March/April BFP's who's going for it!! NEW LADIES COME JOIN IN!!

[eyemom]

12 dpo and another bfn. I'm pretty sure I'm out. It was pretty awful too. At first it looked like the color was filling in over the test line and my heart stopped for a moment.... Then that area flushed out white and when I looked at it again after a few min, it was negative as can be. I teared up. Ugh.

At least on the plus side, I counted wrong and if all goes as usual I'll ovulate before my Dr appointment so we won't be out next month for that reason.

 

[MamaTex]

essie08: Oh I do wish she comes at or a little over 39 weeks but whenever she comes is ok as long as she comes out healthy!!

mackjess: I loved how you described things as beautiful chaos. You are doing an awesome thing for your baby. I imagine it is a hard thing to do and there will be some time to adjust. No matter how long you go for, you did something good for your baby!! Good luck with breast feeding. You sound so happy!!

nevergivingup: Wow, you are going to try again?

Pink: Hooray for new fruit day!!

eyemom: Those BFns are hard to take. Sorry hun.

Starry: Any word?

AFM: 37 weeks today!! I am now "full term" although my OB says he considers 39 weeks full term. If I go into labor today, they won't stop anything so things just got real.

 

[nevergivingup]

Goodmorning Ladies,

Hahaha it seems like I shocked a nation with WTT

But yes ladies you all read right, I'm so ready to go again!! I have BABYFEVER it started 2 wks ago maybe, to where I want to be pregnant now! But of course we know it never works like that. I always wanted 4 children so I have a ways to go. Especially with my body it gave me 4 babies and took back 3 of them so a girl can dream and pray. But DH and i are WTT until I finish school this time but we're not using any contraceptives so if we get lucky I'm running w/ it! I miss the TTC and the pregnancy stage I miss all of that it seemed like nothing else matters but TTC when TTC and that's alright with me. But until then I'm dieting and trying to get my weight back down so maybe when it's time I can get pregnant bc we all know this thing for us is never easy. It takes alot of tears prayers and motivation to want to keep going but we'll get there!

 

[MamaTex]

Goodmorning Ladies,

Hahaha it seems like I shocked a nation with WTT

But yes ladies you all read right, I'm so ready to go again!! I have BABYFEVER it started 2 wks ago maybe, to where I want to be pregnant now! But of course we know it never works like that. I always wanted 4 children so I have a ways to go. Especially with my body it gave me 4 babies and took back 3 of them so a girl can dream and pray. But DH and i are WTT until I finish school this time but we're not using any contraceptives so if we get lucky I'm running w/ it! I miss the TTC and the pregnancy stage I miss all of that it seemed like nothing else matters but TTC when TTC and that's alright with me. But until then I'm dieting and trying to get my weight back down so maybe when it's time I can get pregnant bc we all know this thing for us is never easy. It takes alot of tears prayers and motivation to want to keep going but we'll get there!

Good luck!! The nurse I see for my GD recommends you just knock having babies out. Lol. I told her I want another one soon but ideally I would like to wait at least a year. We'll see how long that lasts. I told my husband about my goal for three kids. He just wants us to see how we do with this one. haha

 

[Pinkcasi]

Well never, good luck to you, it's such a difficult journey I recon it's very brave for anyone to jump straight back in, but I can understand what you say about ttc it's a full time job lol.
My oh has already said he doesn't want any more kids, he has a son already and now our daughter on the way, he says that it's been too stressful to get here and he can't cope with it again, I always thought I wanted 2 but I really don't know now, I'm going to see how I go with this one first and if I feel that our family isn't complete then we'll have to have the conversation again, at the moment I'm quite happy concentrating on this lil one. I need to find a way to get her to meet the new HRH as I just know my baby is destined to be princess!

