I just don't know, what to do I had a MC 1 week ago, this is my 5th MC
I being feeling that I'm in denial, I just feel that I have to be strong and act like everything is ok, when I know deep down I feel so devastated and depress.
I just don't want my family or hubby to know this, don't get me wrong there really supported. The thing is I have two sisters that are pregnant one it's almost 6 months, and my other sister it's 9 weeks in fact we found out we were pregnant on the same week, and we're really close, I know she feels bad for me but I just act like everything it's ok, cause I don't want her to feel bad, cause my pregnancy ended and hers it's doing well, I'm happy for her, but I just feel that I can't tell them that I feel devastated I just want to cry none stop, and just can't I being holding in all my feelings.
How do I deal with this? You would think that after 5 MC I would know, but it's just worse each time, I don't understand why this is happening I'm trying so hard not to loose faith and sometimes it's really hard. It gets me so mad when different people tell me oh it happens for a reason it wasn't meant to be it's just like really
I'm sorry if I'm venting out but here is the only place that I can actually said how I really feel without feeling bad.
I being feeling that I'm in denial, I just feel that I have to be strong and act like everything is ok, when I know deep down I feel so devastated and depress.
I just don't want my family or hubby to know this, don't get me wrong there really supported. The thing is I have two sisters that are pregnant one it's almost 6 months, and my other sister it's 9 weeks in fact we found out we were pregnant on the same week, and we're really close, I know she feels bad for me but I just act like everything it's ok, cause I don't want her to feel bad, cause my pregnancy ended and hers it's doing well, I'm happy for her, but I just feel that I can't tell them that I feel devastated I just want to cry none stop, and just can't I being holding in all my feelings.
How do I deal with this? You would think that after 5 MC I would know, but it's just worse each time, I don't understand why this is happening I'm trying so hard not to loose faith and sometimes it's really hard. It gets me so mad when different people tell me oh it happens for a reason it wasn't meant to be it's just like really
I'm sorry if I'm venting out but here is the only place that I can actually said how I really feel without feeling bad.