I’ve not had a good few days unfortunately. So much anxiety with the nausea, it makes me panic and I want that feeling to end. I know my last pregnancy nausea was rough but this time round it’s exceeded that level! I did feel ok this morning and brushed my teeth thinking I feel good today only to be hit with it as soon as I made my cuppa! It’s really getting me down, I think all these thoughts would go without the nausea which scares me because of how it makes me feel and that fear doesn’t help the anxiety! I hate being in the house which is good cos I can take the kids out to the park. I’ve got my headphones all most of the time changing my attention to music and videos and I’m going to take up knitting again to concentrate on making something so something practical to focus on. I already feel guilty for wanting these feelings to end which makes me feel I’ve jinxed the pregnancy already! Sorry for dragging on but I’ve just been all over the place mentally and I worry how I will cope further along...