new ladies. The ladies on this thread are WONDERFUL and have helped me through the hardest times.

Mowat- so exciting to hear that IVF is starting and in just a few weeks you will be in the TWW! I'm so happy for you!

Bama- I'm so sorry to hear abt your loss. I hope you catch that egg this cycle

Ttcbabyisom & Mrs W- How are you ladies? Long time no hair. I think abt how you girls are from time to time. I'm silently rooting for yaw.

Mama- I'm sorry you're still in limbo. Not a great place to be at all. Hopefully you'll get some answer soon so you'll know where you stand.

 

[bamagurl]

Mama - I follow you in FB any news on the bloods yet or is that what the dr wants to see you for do you think?

BIG as always

X

They ordered a blood test for HCG and to also check for a variety of disorders. The reason for the call yesterday was for me to come in this afternoon to discuss them.

Please let us know when you hear something. Been thinking of you!

 

[MamaTex]

Mama - I follow you in FB any news on the bloods yet or is that what the dr wants to see you for do you think?

BIG as always

X

They ordered a blood test for HCG and to also check for a variety of disorders. The reason for the call yesterday was for me to come in this afternoon to discuss them.

Please let us know when you hear something. Been thinking of you!

It wasn't a good appointment. My doctor did not get the second set of labs I faxed over to her that showed my HCG was over 14,000 two days before I went to see her last Thursday (She didn't seem to believe me when I told her what the number was). She said that my blood draw for last Thursday came back at around 26,000 so my HCG did increase but she said that since she didn't see anything when she last checked me, she would recommend Cytotec and/or a D&C depending on what my blood draw is from today. She said I had a missed miscarriage. When I asked her if she could give me one more ultrasound to check before we go through with ending the pregnancy, she said no so I will push for another scan or just pay for another one before I do anything. So ya, not very good news. On top of all of that, my husband doesn't want to try right away anymore. He thinks I need to take more time and maybe I do, but I feel in my heart that the right thing for me is to try right away and work on my health in the meantime.

 

[cutieq]

Sorry to hear about AF Bush. I'm glad your cycles are more regulated on though!

 

[bamagurl]

Mama - I follow you in FB any news on the bloods yet or is that what the dr wants to see you for do you think?

BIG as always

X

They ordered a blood test for HCG and to also check for a variety of disorders. The reason for the call yesterday was for me to come in this afternoon to discuss them.

Please let us know when you hear something. Been thinking of you!

It wasn't a good appointment. My doctor did not get the second set of labs I faxed over to her that showed my HCG was over 14,000 two days before I went to see her last Thursday (She didn't seem to believe me when I told her what the number was). She said that my blood draw for last Thursday came back at around 26,000 so my HCG did increase but she said that since she didn't see anything when she last checked me, she would recommend Cytotec and/or a D&C depending on what my blood draw is from today. She said I had a missed miscarriage. When I asked her if she could give me one more ultrasound to check before we go through with ending the pregnancy, she said no so I will push for another scan or just pay for another one before I do anything. So ya, not very good news. On top of all of that, my husband doesn't want to try right away anymore. He thinks I need to take more time and maybe I do, but I feel in my heart that the right thing for me is to try right away and work on my health in the meantime.

I am so sorry it wasn't a good appointment! I would certainly push for an ultrasound to make sure. When will you get the results from the lab about yesterday's draw?

Sorry your hubby isn't on the same track as you. I know exactly how that goes. My husband is saying let's wait a year!!! I feel like I can't wait another day, but I kinda need him to have a baby so until he is on board it won't happen. I hope your husband comes around!

 

[MamaTex]

Mama - I follow you in FB any news on the bloods yet or is that what the dr wants to see you for do you think?

BIG as always

X

They ordered a blood test for HCG and to also check for a variety of disorders. The reason for the call yesterday was for me to come in this afternoon to discuss them.

Please let us know when you hear something. Been thinking of you!

It wasn't a good appointment. My doctor did not get the second set of labs I faxed over to her that showed my HCG was over 14,000 two days before I went to see her last Thursday (She didn't seem to believe me when I told her what the number was). She said that my blood draw for last Thursday came back at around 26,000 so my HCG did increase but she said that since she didn't see anything when she last checked me, she would recommend Cytotec and/or a D&C depending on what my blood draw is from today. She said I had a missed miscarriage. When I asked her if she could give me one more ultrasound to check before we go through with ending the pregnancy, she said no so I will push for another scan or just pay for another one before I do anything. So ya, not very good news. On top of all of that, my husband doesn't want to try right away anymore. He thinks I need to take more time and maybe I do, but I feel in my heart that the right thing for me is to try right away and work on my health in the meantime.

I am so sorry it wasn't a good appointment! I would certainly push for an ultrasound to make sure. When will you get the results from the lab about yesterday's draw?

Sorry your hubby isn't on the same track as you. I know exactly how that goes. My husband is saying let's wait a year!!! I feel like I can't wait another day, but I kinda need him to have a baby so until he is on board it won't happen. I hope your husband comes around!

The doctor seemed to think she should be able to get results today.

 

[Left wonderin]

Bama I har ya both about hubby ! Mine is saying he has lots of reason why he only wants 1 child !! But I have lots why we should have more time is running out I'm 41 . Granted my LO is only 5 months old but the clock is ticking LOUDLY !!!! Its deafening !!

I haven't really put pressure on yet as I can't ttc as I'm waiting on some test results from a smear that will take another 5 weeks . Also I want him to want it as much as I do . As well all no too well things can get tough and I don't want any I told you so !!!!! Errrrrrrr men

 

[ttcbabyisom]

Hey Ladies, it has been a while!!!!!

