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socitycourty
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So my LO and I have had our share of problems since her birth, if you've read any of my previous posts.
I am a SAHM and we are together pretty much 24/7. Since she was about 4 months old I had a really bad resurgence of my panic attacks/OCD and anxiety/depression.
She has always been clingy but it worse now (typical timing) when I set her down or something she just cries, or crawls after me and cries, or stands on the gate and cries.
I feel very overwhelmed by it sometimes. Like I can't even go to the bathroom sometimes without the crying. Or take a shower without the crying. Sometimes I have to let her cry so I can accomplish something quickly.....like for instance I shower in 5 minutes now. I rarely eat because I just am holding her all the time, feeding her, settling her.
Sometimes I feel anxiety coming on when I can't just set her down for a minute without the crying.
Am I a bad mom? I feel terrible. But very overwhelmed.
I am a SAHM and we are together pretty much 24/7. Since she was about 4 months old I had a really bad resurgence of my panic attacks/OCD and anxiety/depression.
She has always been clingy but it worse now (typical timing) when I set her down or something she just cries, or crawls after me and cries, or stands on the gate and cries.
I feel very overwhelmed by it sometimes. Like I can't even go to the bathroom sometimes without the crying. Or take a shower without the crying. Sometimes I have to let her cry so I can accomplish something quickly.....like for instance I shower in 5 minutes now. I rarely eat because I just am holding her all the time, feeding her, settling her.
Sometimes I feel anxiety coming on when I can't just set her down for a minute without the crying.
Am I a bad mom? I feel terrible. But very overwhelmed.