aw sk hun i am so sorry that things are down at the moment, i will throw in the whole it does get better and relatively quickly but that doesnt really help when you are living in the bad bit still big hugs
one thing i found was that if i was stressed leo would be stressed, i used to play his cot mobile when things got really strained with crying, for this baby i am going to download more soothing instrumental music, listening to leos bedtime music through the wall lately has really helped me wind down after a stressful day
is there anyone who can stay with you over the weekend? or even just come round and stay with baby whilst you get a couple of hours sleep?
xkx