Need some buddies 1dpo, its a waiting game!

[laustiredttc]

oh my gosh bray i truly hope that you do get your i'm keeping everything crossed for you huni.

 

[MamaTo2Girls]

Bray I will PRAY those lines get darker for you! Keep us posted!

 

[HWPG]

Oh bray! Hoping hoping hoping for you!

 

[HWPG]

Hi ladies! Weekend is over, and it was lovely. I was worried for nothing. I did have a little sad moment one time, but the rest of the time was fun. Afm, I feel so bloated! Not sure if it's the indulgent eating or af or what... But I'm def wearing my elastic waist skirt tomorrow, haha. Expecting AF Tuesday or Wednesday. Looking to see what happens with my temps and body the next couple days. Will keep you posted!

 

[Brayr08]

Thanks guys...pretty sure I'm getting ready to start my period though. It's possable it's IB, but I doubt it. I had a little brown when I wiped and I just went pee and wiped and there was some blood...I always get brown spotting before my period. I'm not supposed to start until Thursday, but it looks like the may be coming early. It's funny b/c I'm not even sad...just angry I guess. I hate to be that way, but it's true. I'm hoping that I'm wrong, that I really am pregnant, but I'm totally not counting on it. I HATE THIS! It's not fair! I know, I know...life's not fair. F WORD!!!!!I'm sorry for the pity party. I just really want to throw a chair through a window or something really dramatic like that. I just keep thinking, if DH count was so high and I had multiple eggs release, how could it fail? I'm going to bed before I type something that will get me kicked off the site. I appreciate your support guys.

 

[laustiredttc]

hey hw i'm glad you had a nice weekend, i hope that this is it for you hun fx

bray i truly know the feeling huni. Try stay strong we are all here for you always huni

hey ladies got family member coming today so might be MIA for a bit. Will be back here soon. I hope everything goes well for you ladies and i hope we get some this month. See you all soon

 

[HWPG]

Bray, I know EXACTLY how you are feeling this month. My temp crashed and has stayed low. No af yet but must be coming. Feel the same - want to throw things. Or lay on my couch and do absolutely nothing.
I'm Never going to get pregnant. F word.

 

[MamaTo2Girls]

aww Bray and hw... i'm sorry you feel that way, i feel that way every time i'm sure my is coming too... you'll get thriugh it and we just have to accept it and move on to the next cycle. Another month, GONE..i know, *#@! hope you guys feel better, and Bray I hope it is ib for you and not af....and hw glad you had a good weekend and hope the bloating isn't af.

Laus-have a good day spending time with family.

 

[baby_fugirl]

Hello. I'm about where you are maybe a few days. Positive ovulation test three days ago. I had pain in my hips the same day I got a positive opk. No real symptoms yet, but it doesn't much at all to digest food and have bad hunger pains. I am nauseous in the morning but that was even before ovulation, due to stress, but I'm not sure why I am still nauseous now, but we will see. Good luck.. Baby dust to you!!!!!

 

[HWPG]

laus, vent thread is about to get hot again - one person said that her niece was "bad" (meaning, disobedient, i think) and another person said "no children are bad, and i'd be pissed if you said that to me and you wouldnt see my child".... just giving you all a little snippit of gossip....

 

[Snizuitz]

Lol-- I like hearing about vent thread.

So, I'm now CD 3 and just about to start my second round of Femara. It was a rough weekend I tell ya. So many feels! But I'm doing better now (again) and just hoping we all see our BFPs this month!

And welcome those of you who are new this round! It's a great thread-- very supportive.

 

[HWPG]

Bray, what's the word, hummingbird?

 

[Brayr08]

I'm still spotting. My friends and family keep insisting that I still could be pregnant especially since I had the same faint line when I POAS yesterday morning as I did on Sunday (I think it's just an error with the tests). We'll see though. If I still haven't started on Thursday, when AF is due, then I'll take another test, but I'm not holding my breath. It's kind of nice to get the let down part out of the way early. I am truely not looking foward to starting my next cycle though. More ultrasounds and blood tests and stabbing myself w/a need for a week straight. Not to mention another $600.00 that I probably might as well burn as to the good it's going to do me. I'll still do it though. Even though it hurts and it's depressing and maddening, I'll do it for the chance to hold that baby. Oh bother....

 

[Brayr08]

Sorry for being so depressing guys. I'll get better, I promise. I just have to have my "woe is me" moment before moving on.

 

[MamaTo2Girls]

Well, still hoping for you, Bray! Geez almighty, I need to get on the ball and start bd! Was going to lastnight but something kinda came up, so tonight hubby has to work, definately in the am when he gets home and every morning until day after O, by increase in bbt. I am so ready!

 

[HWPG]

bray, i'm pulling for you! i'm sorry you're frustrated, i think we all understand. i cant compare my journey - you are far stronger and braver than i - but i do get the emotion behind it.
mama - get to it! (insert cheerleader emoticon, except they dont have one)
afm, i should start spotting today, with af tomorrow. weirdly, i'm anti-symptom: normally i have sore breasts and not much else. right now, nothing in breasts but feeling SO bloated! stupid mixed signals and looking for things. if i dont spot today, i'll be happy, that will extend my LP by 1 day. but i think we all know i'm hoping hoping hoping for something else..... and getting your hopes up can be devastating. will pop on later.
any other updates?

 

[Snizuitz]

So, my doctor called yesterday and said that my estrogen was low again and she's not surprised I got my period. She said it's time for us to go to an RE.

I already bought my Femara tho, so we're going to give it one more month, but in the meantime will start looking at specialists and maybe get a consult.

I don't know why this is so hard for me to handle. I knew we were getting to that point, but it just hurts, I guess, hearing it for real. It felt like she was saying there's no hope for me, but that's not true right? Even though I've done Clomid and Femara, there's still more they can do, right?

 

[HWPG]

oh Sniz! i'm sorry to hear your news.... i'm sure it's hard to hear, even if you "knew it". Nothing makes it easier. I believe there's more they can do, i think it depends on how far you want to go. They have plenty of hormonal supplements (estrogen, progesterone, as you already know/experienced), as well as alternative procedures (IUI, IVF, etc). Feel free to vent and post and get all the ugly out if you need/want. We are here to cheer you along your journey, wherever it takes you!

 

[Brayr08]

Sniz, this is probably a stupid question, but is femara a pill or injection?

 

[MamaTo2Girls]

Sniz there has to be more they can do if they are looking into it more, if there was nothing more they could do they would tell you and tell you ok your only choice is adoption if you want kids. Don't give up hope, it may not be as soon as you'd like, but you will get a sooner or later...whenever the timing is right and God has it planned for you. Be calm and just enjoy the life you have now..i know easier said than done...DUH! lol

Hw-hope this extra lutel phase day turns out longer and you end up getting your

Bray-still pulling for you, FX!

to all!!!!

Hubby left for work, so tomorrow am starts my fertile period BD BRING IT ON, I've got my preseed, had a neg opk today (cd11) last 2 months, got my positive opk on cd14, and got 3 softcups. I reallyam not looking forward to setting my alark for 510 to let the preseed settle in before we bd when hubby gets home at 545 and then gotta get my big girl up to get ready for school when we're done. Man, I hope this month works! I'm seriously ready to just give up or take a break, but I don't want to.