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[girlinyork]

That's amazing. I'm so happy for you 3chords xx

 

[3chords]

Thanks guys!

As for the earlier discussion, should things work out I will actually be having an October baby (hopefully not earlier than that!) for sure as I will not go to term and will have a c-section at around 38 weeks.

 

[klsltsp]

3chords awesome news!!

I too will section early, probably 37 weeks.. so I will probably be late October too

I meant to ask the doc about sex today and forgot... hmm.. might wait until after my scan in 2 weeks...

 

[kwynia]

What a relief 3chords! Yay for good news

 

[SweetV]

3chords - that's amazing news!

I think I will be put on pelvic rest from 2nd tri until well after 30 weeks so I'm not saying no to sex for the first trimester (although to be honest I'm too exhausted and bloated lately anyways). I'm afraid of preterm labour again but have no risk until cerclage is placed early second trimester. Hubby is really, really not going to like being told no. We are also a 1-2 time/week so he won't be missing out on too much.

 

[Ladybirdgb]

Totally rediculous

Just caught myself nearly crying at the sma advert mums your doing great nutter

 

[Embo78]

All my symptoms have gone trying not to panic but all the old parl feelings have come screaming back

 

[girlinyork]

It happens. It happened with DD and I freaked out. The next day they were back with a clout. Sending sticky sticky sticky dust xx

 

[babe_666_]

Its really quite sad how we are all so scared about such a great thing in life
I havent had any bleeding and have never suffered a miscarriage, but Im really afraid of losing this baby.
My beautiful baby boy I lost in 2013 after being induced at 40+1, he was perfect but after the gels were inserted 14 hours later they couldnt find his heart beat.

Im currently 5 weeks and Im stressing over HCG levels... they are within the 'normal' range but are on the lower side, which the GP is a little worried about... 3w6d it was 34, 4w2d it was 174, 4w6d it was 888 ... I got referred to the specialist that I seen after I lost Jett but I dont think I will 'rest easy' until I have my baby in my arms, alive!!
My GP did say about an ultrasound in a couple of weeks, but then didnt write the referral as he wrote the referral to the specialist instead.
Im terrified to be honest and my husband works away, I have nobody to really talk to - so Im hoping to make some friends here so we can get through this together ..

 

[Trying4BbyBoy]

Its really quite sad how we are all so scared about such a great thing in life
I havent had any bleeding and have never suffered a miscarriage, but Im really afraid of losing this baby.
My beautiful baby boy I lost in 2013 after being induced at 40+1, he was perfect but after the gels were inserted 14 hours later they couldnt find his heart beat.

Im currently 5 weeks and Im stressing over HCG levels... they are within the 'normal' range but are on the lower side, which the GP is a little worried about... 3w6d it was 34, 4w2d it was 174, 4w6d it was 888 ... I got referred to the specialist that I seen after I lost Jett but I dont think I will 'rest easy' until I have my baby in my arms, alive!!
My GP did say about an ultrasound in a couple of weeks, but then didnt write the referral as he wrote the referral to the specialist instead.
Im terrified to be honest and my husband works away, I have nobody to really talk to - so Im hoping to make some friends here so we can get through this together ..[/QU]


I totally understand hun and were here for you

 

[kwynia]

Hi babe! Sorry for your loss ♡

Fingers crossed for you Em, I'm hoping everything is fine and your symptoms will come raging back at you.

 

[klsltsp]

Ahh ladies this is so hard.

Em I have had a few days too where my symptoms disappeared then the next day they were back. Did you ring the epu?

Baby your numbers seem to be doubling just fine.. glad they are taking good care of you.

As for sex.. well my oh is terrified even with my last son he was scared and now that we have had 3 losses... well not much hope of any for me....lol

Ladybird I cry at everything too..oh just starts laughing at me lol

 

[SweetV]

My symptoms were gone on the weekend but Monday I was trying not to sleep standing up at work. My boobs barely hurt anymore. I'm really worried about this scan tomorrow. I have convinced myself they will say mmc. I think I have done this in self defence, that way I won't be disappointed.

I pulled something in my stomach last night in bed trying to turn over. 5 seconds of not even being able to move. Ouch.

 

[Embo78]

Thanks everyone. I've been out for a walk and the nausea is back and im soooo tired. My boobs ache a bit too

 

[girlinyork]

Thanks everyone. I've been out for a walk and the nausea is back and im soooo tired. My boobs ache a bit too

Yay! Yesterday I woke up feeling normal so sniffed disgusting stuff until I felt sick again Parl makes us crazy

 

[dairymomma]

Em-My symptoms have come and gone all along but they completely fled the building when the bleeding started. That is, until I had my meltdown, talked to my therapist, and became utterly convinced that it was over. The next morning it was like I hit a brick wall of pg symptoms. Ugh. The more I think it's over and I'm accepting that thought, the stronger my nausea and sore boobs get. PARL does something strange to our brains I think...

Sweet-I'm there too. Convinced it's over, just wanting the scan done already to prove I'm right, and needing to move on but full aware that I'm insulating myself from hurt. It's an odd place to be, isn't it? I feel like because I'm FEELING pg, I should be hopeful and in certain (mentally unguarded moments) I do feel a wee bit optimistic, but then I pass a clot or I start aching or I remember my history and I'm back to "It's loss #10." I just want tomorrow to be here so I can get an answer to the question "What is inside my uterus?"

Blood blob in the toilet last night and oddly enough it made me feel better to see it. Like "whew, well the wait is over to see tonight's bleed. Now I can go to bed and sleep easier." PARL sucks. It's not that I'm NOT happy about being pg, but I hate all the mental/emotional stuff I have to deal with when I am pg. The not knowing, the thus far unexplained and scary nightly bleeding, the aches and pains that send "DANGER-MISCARRIAGE IMMINENT" warnings blaring through your brain, the worry and fear and anxiety and panic that ensues...My therapist told me that it's no wonder I'm having anxiety attacks right now because I literally feel like I'm in a mental war. No wonder my brain feels fried all the time-I've got WW3 going on in there...I can just picture it now. Both halves of my brain squabbling. "It's OVER. Accept it" says one side. "Nope. HOPE is the way to go." says the other. "Oh you think so, smarty pants. Well, take THIS!" *Smack* "Right back atcha!" *Thud*

 

[SweetV]

Dairy - you put it perfectly. My brain is at war with itself. The minute hope shows up the other half stifles it. When I start to feel dispair hope shows up again. My poor heart is somewhere in the middle trying not to get involved.

My symptoms are completely gone. I have even had 3 bms today. It's now 5 o'clock and I have been on my feet all day and could go for another few hours. This time yesterday I thought I was going to fall asleep standing up I was so tired. Tomorrow can not come soon enough.

 

[girlinyork]

SweetV, what time is your scan and which time zone? X

 

[SweetV]

10:30am EST. Almost exactly 12 hours from now.

 

[Embo78]

That's 2.15 am uk time. I usually wake up to go to the loo so I'll try to remember to check on here if I do
How are you feeling sweet?