My First Response Ovulation Test

[Forrest]

Sunflower I'm sorry your hubby is like that. I hope you find happiness somehow.

 

[Forrest]

Alaina that's great. I'm happy for you How far along are you now?

 

[sunflower82]

Hmmm I hope so too Forrest yesterday my sis said to me why are you still talking about
Your mc I feel my own family or hubby doesn't understand me I guess the person who goes
Through a mc only knows what it feels like sometimes I want to go away some where far
Away

 

[Alaina1217]

Hey Forrest I'm currently 10 weeks. Time is going by so fast

 

[Forrest]

Sunflower I know what u mean. If your sis never had a mc then she won't know the pain you go through ...emotional and physical. So to her it may sound like you're going on and on about your mc and it's been so long or you're depressing to listen to. I guess you can tell your feelings here or to someone who has been through it. Others wouldn't understand.
Anyways I hope you pull yourself together soon because stress will definitely interfere with conceiving and it's not good for your mental health. I think you're going through a phase and it will all get better so hang in there.

 

[Forrest]

Hey Forrest I'm currently 10 weeks. Time is going by so fast

Wow that's great! Time really IS going fast. Soon you'll have your sono. I bet you're excited

 

[sunflower82]

I feel so sad Forrest I'm crying right now

 

[Kitta]

Sunflower I think you really need to see a therapist. Your sister should be nicer to you. You lost a child. Its not exactly an easy thing to just get over!



I'm going to take a break from here (everywhere online I think). I'm feeling pretty low ATM. I'm exhausted and have noone to help. Tessa is an awful sleeper. I try to keep her quiet in the night so my husband and son can sleep. But it means I'm getting little to no sleep. It would be nice if my husband would help out with Tessa in the evenings at least so I could have some dinner!
I'm also annoyed with my diet. I'm just so busy ATM I'm eating junk, whatever I can grab quickly! I've ordered lite and easy weekly breakfast lunch and dinner so hopefully I can stick to it and stare losing some of this weight.

 

[Forrest]

Kitta I'm sorry you're not getting any help. Take care and hope you start eating healthy soon. You will be missed here.

 

[Forrest]

sunflower I agree with Kitta. You NEED professional counseling. I don't want you to go into depression and you have a toddler to look after. You're always sad. I remember when you were ttc you always said your husband was NEVER cooperating when you got a positive opk and he never wanted another child. Now he doesn't want to ttc again so it seems he's got issues. You can't ever be happy if you're not on the same page. I hope things work out for you because when you love someone so much and they don't give a damn how you feel and if you're happy, it sucks!

 

[sunflower82]

Hello kitta will miss you how you doing Forrest I hope you lose your weight kitta

 

[Forrest]

Hi ladies how are you? Stay cool in this heatwave..

 

[sunflower82]

Hi Forrest it's too hot and I'm not liking it
Much it's too hot lol I can't sleep properly at
Night cuz of it how you feeling and how about
You Aliana

 

[Alaina1217]

I hate when we have heatwaves in NYC its too much for me I can never sleep at night

 

[sunflower82]

Yes same here Aliana too hot good night and
Sweet dreams ladies

 

[Forrest]

Hi ladies.. it's so hot here but finally starting to feel better. I've been in the ac all through it but when I go to the living room/kitchen area it's boiling, we don't have ac there.
I always love the cold weather and snow and rain.
How are you feeling Alaina and sunflower?
I'm ok, just a terrible headache but I keep remembering the nausea I had in the first trimester so I comfort myself to know that it's a headache and not nausea lol I like the trade off LOL

 

[sunflower82]

Hi Forrest how are u I'm fine thnx good
Night and sweet dreams

 

[Forrest]

Have a good evening ladies and hope the weather is better now.

 

[sunflower82]

Nope Forrest it's still too hot hard to fall asleep at night how you doing abagail look's like
Cute Olivia is keeping you busy want to see more pics of her

 

[Forrest]

Hi ladies how are you? Hope all is well with everyone.
Afm, I'm fine. Enjoying the cloudy /rainy weather that is way cooler than last week
I'm counting down the days for my sono. Next Monday @ this time I would be calling my baby by name. I dreamt it's a girl but I'm not taking that seriously because I'm thinking about the gender too much so that must be one of those wacky dreams