Mother of all conception months Graduates

[Sofiekirsten]

Poor Amanda

She only told everyone 4 weeks ago accourding to the mail she gave birth to a stillborn baby boy

So so sad

 

[sequeena]

It's awful

 

[PeanutBean]

I am awake. Took an age to get to sleep then Byron came in at half 12 just as dh got back. I'm hungry. Can't lie on right, shoulder killing me. On left I have shooting pains in my ear and head from snot plus pelvic pain. Can't breathe however I lie. Clearly getting no sleep ever again.

 

[gilz82]

Aw Peanut hope you did get some sleep. If not definitely need to spend today on the couch trying to get some rest.

I had a crappy sleep too, it's frustrating cos I knew being pregnant wasn't going to be easy and straight forward with my bag if ailments but not being able to sleep before the baby arrived wasn't really something I considered.

 

[PeanutBean]

At 5am I had go come downstairs for some food as I felt sick, still having not slept at all. Finally got another hour about half 6 so hour and a half in total. I feel really awful!

 

[madcatwoman]

well i hate to rub salt in to the wounds peanut and gilz, but for some reason, amazing as it seems, i had another good nights sleep, just increadible, thats two on the trot!!. i only woke once for the loo, and once because my ear was hurting.

I woke up to the news about amanda holden though, it really sends shivers up my spine when i hear about these celebs like lilly and her loosing their babies at 6 or 6 months, i wish i could live in my own bubble to be honest

 

[gilz82]

It is terrifying Madcat you think that once you reach 24 weeks everything has a good chance of being ok. Obviously I understand it's not guaranteed and I also understand the likes of what happened to Amanda Holden and Lily Allen is rare but it still really scares you again.

Glad you had another good nights sleep though

 

[NOMORENUMBERS]

i know what you mean, it makes it very difficult to relax at 7 months you kind of think yeah i am very close to the home stretch now, just awful news.

i am eating myself out of house and home, i am eating pie mash and peaas for every meal and two hours later i want more, the final straw is looking at the pies this morning and thinking yeah i could put one on for breakfast!

 

[madcatwoman]

LMAO!, pie for breakfast nomore?...Nooo you couldnt, surely?.

Gilz, ive stuck to lying on a bed of pillows these days, and it seems some nights are better than others but alot better than just a mattress or a duvet.

I wonder what happened with Amandas baby, god, she thought she was safe to anounce it at 6months, as would most people. I hate to go thru all that in the media and all the pity I dont think i'll settle until my baby is born with stories like this!

 

[PeanutBean]

I just don't listen to this stuff and find that stops me being scared. We can't do anything about it and it's also very unlikely to happen. Believe me once those babies are born the worrying just increases so best try and shut your eyes while you still can! Once they're out there's literally a whole world of evils to contend with and worry about. We can never keep them as safe as when they're inside.

Glad you slept madcat. I can't decide whether or not to try and sleep more or get up and sleep later. I seem to be incapable of either, just lolling around feeling rotten. I did fix byron's train track though.

 

[NOMORENUMBERS]

i soooo could! i found a tin of fruit at the back of the cupboard and nicked a couple of ds fromage frais but i could totally still eat the pie lol carbs i want carbs! not fruit! carbs!

 

[madcatwoman]

peanut, your bad nights seem to have over taken mine of late
Yeh, your right,best not to dwell on news like that for too long really!

hospital tour has been confirmed, got to be there for 2 pm, hope i dont hear anyone scream!lol

 

[Ozzieshunni]

I slept, but had terrible nightmares! The worst was that baby was left in the pram in winter clothing with a blanket around him in the blazing sun! All I remember was yelling at DH in the dream and running as fast as I could and when we picked him up, he was a baby doll! I must be losing my mind.

 

[Ozzieshunni]

Anyone else not feel fully content for the day until they feel their LO wiggle or kick? I love those little jabs

 

[vbaby3]

Morning ladies,
God I hadn't heard the awful news about amanda holden until now,its so tragic.
Peanut is right though,we can't start worrying about things like that.
If its gonna happen its gonna happen,but of course it more than likely won't.
I definately spend more time worrying about my boys now than I did when they were in my tummy,There's no end to it once they're born,Being a mummy is sooo hard sometimes,but absolutely amazing.
No more and peanut,I just look at my boys too,so proudly,They are so funny,so gorgeous and both so different,2 completely different personalities.
They never cease to amaze me,and make me and dh so happy,and definately keep us amused lol!!
So excited to be adding 1 more to the family!!

Nomore those ice creams sound amazing,don't think you get them over here
Well dh was very well behaved,he rang this morning at 8.30 to say he was awake and heading to the bus station,and is now home safe and sound and in 1 piece ,phew!!

 

[NOMORENUMBERS]

aw vbaby at least you know he is home safe lol

i just realised, the official countdown to scan day has begun, this friday is s-day! so nervous and excited, i am always very wary until i get scanned because although there is nothing to suggest that anything is wrong, i just dont know until i see him or her in there! after that i will relax! it is so sad what has happened to amanda but at the same time we dont know her medical history apart from already suffering a loss and the things that go wrong at that stage are so rare, although i will never take for granted what unfortunately can happen, i have been through it with ds's birth, i want to enjoy this pregnancy, i want three children but i can see how we might not be able to afford a third so this could really be it! i am only 24 there is a lot of years left to my life and i would hate to look back and think you know what i knew that could have been my last pregnancy and i just didnt enjoy it because of x y and z. after friday i am going to make an effort to embrace everything and enjoy my self!

 

[vbaby3]

We were all very nervous before our 1st scans,i'm sure everything is fine,but you don't relax til you see lo for the 1st time.
You're just a spring chicken nomore,so no rush with your 3rd 1!!

Ozzie my lo is very active thank god,she always moves before I even get out of bed in the morning,so thankfully I haven't had to worry so far!

Is the tour today madcat??That will certaintly make it all very real!!

 

[molly85]

Ahhhh. My facebook is flooded with Amanda Holden comments. It's a scary fact that this can occasionally happen but I would rather not be reminded of it right now especially after yesterdays incident. l

 

[Ozzieshunni]

Yeah, I try not to think about things like that. I have to say though, it's very RARE to have a third trimester miscarriage/stillbirth. We only hear about them in the news and such because they are so rare. to her though. I wouldn't wish this on anyone.

 

[PeanutBean]

Hi ladies. I've had another couple of hours sleep now so feeling a bit more human. Byron's in a state, poor DH has had a lot to handle today. Won't eat a thing, more teeth issues I think.

Glad your oh is back vbaby. Exciting about scan nomore! And I agree with vbaby, you're just a young un! I never enjoy my pregnancies because of feeling so crap throughout but I'm over feeling guilty about it!