My 2ww journal (for my own benefit)

[My bump]

This is the 1st time I have ovulated since Oct 09 so feeling a little excited this month. Haven't been symptom spotting as I feel I am only 5dpo although I have no concrete evidence I actually ov, jst ewcm and r.sided pain.

I had a funny turn yesterday at the thought of omelette and again today at my mums when trying to eat lamb, like I was going to be sick, then I remembered I had this a week or so ago when trying to eat bacon?! So starting to wonder if this is something.....I do sometimes have funny turns but haven't for a long time, my cm is very thick and white too (not thrush! hate thrush!!!) and I have been getting pain in my boobs but on and off.

I usually have really painful nipples after I have ovulated but none this time so I either haven't ov'd or I am pregnant or It's just a funny cycle!

At 5dpo I doubt I would have even implanted so have started thinking maybe I am already pregnant prior to this current ov, will test on the 14th though as not wasting my money and want to wait 4 af instead of obsessing as it drives me mad when I get like that!

Here's hoping for us all this month!!!! Anyone else feeling different this month???


xx

 

[My bump]

Keeping a list of symptoms incase it does turn out to be something mainly for myself......

nausea on and off
heartburn, mainly at night
lots of cm
sore boobs on and off

All of these things are probably occuring by coincidence but as they could be linked to pregnancy am listing them anyway.

x

 

[My bump]

This is now my 2ww journal for my own benefit

Last night had 2 more funny turns and was nearly sick during dinner. This morning I have lower right sided pain which I dont normally have after ov, 6dpo today

Wish I could remember how I felt when pregnant with my daughter, wasnt activley trying and didnt notice symptoms or missed period until I stater feeling really tired and nauseous!!

 

[Pippin]

Ohhh good luck, must be really frustrating for you having such long cycles but this sounds positive and I wish you all the luck in the world. When are you going to

 

[My bump]

Thank you for your positive words I wasn't going to test until 2 weeks time from now to be sure af doesnt arrive.....but af always gets me early so will test asap, i'm waitin gto get paid im so skint lol!! I just told oh I actually think I might be pregnant as my boobs are feeling full and tingly and not like my boobs at all, so maybe he will come home with a test for me as he sadi "ooh we better do a test then" but that's probably wishful thinking

When are you testing??? Good luck for it!! xxxx

 

[My bump]

I now know why I feel so off, think I have a water infection (uti)! Other symptoms are just coincidence and everything else points to a uti. Gonna make a trip to the docs tomorrow to get tested and sorted as I couldnt get in today!

Tried to blag oh to buy me a test but he wont

 

[My bump]

Well decided to check cm and got loads of ewcm, watery and some cwcm. Cervix is also really high. Had some af cramps earlier and some sharp twinges like ov all last night and this afternoon.

So fed up of ttc, it feels like its never gonna be my turn again, i just wish oh would buy me a test to shut myself up!

Definatley cant keep any fluid inside me so am sure about the uti too.

 

[My bump]

I am finding this sooooo therapeutic, don't know why I didnt try it before!!

Weeing loads
Moody today and last night
No symptoms of post ov like i normally get i.e. no cm, hard cervix, gassy, af pain.

And yet I just don't feel pregnant so not being too hopeful, gosh I have got from not even thinking about the 2ww to completley obsessing over it. It's a good job I don't have any poas in the house, they would be running for thier little lives!!!

 

[My bump]

Feeling fine today. Had some stomach cramps and urinating a lot throughout the night but feel normal otherwise

I now have a cheap preg test to do in the morning but will do it later on if I can hold a few hours worth of wee in! Only 8dpo today though so not hoping to see too much!

Boobs are a bit painful today but not even half as bad as with my last pregnancy. Had a really bad dream last night so didnt get much sleep either.

Will test at 7pm if i can hold urine in woo! Although I think I know what it will say.

 

[My bump]

couldn't wait to test and had about an hours worth of wee in me, obviously bfn!!

 

[Vee_Bee]

Am gonna stalk your thread to see what happens! I've also got the weird feeling where I can't tell if its a UTI or not which is soooo annoying!!

FX you get a - hopefully its not too early to tell!!

Vee xxx

 

[My bump]

Lol someone actually read the wierd daily rambling I have done! Thanks for your kind wishes! Hopefully it is too early to tell but I just don't know anymore, and the oh is a bit annoyed at me for doing the test and it being bfn. The test was reeeeeally cheap and had an awful evap so I am going to get a frer or superdrug just to be sure! any excuse more like!!!

Hope you get your bfp too!! xxxx

 

[My bump]

Sorry forgot to add how annoying is the uti thing?!?!?!?!?!?!?! I have been fine all day and then earlier in the evening it started again!! So strange! x

 

[Vee_Bee]

Super annoying!! Mine is just like a UTI but ever so slightly off - I was trying to describe the feeling to DH but I just can't. It hurts but it doesn't, it feels hard in my abdomen but it isn't... so weird. No other symptoms really other than I'm quite easily annoyed and cry easily, but I was always like that a bit anyway!

xx

 

[My bump]

LOL the easily annoyed thing is definatley not a pregnancy thing for me !!

So symptoms today are..........NOTHING!!!!lol! Things just get stranger and stranger with ttc!! To be honest with my dd I had no symptoms till 5 weeks so don't know why I look for them!

VeeBee when are you planning on testing hun?? I'm just hoping if I do get a - then at least af comes cuz im no longer sure if I even ovulated!!!

xx

 

[Vee_Bee]

I'm waiting till Saturday morning - I've gone from poas every other day to being too scared to do it (except for the sneaky OPK last night!). I feel a bit lost as AF could be days/weeks away and I have no way of knowing what is going on. I can't wait 5 weeks! Argh!! I might call the hospital and ask to speak to the fertility specialist I saw a few weeks ago and see what she thinks I should do - I'm meant to be booking an HSG on the first day of next period but she might want to give me tablets to bring period on - what if I am pregnant but not showing on any test yet?

CONFOOOOOOOOOOOOOSED!!



Sigh... that's better

 

[My bump]

Ha ha I think I am starting to stalk you in my own thread!!! So I now have NO symptoms what so ever and do not feel even slightly pregnant apart form the peeing loads but I now have an appointment booked for that on monday

Will be testing on monday too, just incase, you never know, but it will be a waste of money, I sometimes feel like my body just doesnt want to get pregnant!

Lol paos addict are you? I used to be like that too!! How long have you been ttc hun? Maybe you should give someone a call after doing a test, I have really irregular cycles too so struggle to know whats going on when!!!!!!

Let me know how you get on if you test!!!!!!! xxx

 

[Vee_Bee]

Ha ha you stalker!

Yep - total addict! Getting nervous about testing tomorrow - I know what you mean about your body not wanting to get pregnant, I'm at the point where I can't quite believe it would ever happen

If it is a tomorrow I think I will go and get another prescription for the tablets that bring on my period, and then I can get my HSG done as soon as the arrives - hopefully my tubes will be ok and then the FS can stick me on the Clomid! Just really wishing I could get my now so that I don't have to keep worrying about it all.

All my symptoms have disappeared too - we have the same weird body! Maybe we'll both get our at the same time and can go to the First Trimester bit together!!

Will keep you posted tomorrow - fingers crossed but not overly optimistic...


Vee
xxxx

 

[Vee_Bee]

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