 

[eyemom]

I'm starting to wish I had MamaTex's Dr, haha. Mine told me to wait a year pp before getting pregnant with another. I had baby fever again at 6 mos, but we waited. I understand her reasons for telling me that, but now here I am in this boat. Sigh. Maybe I should have just tried knocking em out, haha.

I think one of the crappiest parts for me with LTTTC is every month, before I take a test, I imagine how I'll react if it's a bfp. Will I cry? Will I jump up and down? Will I call dh? Will I wait til he gets home? Will I blog about it? Etc etc. I don't try to, believe me, if I could stop it I would. I just can't help but imagine what I would do. And then of course it's negative and I'm snapped back to reality.

I apologize in advance I might be a little Miss Grouchypants for another day or two. But after that I should be okay again.

 

[essie0828]

Hello ladies

Pink thats so cute. Princess Pink

MamaTex I cracked up when you said things just got real

Never babies are addictive huh

Mowat how you getting on hun?? Hope you feel ok

My LO had her eye appointment Tuesday and she has to wear a patch on her eye an hr a day. She has mild amblyopia. We have to do this for 4 months but hopefully it will help her motor skills some. She's progressing pretty fast right now and I'm thankful. She's quite the comic, I was afraid she couldn't use her sippy cup well. She would take a few sips and throw it or bang it around. I thought she wasn't coordinated enough. She doesn't get many sugary snacks so I put chocolate milk in there. Pffft. Gave the little booger a sip of it and sat it on the floor and walked away. She went straight to it and drank it like she's known how to use her cup forever. I need to rethink motivation with this kid.

 

[essie0828]

eyemom

 

[nevergivingup]

Mamatex: I agree w/ your nurse. I feel the same way, to be honest I would've love to been prego right now if I wasn't in school get them all out the way instead of dragging it along not really knowing if we'll really be pregnant and keep it. A year was my goal but this BABYFEVER is raging.

Pinkcasi: 2 babies is what my Hubby want, a boy and a girl so hopefully the next one will be a boy to so we can keep going and that is exciting knowing your little girl may be the next princess or rather will, go ahead and speak it into existence.

Essie: They def are!! Sorry ab your little one sounds like she knows what she's doing no need to worry.

 

[essie0828]

Ugh, OV day is coming up and I feel broody. I keep wondering why im putting off ttc for real somedays. I saw a fat lil breastfed boy at the eye doc and I can't stop thinking about it. I told DH and his reply was "I know, I see em and want to snatch and run" of course he's kidding but I think he's broody to. I'm worried I can't manage 2.

 

[nevergivingup]

Essie: Looks like I'm not the only one with BabyFever

I'm going to start tracking my "O" after my cycle next month "just in case"!

 

[essie0828]

Lol. Nope your not alone

 

[eyemom]

My LO had her eye appointment Tuesday and she has to wear a patch on her eye an hr a day. She has mild amblyopia. We have to do this for 4 months but hopefully it will help her motor skills some. She's progressing pretty fast right now and I'm thankful. She's quite the comic, I was afraid she couldn't use her sippy cup well. She would take a few sips and throw it or bang it around. I thought she wasn't coordinated enough. She doesn't get many sugary snacks so I put chocolate milk in there. Pffft. Gave the little booger a sip of it and sat it on the floor and walked away. She went straight to it and drank it like she's known how to use her cup forever. I need to rethink motivation with this kid.

LOVE this sippy cup story, haha. Yum yum momma!

Good on you for getting her eyes checked out this young. Amblyopia tackled this young has quite a good prognosis.

 

[mowat]

Wow, I've been off for a few days and there were pages to catch up on! Almost home from my trip (only 3 long days of driving left, if we're lucky!)

Been feeling pretty good and was down to just some spotting, but bleeding came back today along with some somewhat odd stomach pain. Don't think it's anything major, but might make a doctor's appointment when I get home and ask for an ultrasound to see that we're "all cleared out", so to speak.

