First of all, I am overwhelmed by all your support and kind words. I have no words to express my gratitude. Your support means so much to me!
I am still in the hospital. My infection was severe, and I lost and lot of blood. Too much. I can't walk without fainting.
I am still very bad both physically and psychologically but the nurses here are so supportive and helpful. They support me and the give me sedatives when I freak out. And blood and antibiotics when I need that.
I hope I can go home soon, but I do not want to take any risks. I don't want to get sterile. :S
Doctors say it was most likely the infection that caused my baby to die. I am happy to know and relieved it wasn't my fault, but it still hurts so bad.
It was nothing they could have done anyway. So that helps a little.
I can't start TTC again for 3 months, but its okey. I need time to grieve this baby first. Then we will try again.
I saw that many of you had experienced losses too, and my heart break for you. I hope you were able to get better and get your babies!
I thank you from the bottom of my heart for your support. I wish I could reply to you all personally but I am so weak now. So thank you all, it meant a lot.
Love and hugs from Leami xx