March/April BFP's who's going for it!! NEW LADIES COME JOIN IN!!

[mowat]

Really hope you get some answers soon MamaTex.

 

[Left wonderin]

Hey Ladies, it has been a while!!!!!

Hello to all the new ladies. The ladies on this thread are WONDERFUL and have helped me through the hardest times.

Mowat- so exciting to hear that IVF is starting and in just a few weeks you will be in the TWW! I'm so happy for you!

Bama- I'm so sorry to hear abt your loss. I hope you catch that egg this cycle

Ttcbabyisom & Mrs W- How are you ladies? Long time no hair. I think abt how you girls are from time to time. I'm silently rooting for yaw.

Mama- I'm sorry you're still in limbo. Not a great place to be at all. Hopefully you'll get some answer soon so you'll know where you stand.

Hi Mariahs Mom! Thanks for checking in on us sweetie!

I've realized I'm not dealing as well with all of this like I thought I was. I can run and exercise until the cows come home but the sadness never goes away. I have come to the conclusion I'm pretty depressed. I still function just fine and will continue to do so but am having way too many breakdowns over things lately (new pregnancies in very close core group) and just an overall truly sad feeling that I decided to get some help. I called my doc today to get info on "infertility counseling" where it ONLY focuses on that and I called and made my first appointment. It is July 28 after work so hopefully it helps! They are also going to call in a script for me I think to help get me "balanced" before September rolls around and we are back on medicated cycles, etc. So...that's the scoop on me. I'm still happy Danielle...with a side of infertility depression. :-/ My docs office was so nice and sweet. She told me this was very normal especially after 3 years of dealing with this and 3 losses under our belts and NOTHING to show for it. So at least that made me feel better. So I'm doing something about it and I hope it works. I'm tired of feeling this way every time I see a baby belly or hear a baby story or see a baby post. It sucks. I don't want to feel jealous anymore. I do, however, don't think that will go away until I'm posting about my own miracle.

Danielle I'm so sorry to read your feeling so low , its so understandable and I think you are an amazingly brave compassionate women . I watched my sister struggle with 14 years of unexplained infertility it was heartbreaking . Her story eventually had a happy ending , she has now ended up with 7 children ! ( that's a long story ill tell you if ya like ) she went for therapy and found it very good. As hard as it is sometimes its really good and healthy to turn and face our feelings cause no matter how hard we try to ignore them or run from them they always always show up at some point !!! I hope talking through how you are feeling brings you some comfort .

 

[ttcbabyisom]

I have a mixed bag of news. I have been waiting to bleed and cramp, but that has not happened. I got my HCG back from my appointment Tuesday of this week and it increased to around 58,000 from around 26,000 the previous Thursday. The OB I saw is trying to authorize an ultrasound for me, although she is adamant I am still having a miscarriage. I had started to think about all the different wines I could start trying out once I went through the process, but that is on hold. So ya, I am just as confused as I was before. If I do have to end up going back to TTC'ing, I think I will be looking into some herbal remedies for overall health. Not sure who to turn to for advice on this as I don't usually run into practitioners who advise this route, but I want to take things that will improve my overall health.

I did some walking and running the other day and that helped me feel a little better, until I got home. The sun is finally out and it isn't muggy (it's been raining for about a week straight here), so I might go outside to get some sunshine therapy

You poor thing, how confusing! I hope your body gives you answers soon. Ugh. Hang in there! Those numbers do not sound like a miscarriage to me. Sunshine therapy is the best! So is walking in it!

 

[ttcbabyisom]

Hey Ladies, it has been a while!!!!!

Hello to all the new ladies. The ladies on this thread are WONDERFUL and have helped me through the hardest times.

Mowat- so exciting to hear that IVF is starting and in just a few weeks you will be in the TWW! I'm so happy for you!

Bama- I'm so sorry to hear abt your loss. I hope you catch that egg this cycle

Ttcbabyisom & Mrs W- How are you ladies? Long time no hair. I think abt how you girls are from time to time. I'm silently rooting for yaw.

