jc_catt
(:Happy Teen Mom To Be:)
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Ok, I know that I can't be the only one feeling this way. lol.
Is anyone else TOTALLY wanting marriage right now? Well...
maybe not NOW... but after 18? I never was so into the
whole "getting married" bit until now. There were even times
that I didn't want to get married at all. But now it's like... I'm
only 16 and the baby and hormones and everything is just
totally getting to me. I guess I just don't want my baby
growing up how I did; seeing no happy married couple in my
family... idk... I can tell that Alec(FOB/OH) is getting this way
too, cause he never used to talk about marriage and now he
refers to me as his "Soon to be wife". Is it really bad if I just
wanna elope at 18? I mean, I'll have my job by then, and Alec
will be in college... I always hated the idea of a fancy wedding
anyways... But Alec says that he wants to wait four years...
I just think that is far too long. I just wanna get a cheap ring
(never cared about the ring, just as long as it doesn't turn my
finder green) and head to reno... Is that bad? Ugh. Hoping to
find sympathy or someone who agrees... I just feel like this is
such a bad feeling...
Sorry for the rant... I just know all my friends would call
me crazy...
Is anyone else TOTALLY wanting marriage right now? Well...
maybe not NOW... but after 18? I never was so into the
whole "getting married" bit until now. There were even times
that I didn't want to get married at all. But now it's like... I'm
only 16 and the baby and hormones and everything is just
totally getting to me. I guess I just don't want my baby
growing up how I did; seeing no happy married couple in my
family... idk... I can tell that Alec(FOB/OH) is getting this way
too, cause he never used to talk about marriage and now he
refers to me as his "Soon to be wife". Is it really bad if I just
wanna elope at 18? I mean, I'll have my job by then, and Alec
will be in college... I always hated the idea of a fancy wedding
anyways... But Alec says that he wants to wait four years...
I just think that is far too long. I just wanna get a cheap ring
(never cared about the ring, just as long as it doesn't turn my
finder green) and head to reno... Is that bad? Ugh. Hoping to
find sympathy or someone who agrees... I just feel like this is
such a bad feeling...
Sorry for the rant... I just know all my friends would call
me crazy...