superfrizbee
Love my princess & prince
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DS is 4 weeks tomorrow and DD is nearly 2.5 years. I dont feel like we've settled in to being a family of 4 yet. When it's just me and DC I feel like we're a 2 and a 1 depending on which I'm dealing with, even if I'm BFing DS while reading to DD. I feel like I'm not concentrating on either of them. When DH is home I feel like we're a 2 and a 2. I feel like I never see him either because I go to bed early to try and get a block of 3 hours sleep. I feel so sad that we just dont feel like a proper family yet. We're done at 2 kids and I just want that "complete" feeling I'm meant to have. Am I going to get there? I feel like it's my role as mother to bring us all together and so far I'm not doing it.