Haven't heard anything yet about my surgery, which is scheduled for August 21st. I suppose there might be a phone message when I get home. Still don't know if I have to pay for the surgery itself or the travel down to Vancouver. I'm guessing my family doctor doesn't even know that this has even been scheduled. Guess I'll go see them about that too!

Good luck to everyone this month! Hope I'll be back to trying soon---crossing my fingers for September if my surgery goes well.

 

[Pinkcasi]

Ha ha Never i think my OH would go mental if she did marry a royal, he's not very keen on the royal family, im not really bothered but it would be nice if she could marry a rich man and keep her parents in a manor i would love to become accustomed too ha ha

I hear what your saying about keeping going if the next is another boy, my OH doesn't want any more but he wanted a boy so im hoping i can talk him into trying again, but well see how this one goes first.

Mt friend had her scan yesterday, she's having a boy! shes a week and a half behind me, so a little boyfriend for my baby Stella.

My other friend is going in for a DNC today, she asked me loads of questions as she had the choice to wait or have the op, i think she just wants it to be over, i couldn't really advise as mine happened naturally and i didn't have the option, i really dont know what i would have done if presented with the choice, im hoping that she can just have it done and try and move on, hopefully it will give her a little closure.

No other news from this end i dont think. I think shes been moving around a bit but im still not sure it's a weird feeling, Oh and i've pickedthe colour of her room im sooo excited!

Good luck everyone oving soon or testing xxx

 

[Starry Night]

Sorry for not updating sooner. Got a bfn which I was starting to expect as my signs suddenly started to vanish. I might have gotten ov signs on Monday but I can't be sure. My body is behaving strangely as I started getting AF signs the day after and that would be too soon. And I had gotten AF signs a week and a half into my cycle.

Still feeling sad and sulky from the disappointment so that's why I'm not really around much these days.

 

[Pinkcasi]

Sorry it was bad news starry

 

[Left wonderin]

Sorry for not updating sooner. Got a bfn which I was starting to expect as my signs suddenly started to vanish. I might have gotten ov signs on Monday but I can't be sure. My body is behaving strangely as I started getting AF signs the day after and that would be too soon. And I had gotten AF signs a week and a half into my cycle.

Still feeling sad and sulky from the disappointment so that's why I'm not really around much these days.

Thank goodness your ok , you can be a sulky as you want xxxxxx once your safe and ok sorry your disappointed

 

[MamaTex]

essie: Cute story!!

mowat: Good luck with the surgery and that drive! Whoah!!

Pink: Congrats to your friend. I so would like to have a play date for Sky but many of my female and male acquaintances have children that are quite a bit older. I am thinking of using meetup.com to find a mommy group. I also want to try and meet people the old fashioned way by going to places like the park or someting in hopes of striking up a friendship. My present is littered with people I know that still go out and party. Since I pretty much have decided to set aside that life, I need to make new friends!! As far as the movement is concerned sometimes it can be hard to distinguish between movement, gas, or some other bodily function. You are far along enough to start feeling something so I bet you are feeling things!!

Starry: It's ok. No need to apologize. I don't think many women in your position would want to rush to say they got a BFN. I know you and others have been having a hard time, so being MIA is understandable. I am sorry you got the BFN.

AFM: I have gotten away with feeling pretty good for most of the pregnancy. I had flare ups with my chest, round ligament pain, and some days where I didn't feel the best but mostly I have been ok until now. I have been getting less sleep lately. Combine this with late third trimester shenanigans and I am one exhausted mama these days. Today I went to a sheriff's station near my house and had help with my car seat. I had to turn the AC in my car off and it was very hot. I had to put my weight down on the car seat and try to not pass out. My car is small and it was a PITA to maneuver around in the back. After that I went grocery shopping and tired myself out some more carrying in a pack of water. These last few weeks are dragging, but I know there is a light at the end of the tunnel, a light that will shine bright until my dying day. Been waiting a long time to meet my daughter.

 

[bamagurl]

So sorry Starry