No Dec BFP for me-gutted!

[sukisam]

Well after every symptom in the world and 2 positive hpt the got me today at 16dpo. I'm gutted, I really thought I was pregnant, maybe it was a chemical had positive hpt on 10dpo + 14dpo but bloods were negative on 14dpo.
It's been our first month properly ttc and it's been such a rollercoaster I'm not sure I can cope with it all if I'm honest.
All the conflicting symptoms, felt pregnant, was sick + dizzy, went up a bra size, veiny boobs, darker nipples (DH noticed all these things!) my temps still up I had no period pains but today I have my period.
Have been crying all afternoon which is ridiculous I only got my period! i never thought i would be this mad so quickly.
Oh well, I shall get very p***ed at my Christmas party on Friday
Here's hoping we all get soon
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[WANBMUM]

Awww u poor poor thing! That is evil. My heart goes out to you. Cry as much as u like and treat yourself to wine or chocolate or whatever will give u some sort of pick me up.
Sending you a massive cuddly hug x x