Hi Sarah
I remember you from your Christian TTC thread when I first joined last year, and I've been following your story & just caught up after a bit of a break from BnB. I am so in awe of your faith and your strength in Him, what an amazing witness you are! You are so on my heart and I wanted you to know that I'm also praying for you, it's so hard to understand why things happen the way that they do and to try to understand the way that God works - I just figure that in comparison with our big huge God, my little tiny brain can't possibly comprehend it! But I trust Him and I know that you do too, even if he does work in very mysterious ways sometimes! I found this poem earlier in the year when we were going through a really tough time, and I wanted to share it with you, you have probably seen it already but I just love it! It was of such comfort to me and a really poignant reminder of who my wonderful Father is. I'll post it below.
Sending lots of love and prayers your way, you are such an amazing woman of God, daughter and Princess (awesome that's what our name means!)
From another Sarah
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The Master Weaver's Plan
My life is but a weaving
Between the Lord and me;
I may not choose the colors–
He knows what they should be.
For He can view the pattern
Upon the upper side
While I can see it only
On this, the under side.
Sometimes He weaves in sorrow,
Which seems so strange to me;
But I will trust His judgment
And work on faithfully.
‘Tis He who fills the shuttle,
And He knows what is best;
So I shall weave in earnest,
And leave to Him the rest.
Not ’til the loom is silent
And the shuttles cease to fly
Shall God unroll the canvas
And explain the reason why.
The dark threads are as needed
In the Weaver’s skillful hand
As the threads of gold and silver
In the pattern He has planned.
I think about my little Gingy often and wonder what he/she would of been like. I'm thankful that God is looking after Gingy and his/her siblings and can't wait to hold Gingy in my arms one day.