Mama- I'm sorry you're still in limbo. Not a great place to be at all. Hopefully you'll get some answer soon so you'll know where you stand.

Hi Mariahs Mom! Thanks for checking in on us sweetie!

I've realized I'm not dealing as well with all of this like I thought I was. I can run and exercise until the cows come home but the sadness never goes away. I have come to the conclusion I'm pretty depressed. I still function just fine and will continue to do so but am having way too many breakdowns over things lately (new pregnancies in very close core group) and just an overall truly sad feeling that I decided to get some help. I called my doc today to get info on "infertility counseling" where it ONLY focuses on that and I called and made my first appointment. It is July 28 after work so hopefully it helps! They are also going to call in a script for me I think to help get me "balanced" before September rolls around and we are back on medicated cycles, etc. So...that's the scoop on me. I'm still happy Danielle...with a side of infertility depression. :-/ My docs office was so nice and sweet. She told me this was very normal especially after 3 years of dealing with this and 3 losses under our belts and NOTHING to show for it. So at least that made me feel better. So I'm doing something about it and I hope it works. I'm tired of feeling this way every time I see a baby belly or hear a baby story or see a baby post. It sucks. I don't want to feel jealous anymore. I do, however, don't think that will go away until I'm posting about my own miracle.

Danielle I'm so sorry to read your feeling so low , its so understandable and I think you are an amazingly brave compassionate women . I watched my sister struggle with 14 years of unexplained infertility it was heartbreaking . Her story eventually had a happy ending , she has now ended up with 7 children ! ( that's a long story ill tell you if ya like ) she went for therapy and found it very good. As hard as it is sometimes its really good and healthy to turn and face our feelings cause no matter how hard we try to ignore them or run from them they always always show up at some point !!! I hope talking through how you are feeling brings you some comfort .

Thank you so much.
Wow...14 years of it...i can't even imagine but WOW..7 kids came from that? I bet she is so happy but also SO exhausted. He, he...I would love to hear the story of how she ended up there. You can PM me if you like!

 

[MamaTex]

Hey all!! Just wanted to update!! I went into my appointment and there was a baby with a beating heart. This doctor I have made me think I was having a miscarriage and put me through hell for almost two weeks! I am sorry if this update is insensitive as I know so many of you have been trying for so long, but I still wish for everyone to experience the happiness they deserve. It's bittersweet to get the news I got today because I know how it can go.

 

[cutieq]

WONDERFUL news MamaTex!!!!!

 

[MamaTex]

WONDERFUL news MamaTex!!!!!

I know!1 And I just laughed entirely too hard at your profile pic.

 

[mackjess]

Tex that is wonderful and I was so hoping for good news!!!

 

[eyemom]

Hi ladies. I suppose I'm a graduate of this thread...I was here for a long time. But I still lurk and cheer for you. Wishing you all the best and all the happiness.

ALSO cutieq I noticed your avatar after MamaT pointed it out and I love it so so much. LOLOL so perfect. I want it to be true for all of you!

 

[ab75]

Been lurking quietly, Mamatex, congratulations, and good on you for pushing for ultrasound xx

 

[Kdear95]

I'm hoping for a bfp next month! Af is due August 3rd, and this is our first month trying after a mc. Am I the only one who is absolutely going crazy during this two week wait? Haha. Good luck, everyone.

 

[bamagurl]

Hey all!! Just wanted to update!! I went into my appointment and there was a baby with a beating heart. This doctor I have made me think I was having a miscarriage and put me through hell for almost two weeks! I am sorry if this update is insensitive as I know so many of you have been trying for so long, but I still wish for everyone to experience the happiness they deserve. It's bittersweet to get the news I got today because I know how it can go.

I am so excited for you! That is wonderful news!!!

 

[Mrs W 11]

Great news mamatex, not insensitive at all. Thrilled for you xx

 

[mowat]

Had my transfer this morning. Let the waiting begin!

 

[Mrs W 11]

Ooh good luck mowat! Keeping fingers and toes crossed for you. Keep us posted xx

 

[MamaTex]

Had my transfer this morning. Let the waiting begin!

I'm on pins and needles here!! GO MOWAT!!

