Hi, this is my first post on this site and I felt the urge to talk it out and I am hoping for some support. My husband and I have been TTC for 3 years now and only in the last 5 months have we stopped taking matters into our hands and gone to a fertility specialist and taken every test available. I completed 3 months of clomid and finally produced two "perfect" eggs this month so we went down the IUI path. My husband has been labelled the "super sperm guy" so no issues there but I was having trouble ovulating so I had 4 ultrasounds, took metformin x3 a day, iron pills x 2 a day, prenatal vitamins, and a HcG shot 36 hours before the IUI. I had so many symptons during my 2WW (dizzy spells, cramps in my uterus, headaches, difficulty around pungenet smells etc) and as I drove to the doctors this morning for my 14 day blood test and urine sample I knew something was wrong. I gave blood no problem and asked if I could give a urine sample as well just to see....well little did I know I started my period at literally the exact moment I was in the doctors office and I was all alone. I tried desperately not to get my hopes up during the wait, tried not to think about it; but in an instant it all became very real that my imagination got the best of me and I was never pregnant. I hope it gets easier to accept it just wasn't the right time for us, right now I feel like I never want to try again and I am not a quitter so this hurts! Anyone have an advice on how to get back on the horse so to speak or any tips that worked for them? I am 34 years old, my husband is 41 and we are both active and healthy. We don't drink, we don't do drugs of any kind, we cut out caffeine 3 months ago and still after all the tests that say this should work and everything looks it great it comes back with a BFN.