OK, PC isn't totally fixed, it still freezes, but after an hour or so, not 5 mins

(excuse any typos, I'm used to a netbook keyboard, not a full size one. lol) Going to move the ram and HDD to my old PC tomorrow to see if that works
I'm feeling a bit better today, I have just been feeling so lonely recently, I don't have many friends in real life, apart from the Homestart lady I only see people who aren't OH and the kisd about once a month, and me and OH don't really spend much time together, we did spend some time together last night and chatted and watch TV but he had a bit of a huff about it cos he wanted to play Xbox. I have thought about going to toddler groups, but I get so nervous going out on my own and meeting new peopel and where Dylan won't walk well its really hard, I could strap him in the buggy, but its far too hot atm to put Bethany in her wrap
OH is giving Bethany cuddles at the moment, she was getting so angry at my poor boobs that she clamped her gums together, my poor nips are so sore now

At least this growth spurt will be out of the way by my birthday
