Ladies is how I'm feelin normal, did any one else go through this? I feel like I'm more depressed now than ever. I've had so many more bad days ever since I hit negative. I think it's because now that I'm over the scary part of it, I need to now wait, and it's killing me inside because I want it so badly. I go for my first monthly this weeK, then just 2 more. So in reality I have about 8 weeks left before I'm in the clear and while that is not very long at all, i know it's out of my control which makes it so much more difficult for me to accept. I'm sure my DH is tired of seeing me upset but he wouldn't dare say anything. Ughh I joined weight watchers in the meantime and lost 5 Pounds, figured I need to control some part of my life! What do you girls think, Is this normal?