Hello to all the new ladies. The ladies on this thread are WONDERFUL and have helped me through the hardest times.

Mowat- so exciting to hear that IVF is starting and in just a few weeks you will be in the TWW! I'm so happy for you!

Bama- I'm so sorry to hear abt your loss. I hope you catch that egg this cycle

Ttcbabyisom & Mrs W- How are you ladies? Long time no hair. I think abt how you girls are from time to time. I'm silently rooting for yaw.

Mama- I'm sorry you're still in limbo. Not a great place to be at all. Hopefully you'll get some answer soon so you'll know where you stand.

Hi Mariahs Mom! Thanks for checking in on us sweetie!

I've realized I'm not dealing as well with all of this like I thought I was. I can run and exercise until the cows come home but the sadness never goes away. I have come to the conclusion I'm pretty depressed. I still function just fine and will continue to do so but am having way too many breakdowns over things lately (new pregnancies in very close core group) and just an overall truly sad feeling that I decided to get some help. I called my doc today to get info on "infertility counseling" where it ONLY focuses on that and I called and made my first appointment. It is July 28 after work so hopefully it helps! They are also going to call in a script for me I think to help get me "balanced" before September rolls around and we are back on medicated cycles, etc. So...that's the scoop on me. I'm still happy Danielle...with a side of infertility depression. :-/ My docs office was so nice and sweet. She told me this was very normal especially after 3 years of dealing with this and 3 losses under our belts and NOTHING to show for it. So at least that made me feel better. So I'm doing something about it and I hope it works. I'm tired of feeling this way every time I see a baby belly or hear a baby story or see a baby post. It sucks. I don't want to feel jealous anymore. I do, however, don't think that will go away until I'm posting about my own miracle.

 

[ttcbabyisom]

Rooting EVERYONE on for July/August!!! Come on babies!!! We need you!

 

[bamagurl]

Hope everyone is doing okay! Anyone testing soon?

 

[garfie]

Bama - Me I've been testing most of this cycle still BFN and had blood results yesterday (HCG1) (so maybe I should stop testing this month) but once a POAS addict always a POAS addict!

Good luck ladies



X

 

[bamagurl]

Bama - Me I've been testing most of this cycle still BFN and had blood results yesterday (HCG1) (so maybe I should stop testing this month) but once a POAS addict always a POAS addict!

Good luck ladies



X

Haha I completely understand because I have been doing the same thing haha! It feels silly to do that but I just cant help it! Every time I pee I feel like it must be on a test!

AFM: I had a dream last night I started my period and I looked up what that might mean & it stated subconsciously I am letting go of something. I thought I may have started today because I honestly am just to the point where if I wasn't going to be pregnant (knowledge courtesy of the tests I took) that I just wanted to start so I could plan for next time. Although I am still trying to get the hubby on board 100% with trying now. However, I apparently am only spotting. I have no clue what my body is doing!

 

[MamaTex]

Hey Ladies, it has been a while!!!!!

Hello to all the new ladies. The ladies on this thread are WONDERFUL and have helped me through the hardest times.

Mowat- so exciting to hear that IVF is starting and in just a few weeks you will be in the TWW! I'm so happy for you!

Bama- I'm so sorry to hear abt your loss. I hope you catch that egg this cycle

Ttcbabyisom & Mrs W- How are you ladies? Long time no hair. I think abt how you girls are from time to time. I'm silently rooting for yaw.

Mama- I'm sorry you're still in limbo. Not a great place to be at all. Hopefully you'll get some answer soon so you'll know where you stand.

Hi Mariahs Mom! Thanks for checking in on us sweetie!

I've realized I'm not dealing as well with all of this like I thought I was. I can run and exercise until the cows come home but the sadness never goes away. I have come to the conclusion I'm pretty depressed. I still function just fine and will continue to do so but am having way too many breakdowns over things lately (new pregnancies in very close core group) and just an overall truly sad feeling that I decided to get some help. I called my doc today to get info on "infertility counseling" where it ONLY focuses on that and I called and made my first appointment. It is July 28 after work so hopefully it helps! They are also going to call in a script for me I think to help get me "balanced" before September rolls around and we are back on medicated cycles, etc. So...that's the scoop on me. I'm still happy Danielle...with a side of infertility depression. :-/ My docs office was so nice and sweet. She told me this was very normal especially after 3 years of dealing with this and 3 losses under our belts and NOTHING to show for it. So at least that made me feel better. So I'm doing something about it and I hope it works. I'm tired of feeling this way every time I see a baby belly or hear a baby story or see a baby post. It sucks. I don't want to feel jealous anymore. I do, however, don't think that will go away until I'm posting about my own miracle.

It's good that you are seeking help. Being heard and understood is very important. Just want you to know that those feelings of jealousy and sadness, while unpleasant, are completely understandable given what you have gone through. I feel all human emotions are valid, even though society will tell us to "chin up" and "get over it."

 

[MamaTex]

I have a mixed bag of news. I have been waiting to bleed and cramp, but that has not happened. I got my HCG back from my appointment Tuesday of this week and it increased to around 58,000 from around 26,000 the previous Thursday. The OB I saw is trying to authorize an ultrasound for me, although she is adamant I am still having a miscarriage. I had started to think about all the different wines I could start trying out once I went through the process, but that is on hold. So ya, I am just as confused as I was before. If I do have to end up going back to TTC'ing, I think I will be looking into some herbal remedies for overall health. Not sure who to turn to for advice on this as I don't usually run into practitioners who advise this route, but I want to take things that will improve my overall health.

I did some walking and running the other day and that helped me feel a little better, until I got home. The sun is finally out and it isn't muggy (it's been raining for about a week straight here), so I might go outside to get some sunshine therapy