 

[mommyxofxone]

hey ladies may i join you? cd 10 here, and due to O anywhere from cd 15-21. Will be doing opks soon. Would love to have some buddies with me

 

[skelly2014]

Hi ladies new poster here. Been reading for awhile finally decided to join in and share my journey to motherhood! Im 26 in a few weeks been ttc for approx 10 months now with no luck as yet. Both me and bf have begun fertility testing as we told them weve been trying longer. . Ive always had a strange fear that I won't be able to be a mother perhaps as its something I want so badly.. anyway his semen analysis came back low morphology first time second was better in normal rnages and ive had 21 day tests came back normal ultrasound normal hsg normal and day 3 fsh test normal. My cycle is regular 29- 31 days occasionally a day or 2 more or less. Getting more and more uoset and frustrated as the months go on. Why isnt it happening when were both supposedly fine healthy and fertile?!?! Would love some support from those in the same boat. Currently on cd 24 approx 7 or 8 dpo and impatiently waiting for af to be due.

 

[nevergivingup]

Hey all!! Just wanted to update!! I went into my appointment and there was a baby with a beating heart. This doctor I have made me think I was having a miscarriage and put me through hell for almost two weeks! I am sorry if this update is insensitive as I know so many of you have been trying for so long, but I still wish for everyone to experience the happiness they deserve. It's bittersweet to get the news I got today because I know how it can go.

I'm hoping for a bfp next month! Af is due August 3rd, and this is our first month trying after a mc. Am I the only one who is absolutely going crazy during this two week wait? Haha. Good luck, everyone.

hey ladies may i join you? cd 10 here, and due to O anywhere from cd 15-21. Will be doing opks soon. Would love to have some buddies with me

Hi ladies new poster here. Been reading for awhile finally decided to join in and share my journey to motherhood! Im 26 in a few weeks been ttc for approx 10 months now with no luck as yet. Both me and bf have begun fertility testing as we told them weve been trying longer. . Ive always had a strange fear that I won't be able to be a mother perhaps as its something I want so badly.. anyway his semen analysis came back low morphology first time second was better in normal rnages and ive had 21 day tests came back normal ultrasound normal hsg normal and day 3 fsh test normal. My cycle is regular 29- 31 days occasionally a day or 2 more or less. Getting more and more uoset and frustrated as the months go on. Why isnt it happening when were both supposedly fine healthy and fertile?!?! Would love some support from those in the same boat. Currently on cd 24 approx 7 or 8 dpo and impatiently waiting for af to be due.

CONGRATS MAMATEX!!!! How awesome that news is, I'm sure if that was me I would've been crying tears of joy and mad at the same time!!! Mad bc they put me through madness and tears of joy bc my baby lives inside of me!!!

Skelly: welcome to an awesome Group of supportive women!!! They have gotten me through my before during and after pregnancy. I know how you feel to be completely healthy.i thought I was invincible bc I was 24 at the time to only find out 3 m/c's later that it doesn't quite happen on my time unfortunately but it will happen...when?? is the hardest part to understand but it's not up to us. But that never means give up trying on your end!!! Good luck to you on your journey!

Welcome mommyxofofone!!! FX FOR YOU HUN!!

Kdear: I hope you get your BFP!!! It can def happen in a months time!!!

Hello to all the ladies here and afar!!! BNB sent me a msg telling me I needed to post something.....so I hope this will hold me for some month bc I'm so busy all I can really do is lurk these days. Forgive me ladies, but def rooting y'all on from afar!!!
Excuse any misspelling, my iPhone has a mind of its own!!

 

[skelly2014]

thank you for taking the time to welcome me nevergivingup! im sorry to hear you have had to go through 3 m/c but think on the positive side that it means you are able to fall preg now you just need the baby to stick! wishing you all the best. im currently in the tww and as usual either want af to hurry and come or to have some sort of obvious symptom or feeling of being preg! so far seems same as every other month sore boobs cramps here n there and the emotionalness on n off... oh the joys of ttc and hormones aye! hows everyone else going? how long have we all been trying for and where are we at with fertility testing etc?