greenpear
Mama to my girl + boy <3
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Well, here's what the doc said: my levels are dropping, so it's MC for real and real. He sent me to do another blood test in a few days to check if the levels are dropping at a good rate, and said that if I don't get my period within next few weeks then come and see him.
I'm ok actually with what he told me - I was preparing myself for the news the whole weekend. Of course I'm disappointed and a huge part of me was hoping that the ultrasound tech was wrong, and that I would see my little bean in the next ultrasound, but I'm ok with the news as well.
I'm just grateful that God gave me a chance to be a mom however brief it was, and I'm hoping that next time I can be a mom permanently. I am also grateful that nothing awful is going on - it would be so much worse if I had ectopic or molar so I'm glad that it's just MC. I tried jumpstarting my period by going for a run today, but only succeeded in getting severe cramps but no period. I guess I'll have to wait for my levels to drop off before it can resume.
Thank you all again for support - onwards with the baby quest!
I'm ok actually with what he told me - I was preparing myself for the news the whole weekend. Of course I'm disappointed and a huge part of me was hoping that the ultrasound tech was wrong, and that I would see my little bean in the next ultrasound, but I'm ok with the news as well.
I'm just grateful that God gave me a chance to be a mom however brief it was, and I'm hoping that next time I can be a mom permanently. I am also grateful that nothing awful is going on - it would be so much worse if I had ectopic or molar so I'm glad that it's just MC. I tried jumpstarting my period by going for a run today, but only succeeded in getting severe cramps but no period. I guess I'll have to wait for my levels to drop off before it can resume.
Thank you all again for support - onwards with the baby quest!