Hi,
so now we are trying to conceive baby No 2.
My husband wants 2 children and this time it is me who has 2. thoughts...
It is really strange: on the one hand I really want a 2. baby - I love our son and I think he should have a little brother or sister - but on the other hand I am really worrying about the life with 2 children. Will I ever be able to return back to work (I am a housewife at the moment since my boss does not take me back as long as I am not willing to work between 20 to 30 hours per week plus overtime)
It is difficult to find a nanny or a crip here and those are awfully expensive too. And what is more important: I do not want to give my children away the whole day - I am a real clucking hen.
We are living in the house of my parents in law. My mother in law and me are not really getting a long very good since I gave birth to Matthias.
She always wants to get hold of him and this is really going on my nerves.
She is a reall know-it-all
I am really worrying what happens if we have another baby - a unbalanced hormone level and my mother in law could be a very explosive mixture...
so now we are trying to conceive baby No 2.
My husband wants 2 children and this time it is me who has 2. thoughts...

It is really strange: on the one hand I really want a 2. baby - I love our son and I think he should have a little brother or sister - but on the other hand I am really worrying about the life with 2 children. Will I ever be able to return back to work (I am a housewife at the moment since my boss does not take me back as long as I am not willing to work between 20 to 30 hours per week plus overtime)



We are living in the house of my parents in law. My mother in law and me are not really getting a long very good since I gave birth to Matthias.



I am really worrying what happens if we have another baby - a unbalanced hormone level and my mother in law could be a very explosive mixture...
